LAST DAY!! 1 month in chastity, day 30

DAY THIRTY!!!!


The last detailed assessment about my stuff:

BELT:

• Pain: A↑: still some pain, but I am feeling not annoyed by them enough to put a "B"
• Marks: D↓:marks are worsening
• Hygiene: A: no big problems, I just have to be careful with my basin
• Comfort: B:less pain, but marks are worse
• Sexual frustration: A↑: I don't feel my genitalia anymore, this is very strange
• Technical problems: E: my belt really needs to be repaired after the experience

BRA:

• Pain: A↑: same remark as the belt
• Marks: C: marks are still the same
• Hygiene: A↑: I didn't smell bad in my cups
• Comfort: A↑: it is not a problem anymore
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report
• Noise: A: I didn't move so much these last days, so not much noises from the chains

COLLAR:

• Pain: A: no pain usually
• Marks: A: I don't care about marks
• Comfort: A: nothing wrong
• Noise: A: no noise to report

BRACELETS:

• Pain: A↑: some pain when my left bracelet touches where I am bruised, but this doesn't justify a "B"
• Marks: A: almost no marks
  
• Comfort: A↑: I don't feel annoyed by them anymore
• Noise: B↑: just annoying noise when I play cards or walk, but I got used to

 THIGH CUFFS

• Pain: A: very little pain
• Marks: B: some rednesses which disappear quickly
• Hygiene: B: same as before
• Comfort: A↑: I don't feel annoyed by them anymore, except for skating
• Technical problem: C (NEW): the broken ring 2 days before shows they are old, and the silicon often comes off
• Noise: B↑: I moved less, so less annoying noise

OTHER CUFFS:

• Nothing bad

I didn't sleep so well. My excitement is too high, I can't wait to have these keys.
Today will be a relaxing day with my feline soft toys.

Counting the hours (day 29)

Tomorrow will be the last day of February, but also the last day of my chastity experience. 36 h and I will get rid of these 5,7 kg of steel!!

I feel well but tired. My excitement about this victory causes many negative effects:

• My nights are less restful, I sleep worse.
• My days are more exhausting.
• I do more naps.
• I am less focused on my tasks.

On the bright side, this thought of victory brings me:

• Desire to finish this experience, it's not time to give up.
• Mental strength: I realize what I have done, and I was never able to believe it was doable.
• Muscular strength: this stuff is heavy and my muscles develop themselves.
• Ambition: I want to try an harder challenge after having got the rest I deserve.
• Strength against pain: I don't care how damaged my body will be, I just have to survive 36 h!

This was a little article. I wanted to publish it now to share how I feel. My emotions have reached a level oof power I have never felt before. Not even when I got my polytechnics degree! not even when I shot my plugged swim!
I feel overwhelmed by my emotions. I am so close to be able to shout "I MADE IT!!!".


When March will begin, my body will be transformed: from a half-steel warrior to a child in the biggest toystore of the world.

I would have never been able to reach this point without your support. A big THANK YOU to everyone =^.^=
Victory is close!

1 month in chastity, day 29

2 days before KEYS!!

You asked me some questions.

Can I sleep with this stuff?
I don't know why, this question is often asked.
My 1st days in belt and bra were horrible, and the nights were worse. However, after getting used to them, sleeping is quite easy.
With the bra, I can't sleep on my breasts. But the padlocks and chains hangng in my back are not a problem at all to sleep on the back.

How can I go to toilet with the belt?
This question is so often asked, even when I show my belt in real life!
To pee: the shield is perforated with holes on my vulva. Urine leaks through them.
To poop: my belt has an anal opening on my anus. It's easy to go to toilet belted after getting used to it. Some belts have an other system, i don't detail here.

I had a little problem yesteday. Was I injured?
Fortunately, I fell on my bed, so I wasn't seriously injured. I just have bruises on the left wrist, and a little wound under the left ring of my belt (probably due to the padlocks when I fell). I am fine, but I prefer waiting before doing again this challenge.

Are keys still sealed?
Yes they are! repairing the thigh cuffs didn't require keys. And I still want to finish this month in full stuff.

How about marks?
I don't talk about marks so much now, since the end is close. We will discover marks together under the steel the 1st March. But I still have a red skin under the bands. Serious darknesses must be expected.


Shot yesterday: the wound:

Shot today: I am so happy and excited!!!

By the way: sorry if I publish my particles later than before. I didn't sleep so well because of excitement.

Some little problems (day 28)

Technical issues can occur with steel stuff, and I was just facing one...

What happened?
One of the rings between my thigh cuffs broke.

How did this happen?
When I warned people not to try what I am doing unless they are chastity experts, that's saying something!
Petite Tigresse (my favorite soft toy) fell on the floor. I tried catching her with my toes, but I lost my balance and fell on the bed. I am not sure, but I think this was at this moment the ring broke.

