Access Denied belt assessment

As I got asked a lot about this belt, time has come to write its documentation.

I remind this is only my point of view, you can disagree with me.

It was sold to me by a fan. It is well adjusted, we can assume it is as if I bought it on the official website.

COMFORT / LONG TIME WEARING

The most important point for daily life. My shapes are not great for hipstyle belts. And I definitely hate the rear cable system: if too tight, it digs into the butt. if too loose, it makes the belt unsafe. In my case, the rear cable is too loose.
My hips can take this belt for a night. I am not sure I can do for several days.

WEARABILITY

I did not go to toilet with this belt yet. I don't want to. However, my rear hole is not properly placed. I think I will mess up everything if I try number 2. Besides, as mentioned earlier, the comfort is not so great.

HIDING

Locks are a bit bulky, resulting in a hard hiding. But the belt is thin, so I can take it.

STYLE

This belt has a great look! I chose it to shoot pictures, and I am happy.

HYGIENE

It is very easy to clean. No problems.

SAFETY

THE weakness of this model. I managed to touch myself while locked in, since the cable makes the belt loose. I can bend in a way a gap is created. This is due to my flexibility.

LOCKS

The other main weakness. I cannot lock the belt without keys. Quite disappointing.
Worst problem: I managed to undo the 2ndary lock without the key. It is actually a screw, you need a tiny tool to operate the inner screw. I assume I can easily take some measurements and 3D-print the adapted tool. For a prenium belt, this is very rough.

PORTABILITY

THE strength of this belt.
In a suitcase, all my belts take a lot of room, but I can it stuff in. I call them "empty-bulky". The Access Denied can be folded, very useful to carry it in a backpack.

ADJUSTABILITY

Either my belt has a defect, or the adjustment systel doesn't work. There are 3 positions to lock the belt, but only the medial one works. And the 2 other ones are only 5 mm aside.

WATER

The belt is stainless steel and locks look strong against rust.

CONCLUSION

I boght this belt for shoots. For my daily life, I will keep my beloved Heart Belt.

The Access Denied doesn't have any ring. It doesn't annoy me so much not to have rings.
According to me, this belt has many cons. I don't like the hipstyle nor the rear cable, this is personal. Objecctively, locks are very weak and it cannot be adjusted. I would have expected much better from a prenium chastity belt. I don't recommend this brand for real wearers. I only recommend it for models who only wear it for few hours.

	Chinese	My-Steel	Hell's Belt	Heart Belt	Access Denied
Comfort	✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰
Wearability	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰
Hiding	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰
Style	✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰
Hygiene	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰
Safety	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰
Locks	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰
Portability	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰
Adjustability	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰
Water	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰
AVERAGE	3,9	4,1	3,2	4,3	2,8

Cleaning breaks

Reccently, I made a poll on my Twitter account. 65 % of people consider breaks should be allowed for hygiene or shoots. Honestly, I am surprised this figure is not higher.

All my 30-day challenge were done without any break. I sometimes got annoyed by this rule, as I had to turn down some shoots, and it was hard to make new videos (apart from the challenge itself of course).
Nevertheless, I consider such a challenge becomes uninteresting if breaks are allowed (except the weekly break detailed below).

Weekly breaks are important though: shave, heal skin, clean carefully. Less than 7 days between 2 breaks is too much. Getting breaks to go to toilet everytime avoids hygienic problems. I don't think this is correct: a basin of soapy water is enough to clean.
Having got no breaks made my pussy completely asleep. No water pressure during cleaning breaks, no shaving, it got taken out of my "mental map".

Shooting breaks are stiffer to deal with. Most famous models should be able to get unlocked for their work. However, as a model, I jsut planned enough time without shoots (easier in Winter or while I had my training), and the problem was fixed.

It is currently Locktober. I wish I could be locked for most of the time, but because of further events, I am not able (unless I take the belt off for few continuous days: pointless).

Underwear or not underwear?

I often read people saying: "girls should not wear underwear with a chastity belt".
Some women consider their belts are underwear, I understand that.
Some "doms" say the same thing, I don't understand how they could say this at all.

Personally, I consider my armor as a part of my body. For hygienic and safety reasons, I recommend you to have underwear.
Hygienic: after going to toilet, some urine can remain in the belt. Having underwear and a hygienic pad avoids bad smells.
Safety: a belt and bra at made out of metal. They can destroy your clothes (it happened on my beloved red shirt, destroyed by padlocks in my back). A fabric bra under your clothes protects them.

Day K+7: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

7 days after the end of my challenge, I feel my life changed so much.
Now I can wear catsuits. I missed them, and I own 2 new catsuits now. I can resume cosplaying as my favorite character: Samus Aran.

At my courses, during midday breaks, I use my hula hoop. I missed it so much too!

I have not worn any metal for 7 days. I don't miss being locked at all. Some rest isn't bad.
For now, I will only wear my armor to do some shoots, and for unsafe trips.

Let's talk about my wounds. The dryness on my belly is gone. Little wounds near my breast disappeared too. Only the darknesses on my neck and butt are still visible.


I am very happy I made it. However, I will never do it again. Never never never never never never never.

