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I haven't updated this blog for ages. Well, I have been very busy in Summer. Not so much time do try challenges.

As every year, I am considering doing a 30-day challegne in February. I don't know yet which belt to use, I know my body already took a lot, but I want to do more.

I am still very active on Twitter and Tumblr. I publish pictures every day there. I am not dead yet!

The day after my pluged challenge

24 h flew after my freedom.

My body functions are back to normal: I eat normally, I pee normally, and my vagina s fine. Just some soreness remaining, but I will need more days to heal them.

Parts covered by my belt got some oxydes: this is a defect from my belt. Everything is fine though.

I am happy to have done this challenge, but I don't think I will ever try it again. I love challenges. However, impacts on my health are not good.

Thank you for having followed and encouraged me!

72 h plugged: DONE!

I have been living my last day plugged, and I was not worried about the consequences on my health anymore. The thoughts to be freed soon made me very strong.

My body functions were impacted: I went less often to toilet, I peet less often, I felt in less good shape. And the worst: I was unable to finish my meals anymore.
These were effects I have never got in hot weather (unless I am sick of course, and I am not sick currently). It will be interesting to see how I evolve after the unplugging.

I confirm arm warmers and hair elastic work very well.

I will write an article within few days, to tell if my body functions are back to normal.

Globally, the challenge was not what I expected. I expected to be horny all the time, I just got lack of comfort. The plug is stiff to wear, and I smell! pussy smells are awful! Just a little horniness at the beginning, then nothing.

It was interesting to live though.

I am so happy! I was shouting, jumping, meowing, ... it was very hard but I made it =^.^=
I don't feel my armor is missing. I love being nude and vagina empty =^.^=

Trying 72 h plugged: evening thoughts

My clock displays what time it is on the wall aside my bed.
I can read "23:49" on the wall. My challenge will end in less than 21 h.
I just had a breakdown.
1st: I broke a rule of the challenge: I am entitled to have only 1 daily break, and I just got my 2nd cleaning break of the day. I couldn't help it: I smelled a lot. When I pulled the plug out, it was drenched. I had to be cleaned before sleeping.
2nd: I had rednesses-sorenesses on my labia, where the plug is. I think they are due to labia pinching I got before putting the elastic. At least there were no blood and no wounds.

I was questioning this stupid challenge: why did I get myself into it? will it be really useful for science? what if I got serious health problems? silly questions, but I was worried.
I have unlocked the belt and have spent 5 long minutes to examine my pussy, lied down on my bed. It was full of cyprine with those red parts on my labia. I wanted to cry and abort the challenge.

I stood up and picked my camera downstairs. I wanted to shoot pictures to show you my poor labia. Then I headed to the bathroom: I cleaned the belt, the plug and my pussy. Then I grabbed my bottle of oil: I rubbed oil on my pussy, my belt and the plug. It slept easily in me, and when I closed the padlocked, I smiled.

I can read "23:58" on the wall. My challenge will end in less than 21 h. The belt is on my pelvic area and the plug is deep in me. I didn't give up.
I have weaknesses, even the toughest warriors are vincible. I am shedding some tears, but I am happy: I didn't give up. I have a challenge to finish, and I want to make it. I already destroyed harder challenges, and I have a lot of fans to make happy!

My fingers point out my reddened skin. Black spots are oxyde parts from my belt.

Trying 72 h plugged: fixing problems

I am not the most beautiful girl on this planet, but I am not the most stupid either!
I found ways to prevent labia pinching and more bruises on my wrists.

Power Cuffs are now protected: I put a arm warmer between my skin and these cuffs. I have now a padding which makes them more comfortable.

Plug: labia pinching is a real annoyance, and the way I tried fixing it is very... unusual. I put a hair elastic at the bottom of the plug: the little gap between the slot and the rod is now filled with this elastic. And it works very well!

The plug gives me a very weak effect. I must be too trained to fight sexual frustration.

Time left: 28 h. The challenge is still tough.

Elastic band is a very nice invention!

 Ready to go outdoors, wrists protected.

Trying 72 h plugged: half-way

This challenge is definitely not going as fine as I expected.

Collar: nothing wrong. It gives a lot of pressure on my ribcage, but I am trained enough.

Bra: no problems either.

Belt: if I was not plugged, the belt would have caused no problems.

Plug: since I changed the plug, my vagina is feeling very good. The plug is thin and its effects are weak. I am trained to undergo sexual frustration.
The problems are: I am not trained to have something in me continuously (hence I have some difficulties to sit), and my labia are pinched all the time! no matter how I am placed, there is always a piece of labia which will be trapped between the slot and the rod.