Did I manage to repair?
Yes! the ring was stretched and left its support. I found it (it was stuck in the padlock), and thanks to pliers, I tightened it back in the support.
Keys are still sealed. But I needed to unpadlock my wrists from the belt.

Will I continue being cuffed to the belt?
No. I keep my full stuff, but it will be unsafe to be cuffed to the belt again. Besides, my left wrists got a shock, and it is painful now. A bruise or something like this is not unlikely.

A video of the technical problem and repairing was shot. It will be published Wednesday.

If you have any questions, please let me know!

I answer now a question you must think about:
How was this challenge?
I have spent 1 h 20 min cuffed to the belt. Peeing, showering, typing on my laptop, ... everything became incredibly hard. And by moments, the shower for instance, it can be dangerous.

ADDITIONAL CHALLENGE! 1 month in chastity, day 28

My chastity experience is going quite well. Except 1 detail: the excitement is becoming bigger and bigger. So yesterday, I didn't sleep so well... I can't wait to get these keys!!

Marks and pain are normal. I will detail more later.

And today: a new challenge! being cuffed to the belt for the longest time.

1 month in chastity, day 27

4 days and I will be FREE!

My full stuff is not so horrible to wear... except for workout. And yesterday, I have done a lot of workout! at least my belt will not be too tight for my body LOL

I got a very interesting question: comparing difficulties expected and difficulties faced.

• Hygiene with the belt: easier than expected. The basin is handy. But right now, after weeks without any breaks, smells are not so good.
• Sexual frustration: so-so. It was hard for the 1st and 2nd week, then it became easy.
• Tightness of the belt: easier than expected. Oil and creams are very useful, and I was not bruised. I didn't lose so much weight (less than 1 kg between beginning and now), and the shield is still tight.
• Tightness of the bra: harder than expected. I still have little pain around breasts.
• Marks: worse than expected. My skin is really red and starts being damaged on my waist and around my breasts. I don't know how long it can take to recover, and it will be interesting to see.
• Walking in thigh cuffs: easier than expected. I think I got used to them.
• Pain: harder than expected. Sometimes, my belt and bra are horribly painful.
• Wrist and ankle cuffs: I didn't expect anything.
• Elbow cuffs: harder than expected. I developed strength and my muscles grew. Elbow cuffs are tight when my arms are folded.
• Technical problems: much harder than expected. Silicon of the belt is damaged, silicon of the bra sometimes comes off, and it is very hard to repair them while locked on me.

 
I have never reached this point with full stuff. My longest day in full stuff has been "just" 72 h.
Globally: I expected my experience to be very hard, and it is very hard.

By the way...
Interesting fact: I go to toilet less often, but I pee more in quantity at each visit.
Hair is still growing and this doesn't annoy me so much. But it's ugly!

1 month in chastity, day 26

My experience is bcoming hard. But I feel very confident to finish it.

I will make a shorter report today, so easier to read for you.
Same marking system: "A" to "E" (and "F" in case of key-emergency):

• Collar: A: clearly the least annoying part.
• Bra: B: still pain and technical problems, but easy to wear in daily life.
• Belt: C: tightness can be painful, I have still plenty of rednesses, but I am fine. Sexual frustration is not a problem anymore.
• Thigh cuffs: C: urine seeps on their middle chain, it is hard to run and skate with, they are painful since tight on my thighs, but I can bear them for now.
• Ankle cuffs: A: not annoying at all, justsometimes for clothes.
• Elbow cuffs: B: they are annoying to wear sleeved clothes, and they are painful when my biceps are contracted (I am strong).
• Wrist cuffs: A: I got used to these noisy rings. I think I will wear them more often.

I went outdoors yesterday. Here is a little picture shot for you in my town =^.^=

Everything hidden under clothes.


And the picture of today: some marks are visible:

1 month in chastity, day 25

I have spent 24 h in my ful chastity stuff. The day went very well (except still some technical problems on this belt).

Can I go outdoors with this stuff? yes I can. I have even travelled from France to Germany! a video which proves it is available here: http://clips4sale.com/studio/109544/16992394/Germany+to+France%2C+fully+stuffed


THIGH CUFFS

• Pain: A: very little pain
• Marks: B: I mark easily, and thigh cuffs are tight
• Hygiene: B: I have to dry very well after shower, otherwise I can have irritations, and peeing is a bit harder (urine can leak on the central chain, and being unable to spread my legs makes that some urine can stay in my vulva)
• Comfort: B: they are annoying to sit, but not so much to walk
  
• Noise: C: The chains are noisy and this noise is annoying

OTHER CUFFS:

• Nothing bad

Petite Tigresse is still waiting for my milk. Courage, 6 days before KEYS!

LAST WEEK!!! 1 month in chastity, day 24

Cuffs were added this morning. And keys are sealed for 7 days!

I will never tell being locked continuously in chastity for weeks is easy! there are ups and downs (I think I detailed enough on this blog), and there will always be good and bad moments.