I think everything is said about this challenge. I will leave all my articles on this blog. Anyone who wants to get information can read these pages. I etablished a golden mine of advice for the female chastity community ^^

Day K+2: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

I still receive congratulation messages. Thank you!

I am very happy to have done it, and to be rewarded. I am known as a genuine chastity wearer, and my blog became a chastity database. This feels so great!

Today was very hot. Wearing a catsuit is impossible. I spent all the time nude at home. I let you check how hot it is in the centre of France...
My courses place and my trains have air cooling. This is very comfortable.

As far as my damages are concerned:

• Steel heart: the skin feels better. I use oil to nourrish it. I think it will become normal within 24 h.
• Breast: wounds are now dark stripes. They are quite small.
• Vulva: still red. It willneed few days before retrieving a normal color.
• Neck: darknesses remain. I use Arnicare cream to treat darknesses.

There is an other mark I didn't see: between my buttcheek. It looks very serious, but it feels harmless. The skin is darkened, I don't know why.

This is  the least harmful challenge.I assume my  experience and my chastity armor causedless damages to my body. This proves again how important chastity training is. You cannot spend 30 continuous days if you have never seen a chastity belt before. I mention this again, as I am very often asked for advice.
So, if you are a womanand if youwant to experience chastity, please read this blog. Don't forget to use the "search" function!
And if you are a Dom who wants to lock your female sub in a chastity belt, just  find advice here!

I will write an other report in time, when my skin will be healed. For now, I leave you on a buttiful picture.

Currently feeling: very happy!
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Darkened by the belt.

Day K+1: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: enjoying the freedom

A lot of things changed yesterday evening. I got some powerful orgasms. I was speechless, it is impossible to describe what I felt. My fan and my housemate were impressed by how I looked. I shed some tears.
Moreover, I was able to put on a catsuit. This is so wonderful! I love catsuits, and retrieving the feeling of tight lycra on my skin is priceless.

As far as marks are concerned: I am very surprised. I have very few marks:

• Dry skin on the heart plate (due to the lack of air supply).
• Reddened vulva (no idea what happened: infection? soreness? pressure?).
• Darknesses on the neck (due to the collar).
• Tiny hyperdermic wounds between the right breast and armpit (due to the bra).

I think wearing only metal gives much less marks than having a silicon lining (I had similar marks on my thighs during a previous challenge). Besides, using my oils nourrished my skin. I was very careful of it.

The Heart Belt proved how worth it was. It is the most comfortable belt I have ever seen. If you ask some of its drawbacks: here they are:

• The locking system is huge. I wanted a big metal heart, and I understand it would affect interested girls in chastity. Its main problem is its thickness: good luck to hide it under tight clothes!
• The rings are noisy. They wiggle a lot when I move, attaching a weight (my swiss knife for instance) fixes the problem until I take it off. Staying idle is also a solution (I work a lot of time with a computer, this helps).

Today courses were interesting.
I did some hula hoop during the midday break. Living unbelted is a huge relief after 30 continuous days! and of course, I can wear my favorite catsuits the evening (even if the weather is very hot).

I received a lot of congratulation messages. Thanks everyone!

Currently feeling: relieved!
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Wearing my beloved blue Zero Suit.

[FREE!!!!] Day 30: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: FINALLY!

The challenge is eventually finished. Before talking about the unlocking itself, some funny facts.

I didn't sleep so much. I was so impatient, I fell asleep at 1h-F. I woke up at 6h, I had time to shoot and edit the glove unlocking. I think the fan who requested me will be very happy!
I was disturbed. I ate almost nothing. Then I left home. I close the door, and I realised I forgot my phone: I came back in to pick it.
I skated to the railstation. Almost arrived in the station:I said "sh*t, I forgot my charger". No way to charge my laptop, I had not to waste its battery.
I reached the platform and I sat in a train. Few secondsbefore the depature, I realised I was in the wrong train! fortunately, I had enough time to reach the right train. Running fast is helpful.

The train trip went well. I slept in and I painted my nails with a very nice silver nailpolish.
Arrived at my courses. It was so interesting!
During the midday break, a workmate said "we have been studying for 1 month". Indeed, my training started 2 days after my challenge. I said in myself "I have been locked in for 1 month".

The funniest fact of the day: a guy in my training room gave me a little piece of paper. He wrote on it(in French): "for your information, I realised I follow you on Twitter". Then he asked me "almost the end of the 30 days?". A guy in my training knows about my challenge! LOL


The part above was written in the train, only 2 hours before opening the chest.
Now, let's deal with the unlocking. The moment I have waited for so long.

I opened the chest. I tore the envelop. I unlocked all my pieces of metal. And I rubbed myself. It was hard to speak.
Then, the shower. One of the most intense moments. I hardly gave a word. I was overwhelmed by my feelings.
I stopped the camera (video will be published tomorrow on my store). While not being filmed, I had more powerful moments: sexual pleasure, tears of happiness, and very few words. I lived the most intense moment of my life.
1 000 000 000 000 stars exploded.

My body has few marks. I think not having silicon and having put a lot of oil prevented marks. I only have dry skin on the belly, where the heart was.
I intentionally left the timer to show those "0".

