1 WEEK DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 7

I succeeded in doing 7 days! I am very proud of this achievement, but I still have a lot to do. 23 days remaining.

168 hours done: they seem to have been so long when I lived them, and so short when I talk about them now. I have had few breakdowns some evenings (it is very hard to sleep with this stuff), but I am still in.
Today, I shot a video explaining how my belt works. I will share it tomorrow on my video store.
Compared to the month I spent in 2017, the differences are numerous.

I don't know which issues will come. I just feel the uncomfort is becoming worse than I expected. When you are in bed, add a plate of steel (or a tile or anything hard) under your bottom, and you will have a preview of what I live every night.

I am 99% sure I can do it, and 100% sure this challenge will affect how I enjoy a life without any steel on me.

Currently feeling: ready to undergo bad nights.

 Your support helps me a lot. It is my turn to show support:

 Picture shot on day 6

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 6

The challenge is still going on.

Please notice I call this "challenge" and not "experience". Why? just since I think I can succeed in spending 30 days, whereas I didn't think 30 days were possible in 2017.
The fact I wear a heavy chastity belt is still interesting. I have some comfort issues (especially to sleep), and the weight prevents me from enjoying a swim. It doesn't matter: I am doing great =^.^=

Requested by a fan: my weight. This leads me to talk you about a huge difference between 2017: I lost weight. I was about 70 kg heavy in February 2017, I was about 66 kg before starting this challenge. I lost fat, this impacts on my comfort (less fat = less padding = more painful pressure).

The V-shaped belt allows me to eat a lot: my belly can swell, I don't have pressure on it. However, I burn a lot of kcal, so gaining weight is very hard for me (believe me, I eat Nutella every morning).


Currently feeling: "courage Wendy, you have done so great for now!"

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 5

This challenge is very hard. I will say this 1 000 000 times, but I don't know who else can try such a challenge.

Now I say: the challenge starts getting to me. I have little backaches. My chest is hurting (this bra is very tight). My nights are partially restless. But I keep being happy.
Already 5 days done! that is so much for me! this challenge will change me a lot: I toughen, I develop my mental strength, I am not afraid to show this belt, ...

Some of my fears are gone:

• ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Unability to wear my leotards, zentais and other tight clothes I love.
  ☠ I don't apprend it anymore. I know I will enjoy even more my lovely clothes when I will get the keys.
• ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Weight: this armor is HEAVY! 7.4 kg (16.3 lb), namely 11% of my own weight. Doing workout (or just walking outdoors with this armor) becomes a task for warriors.
  ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ I reduce to 4 skulls. The weight of my stuff makesworkout hard to do with. I have to use a lot of strength, and it makes me worn out faster.
• ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ There is no way to find documentation about heavy chastity belts, I don't know where I will go.☠ I don't care if I find or not documentation about heavy belts. Experiencing them is much funnier. However, I admit it would have been great if I found just few words.
  
• ☠ ☠ ☠ The comfort is not so bad, but I don't know if I can stand such a thick belt for days. Lying down on my back is hard, my coccyx has little pain (as if it is lied down on concrete).
  ☠ ☠ ☠ I keep 3 skulls. Nothing changed.
  
• ☠ ☠ Unability to have sexual pleasure (it wasn't a problem last year, but I apprehend it a little).My sexual needs are weak. I don't feel the desire to have pleasure.

This report is positive. The challenge is going well.
Currently feeling: as powerful as stars.

No one guess my secrets under my clothes.

Please notice: the countdown added on the top of the page counts the exact time since my locking. When I say it is my day X in titles, it is rounded.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 4

I am feeling better. I am almost healed from my sickness, I was able to shoot a video yesterday, ... well, everything is going fine.

I just have little uncomforts.

• The belt is really heavy and rigid: when I am sat for a long time, the coccyx feels pain because of the rear plate. I gave school support this morning, I spent 40 min in the car without standing up: not so pleasant. The weight of the belt is not such a bad issue.
• The bra is very tight! I don't know what happened, but I feel it a lot, and it is painful around my breasts.
• The collar is really heavy, and it gives me a lot of pressure on my ribcage.

Can I stand this challenge for the 26 remaining days? I hope so.
It will sound odd, but it is less hard than I expected.

I don't miss sex at all. It came very fast: I don't feel my pussy anymore: I am not turned on anymore. This happened in 2017 but it took much longer.

Currently feeling: as a warrior who is having a hard time on the battlefield.

Added at 17h30-F:
Fortunately, there is a friend with me to cuddle me =^.^=

 I am a cute kitten =^.^=

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 3

Someone mentioned the shapes of my belt. She is right, this is a very important point for a chastity belt!
Chastity belts are usually shaped as a "T" in front and back parts. Mine is shaped as a "V": the waist is not tightened (shields are held by arches above my hipbones). This makes the belt more comfortable but less flexible.

Some bad news occured: I am a bit sick. Winter illnesses? too much strength used because of my armor? or just bad luck? I can't say. But sicknesses don't hinder my wishes to finish this challenge!
I will just have a problem to shoot video reports: I lost my voice.

I have to give school support. My armor is very well hidden, children are not aware of my challenge. They don't even pay attention to my hyperthick collar!

Currently feeling: strong, if you don't consider health issues.

 No sex for me.

Picture shot at 16h-F, shared at 22h20-F

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 2

It is just my day 2, and this challenge is already looking very tough.