But time has come to push myself beyond my limits. I will be weighed down with about 6 kg of steel until the 1st March.

Daily reports will continue.

BELT:

• Pain: B: I rarely complain about pain.
• Marks: C: no changes
• Hygiene: A: no more problems
• Comfort: B: same as yesterday
• Sexual frustration: B↓: a peak of frustration which was quite strong today
• Technical problems: E↓: silicon is really damaged and I can't fix anything. I put a "E" since the silicon can be destroyed and force me to get keys.

BRA:

• Pain: B↑: less pain today
• Marks: C: marks seem stable
• Hygiene: B↓: some smells coming from the cups (I moved a lot today)
• Comfort: B↑:much better than yesterday
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore
• Technical problems: A↑: nothing wrong to report
• Noise: A: little padlocks holding the chains to the belt, and no more noises!

COLLAR:

• Pain: A: still very little pain, even none usually
• Marks: A↑: I don't care about these marks anymore
• Comfort: A: nothing wrong
• Noise: B: still some noise during workout, but not so much

BRACELETS:

• Pain: B: except during workout, no pain
• Marks: A: they are very loose
• Comfort: B: they are not hard to wear, except when they move
• Noise: B↑: with armwarmers, much less noise

THIGH CUFFS:
ELBOW AND ANKE CUFFS:

• Will come soon! stay tuned!

My fate, and the keys of my freedom, are in this sealed envelop.

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LAST EVENING BEFORE CUFFS! 1 month in chastity, day 23.5

I did a short report this morning, since I planned to add something this evening.

I will spend my last night of February in just belt-bra-collar. Tomorrow, my full set of cuffs will be locked on me for 7 days (until the 1st March / day 31).
To be honest: I am very excited, and at the same time I feel a bit apprehensive. My longest time in full stuff* had "just" been 72 h. And these 72 h were very hard. I don't even know if what I am going to do is doable for human body!

Thigh cuffs will be the biggest issue, since they forbid me to spread my legs. Peeing and pooping will become harder. Walking will also become harder. And skating wih my scooter? forget it.

N. B.: by "full stuff", I mean: the plug is not included.


For the last time in February: my set of cuffs empty. The envelop is ready!

1 month in chastity, day 23

8 days before keys!
Yesterday was a very good day. No complaints, I went outdoors (but a bit rainy, so no shoots), ...

Tomorrow: full stuff will be locked. Thigh cuffs, ankle cuffs, and elbow cuffs. For 7 days.

A question asked yesterday:
How did I fall in this fetish?
This is a very interesting question!
The story is very long. I will make it short.
Let's go back in 2011-2012, when I jsut discover what a chastity belt was. I was scared by this: my body locked in this item, what an horrible situation!
In February 2014, I got my 1st belt and bra, and I LOVED the feelings of them on me! I decided to wear them almost all the time.
In 2016, I changed my stuff: My-Steel belt in February, My-Steel bra in April, and my hyperthick collar in August. I grew as a model very quickly thanks to my swim in chastity.

My post will be short today. I feel well, so I will not detail how I feel in my armor. Everything is normal.

Do you like my bikini?

FOURTH WEEK!! 1 month in chastity, day 22

9 days before getting the keys! honestly, I want them. I think it will be very hard to do more than 30 days.
I have done a lot of workout yesterday and the day before. I feel better when I move a lot. Being very little active is bad.

You are more and more to support my experience and I am so happy! keys are not far anymore, this is not time to give up =^.^=


I have this deep desire to strengthen my challenge. I don't think a poll is useful, so Wednesday morning: full stuff locked for 7 days.
I will explore the unknown land as I have never been in.

By the way: weather is cold now, so I will wait a little before sharing you new pictures and videos shot outdoors. But don't worry, they will come.

Assessment:

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: much less pain today
• Marks: C: no changes
• Hygiene: A: no more complaints (I still use the basin)
• Comfort: B: everything is fine now, except the fact I have to shift the skin as often as possible
• Sexual frustration: A:I had a little peak of frustration yesterday (you will understand why Wednesday), but I "recovered" very quickly
• Technical problems: D↓: the steel is cutting the silicon, it is becoming very damaged, and even dangerous to wear if I stop using tape (right of my waistbelt has some red tape: silicon is destroyed here)

BRA:

• Pain: C↑: still pain because of the tightness, but less than yesterday
• Marks: C↑: thanks to oil, my marks are still less serious
• Hygiene: A: still nothing wrong to report
• Comfort: C↑: same as yesterday
• Sexual frustration: A:I don't feel my nipples anymore
• Technical problems: B: I had no problems with silicon today, but I keep the "B" since it can happen again
• Noise (NEW FIELD): B: when I run, the noise of the chains is very annoying , but little padlocks can hold the chains to the belt

COLLAR:

• Pain: A: still very little pain, even none usually
• Marks: B↑: same as yesterday, but I am considering they are not bad
• Comfort: A: nothing wrong
• Noise (NEW FIELD): B: when I run, the ring is very noisy, but I can move it in my back

BRACELETS (NEW FIELD):

• Pain: B: they gve me pain when I move too much, but they are easy to live with
• Marks: A: they are very loose
• Comfort: B: they are not hard to wear, except when they move
• Noise: C: these pesky rings are so noisy!