I cannot describe how I feel.

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Can you read the happiness on my face?

The chest is now empty.

 All my armor. Unlocked.

[LAST DAY] Day 30: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge; morning report

36 h in my gloves were done. I can get rid of them. What a release!
I enjoyed a good shower, and I spent time with my fan.

I will go to my courses very soon. When I am back, the chest will not stay close for very long.

I feel so impatient. I watched a lot of time watching the amount of days in the countdown: this big "0" means so much!

The evening report will come later than usual. I will write it after getting my powerful orgasm.

Currently feeling: this is the day!

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Dropping my Power Cuffs.

[24 hours remaining] Day 29: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

I will unlock the gloves tomorrow morning. And I will unlock everything else tomorrow at 19h30-F.
I can't wait. I have done a huge challenge!

I played poker with my housemate and my fan. We had a lot of fun, and I was able to handle cards despite of my gloves.

It was a calm Sunday.The day went actually well.

Heat is not a problem. My flat is hot (about 30 °C or 86 °F) but I have a fan (the device which makes wind, English language is odd). My Power Cuffs are hurting my wrists because of their weight.
I can spend the night in, and tomorrow, I will get rid of them.

Currently feeling: relaxed.

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Relaxing outdoors. My car gives me some shadow.

[36 hours remaining] Day 29: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

I see the end.

My previous report was quite negative. After a good night of sleep, I feel very well. I have to wear my armor until tomorrow evening. I am spending my last Sunday in chastity.
I have watched my timer for long minutes, thinking "I am great".

Yesterday evening, I watched "Fort Boyard" with my fan. He supports me a lot. Thank you davercuffs!
For all messages you gave me by email: thank you Ivan and Rigger35!
For our Skype conversations, thank you BGLife and McGyver!
For your comments, thank you Daniela and I-forgot-your-names-sorry ^^
Twitter, Tumblr and FetLife also host some fans who support me. Thank you everyone!

As far as gloves are concerned, I expected many issues. However, this is going to be easier than I thought:

• Playing cards: I have 100% plastic cards. They are quite easy to use while wearing gloves.
• Showering: I use a spray of water to refresh. After peeing, I only need to shower the belt.
• Spreading oil: I can ask my fan to do it.

I am only hurt by the weight of my cuffs (825 g each!). My body is affected.

Currently feeling: very strong.

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Dreaming of keys.

Day 28: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: extra challenge

I am crazy. My challenge is becoming mentally very hard. I want to get rid of my armor. It is agony to wait for my keys.

A an decided to make my life harder. He wanted me to wear my silver gloves and Power Cuffs for as long as I can. The longest I am able to do is 36 h. They started today at 18h-F. Not only it is long, but I will have many issues: I will have to be clever if I want to take a shower of if I need oil.

This report will be short. I don't have so much to say.

I will not give up. The goal is so close!

 Currently feeling: almost dead.
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My silver gloves. And my zombie face.

Day 27: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: boiling impatience

I still have to wait 3 days. 3 such tiny days before receiving the precious chest. It's agony to wait. 3 tiny days before opening the treasure chest.

Let's talk a little bit about the little extra challenge. I will have to wear my long silver gloves from Saturday evening to Monday morning (36 h). I can't do longer. They will be held by my Power Cuffs. That seems easy, but it will add a lot of issues: how to spread oil? how to play cards with my fan? how to shower?

I never dealt you with my current training. I learn to usesome testing softwares. They consist of writing tests and scripts to execute them. I don't know how to detail more without being too precise.
I spend a lot of time sat down on a chair. This isn't so bad. I have to skate 25 min altogether to travel from my place to the railstation. I do enough workout to keep fit.

One of my best fans arrived at my place. He will stay with me until Tuesday morning: he will watch the big day in real time. I am impatient!
Having courses focuses me on learning. I am less focused on my impatience. But it is so big!

Funny fact: an other chastity website says it will experience airport security checks. LOL, I already did it years ago!
We live in peace. Hence my today's thought: I learned to soften. It was not very useful to attack him. I feel much better when we live peacefully. He drives his business, I drive mine. I still watch his websites out of curiosity, but this is it. We are the Yin and the Yang. I do some stuff he doesn't, and he does some stuff I don't. Complementarity.
This challenge is a symbol towards him. I should have done it with him in Summer 2016. This sounds silly, but I am happy to have done my challenges without him.

A little link to my post about airports.

My words may look agressive, but remember my catchphrase: my steel armor hides a warm heart.

Currently feeling: impatient but peaceful.

This challenge cleared my mind.

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Under my shirt. My steel armor hides a warm heart.
Nevertheless, I still fight to win this challenge.

Day 26: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: clearing my mind

The impatience to get those keys is big. The date is approaching and I am looking forward to getting my reward.
These last days are an opportunity to clear my mind. I realise how important catsuits and leotards are for me. Orgasms are optional, I could pass on them. Life is made out of little details which enhance our daily experience.
I also miss my Condom Catsuit. I hope I will put it on Tuesday and explode in!