I added a stopwatch at the top of this blog, so you can see how long I have been belted for.

You asked me many questions about this chastity belt. Here are the answers.

Is this belt able to accommodate the visits to the WC ?

Yes. I can pee through the belt easily.
To go to the big one, it is less easy: I have to unscrew the steel rod, then it can go (unscrewing the rod doesn't allow me orgasm).

Is there some lining around the hips, or is it metal on skin ?

Just steel. It is stainless steel, which was treated to look medieval (rusty). The steel is very thick (5 mm to 8 mm, depending on where you measure, padding is useless.

How heavy is it? 

I don't exagerate if I say this is the most common question.
Its weight is 4.1 kg (about 9 lb), much heavier than the HeavyLine belt I wanted. I may be right if I say it is the heaviest belt I have ever seen.
The total weight I have locked on my body is 7.4 kg (16.3 lb), namely 11% of my own weight.

When did I receive it?

I went to Belgium to pick it up the 14th January. I just gave me 10 days to get used to it.

Will I get the matching bra?

This is the other most asked question.
The Hell's Bra is not planned yet. I need to get used to the belt for now, and my My-Steel bra is very good. But who knows, it could be a project for 2019.

Is it comfortable?

It is not so bad. The weight and the plates give it an average level of comfort, but I expected worse due to its weight. Sleeping with this belt is fairly easy.
The only good position is lied down on my sides:

• Sat down, the rod makes me a bit unsteady (sitting on a soft chair/cushion makes me steadier).
• Lied down on my belly is awful because of the chastity bra.
• Lied down on my back is uncomfortable for my coccyx (due to the rear plate).
• Stood up, the weight of my belt gives a lot of pressure on my hipbones.

Why do I like heavy restraints?

I can't really explain why. It is a fetish, as some people like sex, or tattoos, or piercings, or whatever.
There are some reasons explaining why I love chastity belts, chastity bras and collars (I don't detail here). I love even more when I feel their weight and/or tightness (although they can be a bit painful). A heavy chastity belt had been a dream for years.
Anecdote: when I wanted to buy the My-Steel chastity belt, I would have loved to get the HeavyLine (I bought a Total My-Steel belt for price reasons).
Maybe I love heavy duty since I am a warrior, with powerful muscles and the desire to be challenged...


Do you have more questions? please ask them!


Currently feeling: powerful.

Shared due to requests: other views from this belt, shot during the video of day 0:

Its front plate, with 2 padlocks.

Its shield, with the rod.

Its rear, once locked on my body.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 1

Yesterday, I was crazy: I signed for 30 days.
After having spent a good night of sleep, my mind evolved: I feel better, confident in my abilities to do it (yes, I can sleep in). I think it was just a mental shock.

I already broke my record! the longest time I had spent in was less than 12 h, and I have been in for 20 h now! I am happy =^.^=

I am preparing a FAQ. Every time a fan asks me an interesting question, I add it in this FAQ. I will publish it soon.

I didn't have any issues. The level of comfort is not so bad. For now, I don't complain, but I know this is just the beginning. Who knows how I will feel in few days.


Here is a list of what I fear the most:

• ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Unability to wear my leotards, zentais and other tight clothes I love.
• ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Weight: this armor is HEAVY! 7.4 kg (16.3 lb), namely 11% of my own weight. Doing workout (or just walking outdoors with this armor) becomes a task for warriors.
• ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ There is no way to find documentation about heavy chastity belts, I don't know where I will go.
• ☠ ☠ ☠ The comfort is not so bad, but I don't know if I can stand such a thick belt for days. Lying down on my back is hard, my coccyx has little pain (as if it is lied down on concrete).
• ☠ ☠ Unability to have sexual pleasure (it wasn't a problem last year, but I apprehend it a little).

The bra and collar are not a problem. I am used to them. However, they add to the total weight

Currently feeling: strong.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 0

I AM CRAZY! I SIGNED!!

Don't ask me what, why, how, ... I have been willing to do this for years.
30 days in a HEAVY belt!!!

I already did 1 month in belt, bra and collar (31 days to be precise). Since my My-Steel belt is worn out, I will be locked in a new kind of belt.

What I have done? the 24th January, at 16h (French time), I have done something. Give me strength.

Rules:

Due to my model career, I may have shoots/events in February. For now, it is free, but if someone wants me for a very interesting shoot, I will be allowed to have few hours of freedom. This is life of a model, but of course, I will tell you if I have shoots.
Nevertheless, if I have to unlock my armor, cleaning will not be allowed.
Remind: the armor is the belt, the bra and the collar.


I will be freed for good the 23rd February evening. Daily reports will be shared here.


Can you read my fears in my eyes?

A new chastity belt?

Well, I plan to start soon 30 days in a new chastity belt.

I will have to soften the rules: 30 days in belt-bra-collar will remain the most important rules. However, in the case I will have an important shoot/event, I will allow myself to take the armor off (you will be warned of course). If no important shoots/events, the armor will stay on all the time: no cleaning breaks allowed, no marks-checking.

The bra and the collar will be the same as last year. I will just change the belt. it is a unique belt, made to measure for me, which deserves to belong to my favorite devices. I give myself few more days to experience the belt. I will not show it here until the day 0.

It will be a very tough, long challenge.

Breaking the silence: my sexual agression

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