Today: I will continue workout, clean my home, ...
It is hard to live with so many cats!

1 month in chastity, day 21

10 days to go!

Things are improving a little.
On this report, I added a up-arrow if the mark is better, a down-arrow if the mark is worse.

BELT:

• Pain: C: the waist is still very sensitive
• Marks: C: marks are still deep, red, but my skin damages are healed
• Hygiene: A↑: no more complaints
• Comfort: B: same as 2 days before
• Sexual frustration: A: same as 2 days before
• Technical problems: C↓: the silicon is damaged in my back and on the right of my waist.

BRA:

• Pain: D: still a lot of pain by moments
• Marks: D↑: thanks to oil, my marks are less serious
• Hygiene: A: still nothing wrong to report
• Comfort: C↑: I have less inconvenience because of it
• Sexual frustration: A: same as 2 days before
• Technical problems: B: just the silicon around the cups which can leave, but easy to replace (same as 2 days before)

COLLAR:

• Pain: A↑: I think I am used to this collar
• Marks: C: same as 2 days before
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all
• Comfort: A: no big problems to report (this collar is very sturdy)
• Sexual frustration: N/A
• Technical problems: N/A

Today: let's have a rest =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 20

 TWENTY DAYS DONE!!!


Why do I rarely shoot outdoors? my studies are finished and I am looking for a work placement (I am student in engineering). But for now, still no results.
And this chastity experience is being so hard! pain, marks, average nights, ... I don't know why I want to lock my set of cuffs for 7 days, but I feel I have enough strength to do this...
I think I should shoot a little video of daily life outdoors. Not an assessment, but just a little walk in my town. And I am not indoors all the time: I visit friends daily or each 2nd day!

How is breathing? Why didn't I answer this earlier!
With my chastity bra, I got used to doing half-abdominal half-thoracic breathing. However, I can't have deep breaths: when i do an intense workout (as swimming), I can't breath enough. I have to be careful.


My libido and sexual sensivity are becoming very weak. The lack of sex isn't a problem for now. But the belt isn't become less annoying!

Besides, I am having a very hard time in my professional and personal life: finding a work placement is very hard, my best friend is still a little sick (but improving), my heart wants to continue being a model but my reason doesn't want to drop my work placement, ...


I am still taking care of my body. My health is fine. Your support is very helpful for me.
(while you don't wish I will write a "F" LOL)


What are my plans to continue this experience?
On day 24, my experience will harden.
On day 31, I will get KEYS.
After day 31, I will let my body without steel, and continue daily reports to explain how I feel.

Stay tuned: more will come!


By the way: today is a Caturday =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 19

12 days to go! and things are getting very hard.

I want to try a new format for my report...
I will sum up each point with a letter: "A" means "very easy", "E" means "very hard", "F" means "I need keys".

BELT:

• Pain: C: the waist is become very sensitive
• Marks: C: marks are deep, red, and my skin has little damages
• Hygiene: B: I have to be very careful when I pee, but with the basin, everything is fine
• Comfort: B: if we exclude pain and marks, the belt is easy to wear
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel it anymore
• Technical problems: B: glue is still undoing on some parts, but it holds quite well

BRA:

• Pain: D: my trunk is so skinny! I often have pain around the cups
• Marks: E: the marks are becoming very deep! and red, and long to clear when I shift the skin
• Hygiene: A: nothing wrong to report
• Comfort: D: this bra is becoming horrible to wear
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel it anymore
• Technical problems: B: just the silicon around the cups which can leave, but easy to replace

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the weight can cause pain, but I got used to it
• Marks: C: marks are not so deep, but their placement is a real problem for my future
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all
• Comfort: A: no big problems to report.
• Sexual frustration: N/A
• Technical problems: N/A

Full stuff: will come later, maybe (this is what I meant by "hardening my experience").


Today: relaxing day, with my feline family =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 18

Happy birthday dear chastity belt!

I received my My-Steel belt the 16th February 2016. I LOVE it!!


This armor is becoming very hard to wear. I am not sure if this is the mental aspects of the chastity or events in my private life, but I am not in my best shape.
Hair is growing, and I HATE pussy hair!
Paradoxically, I am happy to have reached this point! Sometimes it is easy. Sometimes it is hard. All depends on how I feel.

12 days to go (13 if I have keys the 1st March). On the bright side:
- I am not annoyed anymore by the lack of sex,
- you still support me and this warms my heart,
- I am still considering to harden my challenge.