Courses are still interesting.
In the train, I watched one of my favorite Disney movies: Peter Pan. I especially love Wendy Mohira Angela Darling. She is both childish and wise. Very interesting character!

The chastity belt is still very comfortable.
My neck is used to this heavy collar, it doesn't give me pain anymore (despite of the impressive marks it gave me).
The bra is alright. Not having silicon lining is actually fine.

I still get a lot of interesting questions. A new belted girl asked me if I wear my armor to do sports. For intensive or dangerous sports (as rugby), I recommend taking the belt off. For softer sports (as swimming or jogging), belt can stay on.

How could I have forgot the main issue? my pubic hair is growing. This looks ugly and it is unpleasant. I can't wait to shave anymore.

Currently feeling: the impatience gets to me.
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My pubis looks ugly.

Day 25: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: impatience grows and grows

Today, at about 11h, my clitoris woke up. I felt frustrated.
I am anticipating the reward. Only 5 days, this is so close!

I had lunch in the park with my workmates. I was lied down on the belly. Sun heated my back. It was fine, except my waistbelt became so hot!

Courses went well. I learned SQL language. I love programming so much!

I want to wear catsuits so bad! only 5 days to go!!

I don't have so much more to tell. I just want to show you a picture, mentioning how I did my video report.

Currently feeling: impatient.
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Hogcuffed.

Day 24: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: little challenge planned

I have some interesting news. A fan wanted me to do a little extra challenge. I will talk more about it Saturday.

I quite often got this question: what if people want me to do an other month? STOP!
1 month is a very long challenge with many issues. I underwent quite easily this challenge, but I feel I am reaching limits. Not to mention all impacts it has on my model life. Doing 2 continuous months is unrealistic for me. And as I already shouted: this blog is not about fantasies, I deal with real life. And of course, such fans will not support me in any way... The fan who wanted the little extra challenge paid for it.

My wish to wear catsuits is still growing. Besides, my new catsuits should arrive within few days.
My sexual need is still null.
Pain is alright.

I still get a lot of messages of support, and some girls use my blog as a reference to get into chastity. This is so encouraging!

Currently feeling: impatient.
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You wanted to see the red dress? here it is.

Day 23: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: impatience is growing

The today course was very interesting. We are learning to use Python (programming language). I love programming! I felt so in ease. I didn't see time flying.
This is great this course is fascinating. During the midday break, I felt the need to put on a catsuit. I am impatient to retrieve all of them on my body.

My sexual frustration is still null.
Pain on my neck is gone. I feel better.

I am trying a mix of shea butter, sweet almond oil and argania oil. It looks much better than sweet almond oil only.

Important remind: my keys are kept by my housemate. She is the one I trust the most. I refuse sending my keys to anyone else: if they are lost or if their owner refuses giving me them back, he/she can ruin my life. I am often asked if I can send my keys, you have now a clear answer. Remember this blog is about real life, keep silly fantasies away.
I can't wait to open this chest and tear the sealed envelop. My impatience is growing.

Currently feeling: impatient.

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My favorite catsuits are folded in their box. They will be worn in 7 days.

Day 22: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: the world is so small!

I left Western of France. My friend was very happy to host me for 2 days. He is so kind =^.^=
In front of the railstation, I was spotted by 2 people. They are a couple I often meet in fetish parties! wow, I often cross my fans' paths.
I sat in the train. In my back, there were a bunch of annoying children: talking and crying all the time!
One of them looked at the LED tag I wore on my sternum. They talked about it. I grabbed my shirt and I said "this a shirt. It is designed to hide my chastity belt". The mother looked stunned.
And: a woman was lost in the train. I had to speak English with her. I waas speaking English in a French train. LOL

I often talk about my daily life. I didn't talk a lot about this question, and it often comes: "how can I sleep with all this equipment?"
I wish I had a clear answer. I am trained wearing my armor and it is designed for my body. It is not so bad to wear it in daily life. But I have to admit: I would love to get rid of this collar. It gives me pain. It is heavy and I am less able to handle it.
Sexual frustration is null.
Pain on the waist and chest is very little.

Currently feeling: annoyed by these stupid children in the train.

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My LED tag on my sternum. Please notice my metallic bra is visible!

The tag displays "Make War / Not Love".

Day 21: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: French festival, German fan

It was most unexpected. I attended the "Fête du Fer", and I heard some people talking in English. I came there: a stallholder was German. He must have a thing for me: h asked me for some pictures, then we did a little scene (see picture). I showed him my chastity belt, he was in love for me. Guys...
Anyway, this proves you can have a normal life belted: attending festivals, buying grocery, ...

My neck is hurting. The weight of the collar gets to me. I would love to take it off, but I can't for now.
Belt and bra are fine.

I am hosted by a very good friend. We worked metal together. He made the Heart Belt with me. He is very happy I am so positive about it!

I am often asked questions about chastity. You can find all my handy articles there.

Currently feeling: a lot of pain in my neck.

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I find fans everywhere in the world.

Day 20: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: very long trip by train

I will not be at home this weekend. I will be in Western of France to attend the "Fête du Fer". It can be translated by "iron festival". It will show forging steel. I can't wait to go there!

4 h by train are common in my life. I can easily be sat down for hours on my laptop (while there is an operational power socket).

This morning, I watched "Bambi" in the train. I don't remember having watched it while I was a child. I didn't like it: it is long and dull. Only animals running in the forest, zero action. I stopped it at the half.

I have got this question very often. It looks silly but it is interesting: "what is the fun of the chastity if you lose libido?".

1st of all, I am single, and I enjoy being single. You can love my pictures without being willing to be my boyfriend. Loving someone's work doesn't mean you are sexually attracted by her (understand "willing to have intercourses"). I love using my toys to get orgasms, and I know I will keep enjoying it after my challenge. But I will enjoy them much more.

Imagine: you live near the beach all the time. Sooner or later, you will be tired of it. Conversely, if you only go to the sea once a year, it will look fantastic when you will go there, and you will have much more fun. A similar effect will happen to me. I already lived it after my previous challenges.

As I am trained to live chaste, handling my sexual frustration is natural. I don't remember when my last turning-on was. This feels so weird to live.

I am not suffering in my armor. I think my body is fully accomodated to it. The Heart Belt is definitely the best belt I have ever worn. I am so proud. French WendyWarrior quality!

Only 10 days and I will get rid of it!

Currently feeling: happy.
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I know the belt lock is often visible. I don't care about it anymore.

Day 19: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: stupid SNCF

It had been 19 days I have been locked in this chastity belt. I started my training 17 days ago (time flies!), and the SNCF* showed again its bad reputation. My casual train was removed, the next one was delayed of 1 h! I missed half of the day. But this is not so bad, we are still in the boring topic.
At least, controllers didn't say anything about my clothes. I wore my favotire red shirt. And I folded it, so my waist is shown. And you know what is on my waist...

Daily life goes on. I feel one with my armor. I completely lost the desire to put on a catsuit (even if I watch pictures of girls wearing such outfits). Chastity can affect the sexual behaviour. This is so impressive to live!
I know this feeling very well. I know I will dash to my box of catsuits after having got unlocked (without forgetting the orgasm of course).

I still get a lot of messages of support. Here and on other websites. I feel great, thank you!
I am also enquired tips to start in female chastity. There are very few real female chastity references. So, here is a sum-up of my tips:

1. Leather chastity belts are not adapted to be worn in daily life. Avoid such belts.
2. Start gently. Spending 30 continuous days without any training is silly fantasy.
3. Adjust your belt properly. Too loose or too tight can injure you. A cheap Chinese belt is great to begin.
4. Skin needs care. Buy vegetal oil and cream, and spread it between your skin and the belt 4 times a day (more if needed).
5. Learn to pee in the shower. Rinsing directly is easier.
6. Buy a tiny bowl (a Nutella cap is great) and a syringe. They are handy to clean after urination if you are not at home.
7. Have a spare key, just in case. You should always travel with an emergency key with you, in case something bad happens. When you will be trained, the emergency key will be optional.
8. If you see wounds, bruises or blisters, stop wearing the chastity belt immediately. Let your damages heal before resuming wearing it.

Once you are trained, you can spend continuous days in your new chastity belt. Being frustrated is a part of its fun.Moreover, chastity is not wrong at all! this is a way to enjoy sexuality, a way of life. Remember: orgasms are more powerful after a long period of frustration.


*SNCF : "Société Nationale des Chemins de Fer". It is the French rail system.


Important note: tomorrow, I will travel further by train. My written report may come much later than usual.

Currently feeling:bored.

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Don't I look angry?

Day 18: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: boring courses

This day of training was very boring. We are using an interesting software, but we are given way too much time to do tasks. I spend  a lot of time to do nothing.

I wore a nice red dress today. It is the 1st time I go there with a dress. Usually I wear shorts. If you are nice guys, I will wear it again and show you pictures here ^^

Time is flying, and the fan confirmed his meet with me the 22nd July. He will watch my unlocking in real time. We are both so thrilled!

The weather is normal. I don't sweat so much in my armor now. It is much more comfortable and I can put less oil.

With weekly breaks, the Heart Belt can be worn all the time. I recommend to do breaks for hygienic reasons. My pubic hair annoys me so much!

Currently feeling: bored

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Full view on my metallic heart.

Day 17: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

Documenting this challenge on my blog is much more thrilling than just doing it for myself. Without holding this blog, I could have broken up at any time without any consequence. I have a big pressure to make it to the end. I know I am read, you will be so happy if I make it. For now, I don't know any women spent 30 days in belt-bra-collar 3 times, with 3 different belts.
As I discussed with a fan yesterday (by the way, thanks Jones), motivation helps a lot. I managed to do horribly hard challenges because I really wanted to pass them. And I am most determined to pass this one too.

My waist is becoming thinner. My muscles are strengthening. My weight is steady. I should adjust my belt after getting unlocked. Nevertheless, the shield remains tight on my body (the double-shield has advantages). No pleasure for me.

My genitalia is fallen asleep once again. I don't feel any more horniness. My labia stoopped swelling, I am not turned on anymore. My nipples were got rid of my mental mapping too. It doesn't feel bad.