Video of the belt-birthday shot this morning. I will edit it and share it tomorrow. Stay tuned: 1st time I am shot while pouring hot wax on me!

1 month in chastity, day 17

I added my wrist cuffs Sunday. They are very annoying (noisy ring, and they are loose) but I love them.

A question I am quite often asked: what is the point to go further?
Well, the question is not stupid. I am easily able to bear the lack of sex (frustration is weakening), but I still have pain.
The biggest interests will be:
1) How my body is marked after these 30 days.
2) How my body will clear marks after the day 30 (I will continue daily reports).
3) If my body will keep the waist tightened or if my waist will loosen a bit.
4) How happy I will be to have sex LOL
5) How hard I feel the challenge (I mean: if it will become harder, easier, ...), since when it will be stable.

And why did I decide to start this challenge? I was meant to be locked for 30 days by an other website (now my main competitor) last Summer. After argues, we broke up, and I decided to do this alone (and you agreed).

Would it be easier with daily breaks? most definitely!
Having daily breaks is much better for hygiene, pussy hair, and also pain. The fact to have never been unlocked for so long is seriously digging the skin, and the skin can't recover from marks and pain. Its sensivity to pain increases. Such a long contnuous time decreases comfort.
And paradoxically, I get used to pain at these places. In other words: pain strengthens but I accept it more easily.


50% of February spent locked! If I take the keys at day 31 (1st March), I will be locked for 100% of February.

And to celebrate this: night in full stuff!

SOMETHING NEW! 1 month in chastity, day 16

The pain is quite ahrd to bear by moments, but I want to finish these 30 days... well, not only.

Wrist cuffs were added Sunday after my shoot.

Nothing else to share for today. my health is good, but my best friend is not. I worry about her (I can lose my camera holder!).

HALF WAY! 1 month in chastity, day 15

I am so happy! 15 days in belt-bra-collar!!! champagne!!!

I still receive a lot of support messages! you are meowtiful =^.^=

How do people see my collar? as a jewelry. Even if the ring is huge and the collar very thick, it is seen as a nice jewelry.


This night, I made an experiment on my marks. Under the silicons of waistbelt and bra, I put a lot of oil on the right side of my body (the left side is the control side: not oiled) (and the shield of the belt is too hard to go under). And here: the results: marks on my right side are less red than the ones on my left (hard to see on the picture maybe). Rednesses (after shifting the skin) disappeared faster on the right than on the left.

The bra is hard to oil, that's why I rarely oil it. I should oil it more often to avoid serious marks.

I have an other good news and a bad news.
The bad news: the video I shot yesterday is average quality. I don't know what happened, maybe there was too much sun...
The goos news: I will shoot it again in the forest (I LOVE forests), much more detailed, and barefoot.

15 days to go, and I want to destroy this experience!!
Chastity is going well. Smells are not as problematic as I expected.

Dear keys, I will come soon!

Unexpected meeting (day 14)

I decided to publish my day 14 in several parts. I want to distinguish the assessment about my marks, and something else which happened and was completely unexpected.

It was not shot, I think you will understand why.

I was saying "goodbye" to the camera, and I saw a car which stopped to look at me. I walked, then it stopped and asked me to stop walking.
I was caught by a so-called policeman.
I don't want to offend any French people nor any policeman, but this guy was so stupid and narrow-minded!
1) He told I was naked: this is wrong since I never took of my skirt (chain-style with a fabric opaque skirt under).
2) He told I was showing my genitalia: how the hell could I do this?
3) He refused to understand this is to protect me against rapes (I don't detail again the story).
4) He was very agressive whereas I try to show cooperation.
5) He asked me to show him the video I just shot: he watched 5 s (from the beginning) then he didn't watch anymore.
6) He said my outfit was incorrect because of children and blablabla (a chain-style skirt, what's wrong?).
7) I live in the same street as the police office, I told him I was ready to walk to there: why didn't he do?
8) I have to admit, taking off my shirt was really dared. But how could he say I was naked?
9) I was very little dressed and it was cold: he didn't care at all I started being a bit cold.
10) He refused me to fetch my ID card at home (less than 50 m away).
11) He said "this is because of such outfits girls get raped": and what is the chastity belt for?
12) Is it forbidden by law to wear steel in the street? to my knowledge no, and my bra covers more than a bikini.
13) He acted with civil outfit and in a civil car. French law is very unclear about this, but it seems this is forbidden.
14) He said even my collar is incorrect to wear in public. No comments.
15) He asked me for my identity, but he didn't give me his.


Will this jackass prevent me from shooting again? not at all! he shows very well how France is narrow-minded about BDSM for many people.

OUTDOORS! 1 month in chastity, day 14

Sorry for having been long, but I need to wait for a brighter and hotter weather to shoot my assessment. And as promised, I did this outdoors (and thigh-cuffed please!).