In the train, I watched "Pocahontas" again. I love this movie, and it has many similarities with "Atlantis: The Lost Empire". I loved this movie too when I was young.

This is official: my workmates know I wear a chastity belt and bra. It becomes a topic to laugh about: keys. Especially since they know I want to stay single.
My keys stayed in the chest all the time, in my housemate's bedroom. Even if I find a boyfriend, I am not sure he will date with me.

The wounds on my neck are improving. I feel less pain. This is great!

Currently feeling: very positive!
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My neck is looking better.

Day 16: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

I didn't talk much about positive impacts of my chastity armor. 1st, it protects me against bad guys. This quite often happen, being sexy has some drawbacks. Dirty talks are part of my daily life. I am used to putting them back to what they belong to. Guys learn I have a strong steel temper. Hence the most interesting effect of my armor: it grew my self-confidence.
I love how I look in the mirror. The metal is a part of my body.

One of my biggest fans would love to watch my great unlocking in real time. If he is available, he will come to my place, and he will spend this 22nd of July with me.

The challenge is getting harder. Now I am closer to the end than to the beginning. The impatience grows. My pubic hair grows. My desire to put on catsuits grows on. Only my libido remains weak.

I don't know what kind of wounds is on my neck. They don't look too bad. I apply oil and cream to calm them down (same treatment for the waist). It feels better.

No one notices my wounds on the neck, but my workmates know I wear a chastity belt. Once again, we went having lunch in the park. I lied down, not caring if my belt was visible or not. My teacher asked me if my belt was not too painful. I assume he knows...

I count every second remaining. The desire to get rid of this armor is now getting to me.

Currently feeling: my patience will be rewarded.

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Relaxing in the park. A glimpse on my metal heart.

Half-way! Day 15: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

The party was a success. My steel outfits made impression, as usual. I don't know anyone else who wanders in fetish parties/events while wearing steel almost all the time.
I tied up a woman in ropes. It was her 1st time and she loved it.
Usually, in such parties, I change several times (in my IMC or other belts). And I perform a self-suspension in leotard. Because of this challenge, there was no self-suspension and I kept the same armor all the time. I didn't even bring my keys to the party!

I have some negative news: the challenge is getting to me. The collar bruised my neck. I think I will destroy the envelop the 22nd July, and unlock everything to get a deserved rest. This challenge is becoming harder.

During the party, I talked a lot about my chastity challenge. I explained it changes how I feel. My libido becomes weak. I have to learn how to enjoy casual clothes. No more going outdoors cosplayed. For now, I feel still fine.
By the way: there was an other belted girl at the party!

I would like to thank some of you:
- davercuffs: you call me every evening and you take news from my life; you visited me this weekend
- Ivan: you show me a great support
- Daniela: you show me a great support too
- gasmaskkpipe: you sent me a very encouraging message
- George, for your message here,
- and YOU, for reading me!

Currently feeling: I evolved.

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My neck is damaged.

Day 14: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: hosting friends

This morning, on Twitter, I received a message from a local friend. He wanted to visit me. I accepted and we met at my place. We chatted together about metal work and latex. He gave me tips to take care of my latex Condom Catsuit.
I was buttplugged all the time while he was there.

I went outdoors with my buttplug. I needed something at the drugstore. A short walk butplugged didn't affect me, even if I felt the plug.

I am currently with an other friend. He calls me every evening. He supports me in all my projects. He is such a nice guy!

Today was very hot. I feel my skin is getting damaged. I have to be careful for the further days, if I want to survive the 16 remaining days!

And this evening, I will attend a party with him and my housemate. I will detail you tomorrow.

Currently feeling: friendly

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Taking care of my latex Condom Catsuit.

Day 13: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: very positive day

Having shouted at the SNCF was successful. I eventually got the card I needed to go on my courses! It proves how powerful the MWWP is!

Funny anecdote: in September 2016, I attended  the wedding of my male cousin. When his just-married wife tssed the flowers, I caught them. According to the tradition, whoever catches flowers will get married with 1 year. I got my 1st chastity belt in February 2014. LOL

In the train, I am watching (in French) classic Disney movies I haven't watched for decades. Wednesday was spent with Aladdin and the Genie. I love them ^^
Yesterday was "Alice in Wonderland", I didn't like it so much. It doesn't make any sense! can you explain me why Alice's tights are always white, even if she crawls into dirt? Moreover, the final scene is so poor.
Today, I spent my trip with Pocahontas. I love it! John Smith said "gold is yellow and comes from ground". Pocahontas showed him some corn, LOL. One of the final scenes (preparing the war) is so epic!

My course was very interesting. We learned to use Microsoft Excel. I already know this software. I helped my workmates who had more difficulties.

I don't miss sexual stimulation.
I don't miss wearing my catsuits.
I don't miss walking nude in my home.
It feels amazing, how a chastity belt can change a behaviour!

Currently feeling: that was a great day!
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Do you like my LED tag label?

Day 12: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: harsh day

I feel the challenge is becoming harder. I often think about the final rewards.
This morning, I ate very little. Wearing a chastity belt is a good way to lose weight, but I needn't to do so.

Courses were more interesting today. I wore my star headbow. It was liked.
I have skills to work metal. I always remember I made the belt I am wearing. It feels very good. I almost forget I am protected in the train! but I feel this stupid clit swells sometimes...
Talking about the train: the SNCF (French train system) is a huge piece of shit! I am harrassing, shouting at them every day to get a stupid card!

I remind rings are very useful. I always hand my swiss knife on the left ring. If I don't have pockets, I hang my home keys on the right ring. They are very handy!

I read on FetLife alcohol would toughen the skin. I don't want to try it. Vegetal oil is very useful: it feeds the skin. Alcohol would destroy it.

Currently feeling: very angry towards this shitty SNCF!

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In the train, the star in my head.

Day 11: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: outdoors with friends

Yesterday, I tried getting an orgasm. I put a big buttplug in my rear, I read exciting stories. I felt turned on, but no way to rub what I need to orgasm. I only felt horny.
I feel my clitoris swells from time to time now. Horniness is weak but I feel it. This is excellent.

I am suspecting some of my workmates are kinky. During a course, there was written "submitting date". It is actually the date someone mentions an idea. Do I need to tell you how it was understood by the group? LOL

I felt a bit asleep today. The course was quite boring, and I didn't manage to eat enough. Nevertheless, the challenge goes well.
During the midday break, we all went to a park. We sat on the grass and we chatted together (while having a meal). I was lied down on my belly. I didn't care if my belt was partially visible. No one cared.
I fell asleep on the ground. I felt so relaxed in this garden.

Funny fact: my workmates call me "Xena".

Currently feeling: courses are  boring.
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Some of my workmates had a nice view!.

Day 10: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

Courses go on. My workmates and my teacher know I wear some meetallic protections. This is so funny. The excuse "I can't wear a collar because I work) is broken for good.

Funny fact: I went to the railstation. The cashier asked me "isn't your collar too heavy?". Well, it is very heavy, but I am trained to wear it. It doesn't affect my life (I remind you I went having a swim 2 days ago).

My body and my armor fused together. I feel normal to see myself in metal. I don't imagine myself in an other way. This is absolutely normal. The belt is not painful at all. The thick steel is enough for my skin.

The experience will go on. I wonder how the future will be.

I still give 5 stars. All my days go very well! (except one day which got only 4 stars)

Currently feeling: powerful!

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The treasure is in this chest. I will open it in 20 days.

Day 9: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: July started

I resumed my courses. They are about testing softwares. I love programming, and I hope this training will help me to find a work in what I love. My model life will not last forever.

I had spent 9 continuous days without getting unlocked, and my clitoris decided to stop hibernating. I sometimes feel it swelling. That makes me horny a little and I like it. Finally, this challenge is getting more interesting!
Yesterday, after having written my report, I put an anal plug in me (I am able to put in and pull out a butt plug even if my belt is locked). I think I will train to wear such items at home. They will make the challenge spicier.

The challenge doesn't feel long at all. I keep saying "only 3 weeks to go" in my head.

Currently feeling:the challenge will become funnier!

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During my courses. Can you see the heart?

Day 8: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: daily life goes on

My life continues. I can visit friends, undergo courses, and also go to the swimming pool. I love swimming, and I went there this morning.
The weight of my armor is not a problem to swim. I just have to use more strength. And I was not alone: I invited a friend and her son. They didn't par attention to my stuff. No one did. I swam with the huge collar visible, no one asked about it.
The armor was well hidden under the swimsuit (I wore my beloved Metroid swimsuit). However, the heart shape is very easy to spot because of its thickness. This is something I don't mind.

My equipment is made out of stainless steel. I have enver got any problem with rust. Locks could rust. I have no way to check if locks work properly, it will be a surprise for the 22nd of July!

Currently feeling: relaxed

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My wet body, after my swim.

1 week done! Day 7: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

This week flew so fast! I cannot believe I have already done so long!

Today was a relaxing day. I thought a lot about this challenge. I know its interest results in its length. 30 days are very long.

I feel good. I worry a little about my fat. I have very little fat, and I may be losing it. My weight is increasing, I am gaining muscles (thanks to my scooter). But if I lose all my fat, the belt may become too loose.
I hope I will be able to eat more when the weather will be less hot.

I have some ideas of videos. And I got slighty turned on. Yeah, I got a little frustration!


I ordered new Samus Aran catsuits in colors I don't own yet. When I will get my keys, I will try them. There is still a lot of time (more than 3 weeks remaining).

Currently feeling: still MWWP

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Such tiny padlocks change my life.

Day 6: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: 500 000 seconds!

I finally finished the 1st week of my software training. It wasn't so bad.
I am motivated to undergo it, as the premises have air cooling (yesterday, it was 36 °C in my bedroom, I survived thanks to the MWWP*) (and I fess up, I will get money from it). Courses are interesting, I learn plenty of useful stuff.

The chastity challenge is still going very well (thanks to the MWWP). I still use cream and oil. My skin doesn't look irritated.

Before starting this challenge, I expected to miss many things: wearing catsuits, wearing leotards, performing self-suspensions, ... I was all wrong, I am fine without them. Nevertheless, I know I will be very happy to resume those activities.