Belt: marks are quite deep. They were painful this morning and yesterday. However, thanks to oil, they heal and they don't become too serious.
Bra: this is where I am the most dug. Marks are awful and can be very painful here. But I don't feel in pain all the time, don't worry. I rarely use oil under the bra since it's very hard to reach. I thick I should use oil more often.
Collar: they are hard to notice, but my neck is reddened by this collar, and it pushes on my bra. So I have marks because of the chains. But they are not very hard to bear.

Globally: the challenge became harder because of pain. Don't worry, I have enough strength to finish it. Afterall, I didn't even do the half!

Yes, 3 pictures for today! enjoy! and more to come Wednesday!

1 month in chastity, day 13.5

2 questions about my chastity bra.

About my bra: sometimes I say I love this armor. Sometimes I say I hate the cups of the bra (since they give me a lot of pressure). What is the strongest: love or hate? clearly: love. I would have never tried this experience if I know I would hate this bra for 30 days.

My breasts are unreachable: isn't it horrible? not so much, since I can get used to the lack of pleasure and accessibility. And I like this bra since it is much bigger than my breasts.


I had to arrange the rear of my belt with red tape. It was hard to do this without taking the belt off, but I did. I shot it in video, I don't know when to publish it.

Yesterday, I had ups and downs. Despite of your support, this experience is still hard, and my armor decided to give me pain. I don't know why I had more pain yesterday than usual. And ups since I am still very determined to finish this experience!


The picture of today will come later. I wait for the weather to be brighter.

1 month in chastity, day 13

You keep asking me questions, thank you for your curiosity =^.^=

How do I cope with periods? very interesting question!
This is a quite similar routine as to cope with urine:
1) I wear hygienic pads all the time (since I can have some urine or rinsing water stuck under the belt which leaks after having gone to toilets, and it's obvious for other fluids).
2) When I pee, I shower everytime (I prefer peeing in shower since faster, and with the basin). If I am in toilets, I use a little bottle of water to rinse. Then I am back to point 1.

What is this little chain under the belt (near the urination holes)? it was added by myself, and it is useful to padlock my thigh cuffs. So I can't pull them over my knees.

What is this red tape for? on the butt, to prevent the steel from cutting my skin. On other parts, to hold the silicon.
If the glue is undone, I advise you bicomponent or neoprene glues. I secure by adding red electrical tape.

Do I have the keys? I am asked this so often! for the nth time: NO, I don't have the keys. The keys are in a sealed envelop given to my friend.


Some advice/warnings given by My-Steel:
1) Do weekly breaks to clean, shave, ... Currently, I have to soak my pelvis very often to avoid horrible smells.
2) During periods, don't wear the belt. Actually, I don't know many girls who are free during their periods.
3) Never clean your belt with hot water: it can destroy the glue. But the glue is naturally destroying by itself after a long time worn.

I don't follow these advice since I am experimented in chastity, and I can be given the keys in case of serious problems. Please do not try 30 continuous days without the keys unless you are an experimented wearer!



Yesterday was a good day, nothing wrong.
Tomorrow, I will shoot my video outdoors.
Today: a good cat-rest =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 12

As usual, the questions you asked:

Am I plugged? this question comes quite often, and I don't know how I can put a vaginal plug in me for so long. During my trip from Germany to France, I have been plugged for 15 h, and I bled a little. So 30 days plugged seem undoable (and dealing with hygienic issues, it would be unsafe).

Why is my belt so tight? This is THE question I am asked the most!
I am slim, so my belt has to be very tight on me. A bit looser and I can touch myself (in addition with chafes which are dangerous). And indeed, the shield is deep in my labia, this is normal.
Thicker girls can wear the belt less tight.

Do I sometimes wear clothes? sure! this experience doesn't prevent me from going outdoors. Sunday, I will shoot my assessment outdoors. Stay tuned!


Since few days, I have been having interesting effects on my genitalia:
1) I feel less and less my vagina: I am less able to control vaginal muscles.
2) My clitoris is more rarely swollen, but I am hornier when it swells.
3) My libido is weakening.
4) I feel less and less the shield on my pussy, like if it is a part of my body.

The 3rd and 4th effects already happened when I was shooting very little (plenty of time belted). 1st and 2nd are new for me.


And my belt have some damages: the tapes on my butt are not in very good shape anymore.

On the bright side, the little cm² of skin damaged near my left breast healed.


I have not shaved since the beginning of my experience. I HATE pussy hair but I can't shave properly.

To butt or not to butt? that is the question!

1 month in chastity, day 11

Some fans say I should stop now, and I deserve a rest. This is contrary to my rules, so let's continue! 19 days to go!


A question asked yesterday:

How do I dry after the shower?
Belt: I keep a towel between my legs to let the water come away. I can also use the dryer.
Bra: no way to wipe under the cups, so I let my breasts dry naturally. Luckily, my skin dries easily.

Assessment about my marks:

Belt: the skin is red under the belt. Marks are quite deep, but still harmless. I don't think they will evolve more. No bluenesses. Pain: not so much.
Bra: still the same deep, red marks. No bluenesses. The edges of the cups are painful, since they are quite thin and I'm skinny on this part of the trunk. The damages on my skin didn't evolve.
Collar: the sides of my neck are reddened, and the points under the chains (where the collar pushes) darken. Nothing serious for now, no big pain.
Globally: marks are stable.

Now, what many of you worry: hygiene and smells.

Belt: clearly the worst. My basin avoid infections, but I smell quickly after a shower(few hours). I have to be more and more careful on this belt.
Bra: not so many problems. Just some smells since the cups are not very well cleaned inside (just seeping water), but no infections.


Baby powder VS oil?
I was told to use baby powder on my skin. I tried both (oil on my left / right of the picture, baby powder on my right / left of the picture).
Easiness to put: talcul is a powder and I can drop it, but oil stays on fingers.
Effectiveness: marks are quite similar (picture under).
Comfort: I prefer oil, I don't like the dry skin.

Baby powder VS oil: DRAW
I will continue using oil.

Thank you everyone for this great support =^.^=

TEN DAYS! 1 month in chastity, day 10

TEN DAYS!! I have spent 10 days without keys!! I am so happy =^.^=

Your questions:


Do I miss sex? honestly, sometimes, I feel horny, and I want to take the keys to have pleasure. But I don't have them, shame. So I cope with my arousals.

Isn't it dangerous? I can't say now how dangerous it is. But I need to supervise my body: above and under my left breast, a little cm² is slightly damaged.

What about hair removal? I use pulsed light to slow down the growth, but it is not so effective yet. It just takes time to be effective.

Showering is still very important. I will share the video Friday!


Tomorrow, I will post a detailed assessment about my marks. Stay tuned!

1 month in chastity, day 9

As usual: you asked me questions, so I will answer:


Do my marks hurt? they are painful by moments. Not the marks themselves but because of the pressure of the steel. Using oil is effective to avoid serious damages. I was also advised to use talcum, maybe I will try.

Are my marks permanent? half-permanent I would say. Rednesses should take few days to disappear. But if my skin darkens, it could stay dark for months. And I insist of them: they normally don't hurt!

How about my collar outdoors? I DO NOT hide it outdoors. Many people don't comment, and the others say it's a nice jewelry.


Important remind (just to reassure you): if I have a serious problem: I unlock the piece of steel in cause, and I warn you. This is not meant to be an easy experience for anyone, but it isn't meant either to destroy me.

Assessment for this day 9:

Belt: my pussy hair is growing and this is annoying. The waistbelt is still hypertight but not so painful. I just need oil.
Bra: the band on my back is very easy. The back locks don't annoy me at all. But the cups are horrible: tight steel on a skinny part of my body, my skin is dug.
Collar: now it's the easiest part. My body seems fully used to this hyperheavy collar.

Just reading your messages with my feline family =^.^=
Serious things have begun.

1 month in chastity, day 8

Some questions asked yesterday:

Do my marks hurt? now they hurt a little. My marks are becoming really deep. However, the collar didn't hurt anymore for now.

Am I apprehensive? now I start having apprehensions. I have reached a point where I have never been, and I am so proud of it. But hygiene is having to be strict, pussy hair is becoming long, and smelly if I don't clean enough with the basin.

Will I have cleaning breaks sometimes? some fans still ask me this question, but rules are clear: NO. No unlockings for 30 days (22 remaining), not even to check skin or to clean or to shave.


Mentally, I feel very well.
Physically, I have to shift the skin often to avoid being injured. Oil helps a lot.

 

Serious things begin now!

1 WEEK DONE! 1 month in chastity, day 7

I made it, I broke my own record!


Let's start by the questions I was asked yesterday.

Can you go outdoors with? isn't it hard to hide? the belt is very easy to hide. The bra is easy to hide (just the chains which can't be covered, but people always see them as a collar). The collar, it's an other problem. But I love it and I don't want to hide it.
Going outdoors is not a problem at all.

Who has the keys? my housemate and best friend (who shoots me). I have no keys until the end.

What about periods? I wear hygienic pads between the belt and the underwear (also to hold urine if I didn't clean properly). I shower several times a day (actually, every time after going to toilet if possible), and everything is fine.


A video was shot this morning. I will edit it and upload it. It will be shared Wednesday.


Now the experience starts being interesting. I am in unknown land, I have no ideas of how my body will accept the 23 days to go.

I clean with using a basin filled of soapy water, and soaking my pussy in.

1 month in chastity, day 6

I will start by answering some questions I am often asked.

How are thigh bands to sleep? I feel them on my thighs, I can't spread or cross my legs in the bed, I may have some pain with the padlock, ... but to be honest, it's not so hard.