As the challenge is being passed so fine, I decided to reward myself: I will order new Zero Suits (cosplays). I will wear them once my challenge will be over, in 24 days. That seems so close!

Nothing can turn me on. My libido became null. Thinking about latex, orgasms, ... doesn't get to me. The MWWP is an efficient shield against turn-ons.


*MWWP: Mighty WendyWarrior Power

Currently feeling: MWWP

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Enjoying the train.

Day 5: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: HOT!!!

This day was hot, VERY HOT. In the train and in the classroom, I felt well (thank you, dear air cooling).

I tried an other skincare product: baby powder. It works very well on the anal opening, less on the waist. I prefer feeling oil or cream around my waist.

I reply to very interesting comments.
Indeed, my full metal armor has drawbacks (nothing is perfect). Small wounds near my breasts show steel can cut. The bra is quite thin, I would have liked to make it thicker. If I find some steel spheres, they can be used.
Waiting Autumn to do this challenge would have been impossible: I have fetish events and trips planned in September and October. This current period of time is the only moment I can try 30 days.
These heat waves are not normal at all in Europe.

As mentioned in the rules, I will be allowed to change belt or bra in case of problems. However, I don't think this option will be useful. I feel very well!

Currently feeling: Happy

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Rashes on my neck

(hard to see in the picture)

Day 4: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: level up!

Today was not as hot as yesterday. I easily underwent the temperature.

There is a very stupid guy who asked me "which kind of belt is it?" "are you plugged?". He doesn't read my blog. Worst of it, he asked me exactly the same questions during my last challenge!
On the bright side, I get a lot of support. Some of you locked their own belts in sign of support. Thank you!
Don't be mad at me as I don't reply "thank you" to every comment. I give you here a general hug =^.^=

I am kept busy thanks to my software courses (although they are sometimes boring). Having been in a flat all day long would have been so boring. Being busy makes my challenge easier.

Some negative news: I have some small wounds near the breasts, and little pain in my neck. The steel power slightly damaged me. I will talk about how these damages evolve in further reports. This makes the challenge harder.

Currently feeling: Happy

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My wound near the right breast.

Day 3: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: boring day

72 h done. My optimism is still excellent.
The weather is very hot. My armor is sweaty. However, it doesn't feel bad. A silicon strip would stick to the skin, whereas the steel slips. I am not hurt by the metal.
The weight isn't a problem either. I don't feel the collar so much.

My software training was boring.

Being busy (train, courses) helps me not being focused on my sex. I don't feel turned on at all.

This challenge starts much easier than I expected. Nevertheless, please consider I am very experienced and I wear a custom-made equipment. I still don't recommend anyonbe to do such a mad challenge.
I am lead to interesting conclusions. Not having silicon is a huge advantage. And the huge collar doesn't give any trouble to my workmates.

Currently feeling: Very hot!

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My armor after a shower.

Day 2: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: 1st day of training

This was my 1st day of software training. Here is how it goes:
I wake up at 6h.
I go to the railstation by scooter (10-15 min of skating).
I sit in the train (1 h 15 min).
I go to the place giving the course (close to the railstation).
I take the course (this 1st day was quite long and boring).
I go back to home (train, scooter).
Quite a normal rhythm. And my chastity armor doesn't hinder anything at all!

Some of my coursemates wondered why I have such a big collar. I explained them it is to strengthen my body muscles (which is true!). They guessed I have a chastity belt (don't ask me how). I told them I underwent some agressions, and I want to be safe (especially when I am talked dirty by some rail agents! yes, that happened in the past). They didn't seem to be shocked.

So, if you believe you can't go outdoors while wearing a chastity belt, stop believing it.

Hygiene is not a problem at all. No silicon avoids bad smells.
Sexual frustration doesn't exist. I didn't feel turned on at all.
The lack of silicon doesn't give any problem. The steel is thick. I just have to be careful there is enough cream in the steel.

Currently feeling: Very well!

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My belt shown in the train.

Day 1: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

24 h flew.
Let's be straight: I have never felt so well!

The challenge started naturally. I think my chastity training is showing its efficiency.

Yesterday evening, I watched "Fort Boyard" (famous French TV-show). Then I slept. Sleeping was easy,
This morning, I visited a yard sale. I bought a cute kitten =^.^=
This afternoon, I cleaned my bedroom. Somehow, I felt as if I needed a "reset" in my life. I don't know where my software training will lead me, but I want to check this out.

Tomorrow, this software training will start. I will detail it tomorrow.

The heat doesn't give me so many problems. I feel sweaty between the metal and the skin. I just have to be careful: enough oil fixes problems and prevents rashes.

I didn't feel strange at all. Not wearing a catsuit, not feeling turned on, not having any orgasm and feeling metallic is so natural for me. I run my normal life.

I set up a timer on the header of this blog, and on my main computer. Watching the time flying motivates me to finish this challenge. And yoursupport makes me stronger.


In order to reward myself, once I get my pay, I will buy new Samus Zero Suits. I will try them after my great unlocking.

Currently feeling: Strong!

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 My new kitten =^.^=