Will I sleep again in my full stuff? yes, but not every night.

Am I apprehensive since I will be in unfamiliar ground after the day 7? not at all. This is what I want to experiment, how my body reacts, how easy/hard hygiene is, ...

What about toilet visits? I don't know why, but this question is asked me A LOT, even IRL.
On the front: the belt is perforated to let the urine and other fluids come out. I am used to peeing in the shower, so I can rinse and wash immediately the shield.
On the back: I have an anal opening to defecate. I have to be in the right position to center the anus properly with the anal hole. If my position is not the correct one, the anal hole is too close to the front perforations, and defecation is hard (and anal intercourses impossible).

How heavy is my armor?
Quite a lot for my body! I'm tall, but light compared to my height: about 64-66 kg (steel excluded):
- the belt: 700 g (1.54 lb)
- the collar: 1.55 kg (3.42 lb)
- the bra: 1.75 kg (3.86 lb)
Total for the armor: 4.00 kg (8.82 lb)
The set of cuffs I added for this night: 1.60 kg (3.53 lb).
Total fully stuffed: 5.60 kg (12.35 lb).


Assessment about my marks:For now, marks are quite normal. Except on the bra, they are deeper than usual.
Mentally: I feel very well. Your support helps me a lot (by FetLife, Twitter, Skype, ...). And I got a message from someone (I call him my "modeling-father") which really strengthened my desire to go until the day 30 without the keys.


The picture of today: just doing my hair.

 

1 month in chastity, day 5

A night in heavier steel

I decided to sleep with my full stuff (plug excluded since I mustn't unlock this belt).
I am so happy to be still locked! even if I am still on familiar ground.

On the picture, I hug a leopard plush. I didn't move my skin, so no marks are visible. But don't worry: I still heal them with oil. 

PHYSICALLY

Belt: in addition with thigh bands, this belt becomes quite painful, since it was pulled by the chains of thigh bands. And some chafing around my anus. But nothing serious.
Bra: marks are deepening. This bra is still tight, and the cups are thin, giving a lot of pressure.
Collar: it became better. I don't feel it so much now.
Cuffs added to sleep: the wrist-elbow-ankle cuffs are not very restrictive. However, the thigh cuffs make walking hard. I can't cross my legs, and the chains on my sides are not the best to sleep on my sides. But I love them.
Globally: everything is fine, but I need to control the marks on my breasts.


MENTALLY

Globally: I feel very well. Having slept in this full stuff relaxed me (but don't ask me to wear it for days! this is very hard, I tried months before).


Support of my fans: better than excellent. I really feel encouraged by you, I still receive plenty comments and messages of support. Meow =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 4

Assessment about my marks

30 days in belt-bra-collar are hard for my body. It's time to talk you about my biggest concern: marks. I am unlucky since my skin marks very easily, but don't worry: these marks are not so serious... at least for now.
I have to move my skin quite often to avoid marking all the time at the same place. I shot you a picture when you can clearly see the red marks left by my belt and bra... but also the collar!

Since I was asked what the likeliest problems I will face to are, here is an oredered list of the 4 likeliest:
+++++ marks and skin damages
+++++ hygiene issues
++++ pain
+++ sexual frustration

Currently, I feel well. Yesterday, I was a bit sick, but I think I recovered.

Courage! 26 days to go!!

1 month in chastity: feelings (day 3)

Hi =^.^=

Thank you for reading this blog =^.^=

Since a lot of you ask me how I feel, I think I should detail much more.


PHYSICALLY

Belt: this piece of steel is very tight, but it is the easiest to wear for now. Hygiene is easy (I will show later how I do), I put enough oil, I just have some rednesses (visible when I shift the skin).
Bra: the effect is not so good, but I am used to it. My bra is tight and worn at skinny parts of my body. The cups encase fully my little breasts, and I have some pain around the cups because of the tightness. Marks are red, as usual.
Collar: this stupid heavy collar! combined to the chains of m bra, I have a lot pf pressure on my shoulder bones. I love this collar, but it is clearly the worst to wear. I have little dark marks, but they are harmless and usual.
Globally: my longest time in this stuff was 7 days (since I am used to having weekly breaks for hygiene and healing). Marks and pain are normal.


MENTALLY

Belt: the lack of sex is not a problem right now. I feel comfortable in my belt.
Bra: I LOVE seeing my body with this steel armor! I feel very well in my chastity bra, despite of the weight, pain and little marks.
Collar: this collar is a unique piece in the world. I love wearing it. I fully assume it. Wearing it outdoors is not a problem at all.
Globally: I have waited this challenge for years! I am so happy to try this! Well, I have little problems linked with food (I skip the details but my body can't assimilate food properly, kind of), but I don't want to stop this challenge.


Support of my fans: excellent. I read once again some fans want to stay locked at the same time as me, and I feel great thanks to you =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 3

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