Power Cuffs: their weight is getting to me. My wrists feel painful where the steel pushes. I worry if I am getting bruises.

I remind this belt is a prototype. It is not perfect and I don't complain about problems I can occur.

The chamllenge is still going on. 36 h plugged remaining on the timer.

Pinched.

Trying 72 h plugged: problems are fixed

I took 3 h unplugged (but belted of course) to relax my vagina. I am now plugged again.

I put the shorter plug in me, so  Iwill prevent more pain. This plug gives me quite a weak effect. I am just a little horny.
Let's see how it evolves the next hours!

My labia are sometimes pinched. This gives me a lot of pain, but I can easily cope with.

The time I spent without the plug will not be counted in the 72 h. I will be free Saturday at 20h.

Lubing my labia.

From left to right: the big My-Steel plug, the short Hell's plug, the long Hell's plus.

Trying 72 h plugged: problems happened

The challenge is not going as well as I expected. I have felt pain in my vagina for some hours.
I tried peeing, and it worked properly. Peeing plugged is a bit harder, the flow is slow, and I have to rinse carefully.

When I unlocked the belt to clean properly, I noticed the plug was very dirty (a little blood on the tip of the plug, and white stains on its length). I am not sure if I get infected or whatever, I may not have cleaned properly yesterday, so I prefer adapting rules.

I think I still need more training before succeeding in this challenge for good. But I don't give up yet: bra, collar and Power Cuffs are still on. The belt was locked back (empty). I have to take some hours vagina empty: if the pain calms down, I will try being plugged again.

Don't forget this blog is designed to talk about my experiences, and not to ruin my health. I am already very proud: I have spent more than 20 h plugged. This is my longest plugging attempt.

Remaining time on the timer: 51 h.

No pictures for now. I will share pictures later.

Trying 72 h plugged: after the 1st night

Before going to bed, I had to go to toilet. I had to unlock the belt (to defecate then clean properly). Pulling the plug out and pushing it back in is very hard: it makes me very horny!

Collar: it doesn't give me any problems for now.

Bra: no problems for now.

Belt: its weight is not a problem anymore. I developed a lot of strength. However, its thickness makes sitting hard. I have to sit on a soft surface (as a pillow or blanket).

Plug: it is very interesting to wear it. After few hours in me, I can fight the horniness easily. I slept normally this night (rememeber, I had troubles to sleep with the thick My-Steel plug).
The problem with the plug is: its length. It is very deep in me, and when I sit down, it goes even deeper. This makes me very horny, I feel it very well in me. Sitting on a soft surface weakens its effect, the best position is lied down.

Power Cuffs: my wrists are getting pain. They are heavy and my bones feel them very well. But I am fine for now.

According to my timer, I still have 57 h to live this challenge. Courage!

Trying 72 h plugged: just started

I am crazy!
I just locked the Hell's Belt with the plug inside me.

Rules of this challenge are clear: I can unlock the belt daily if I need to go to toilet (it is important to clean, I don't want to get iinfected). Bra, collar and Power Cuffs must stay on all the time.

The plug is not very wide, but it is long: it keeps me turned on all the time. I AM HORNY!

5 days in Chinese belt are over!

I made it! it was not as easy as I expected, but I made it.

I will not talk about sexual frustration. This is something I underwent very well, I will focus on technical aspects.

Going to toilet with the Chinese belt is easy. However, you have to be careful, since you can be irritated on your rear with the Chinese belt (bare steel gave me some irritations).
The bra was fine, except the sternal part. I already talked about this before.

Marks are dark red, but they fade out within 1 h.

I am really tired. I didn't sleep so well. I am not used to wearing this cheap stuff anymore.

My stuff is off.

Assessment of the electric day

Today, I spent a lot of time with the shocking machine on my pelvic area. I had to use my car, and I don't want to have an accident, so I drove powered off.
I expected to be turned on for a long time, and it was the case just at the beginning. My body got used to electric waves and fought against them. Electricity is still fun to use, just it loses interest after few hours. Experience to do again!

I measured the voltage of the battery: I think I partially emptied it. It should be 9 V, I measured 8.38 V (did you know I studied engineering?).

Time has come to sleep (without electric stimulation). Tomorrow will be the key-day, and a global assessment of the Chinese armor!

I am tired, time for a good night of sleep.

Documenting my oldest stuff: on the 5th day, Chastity Goddess decided to wake my pussy up

I am crazy. This is not new, I tried so many crazy challenges (hard and long). But nothing s crazier than spending a full day with e-stim near my chastity belt.
Frequency and internsity will be as high (or low) as I want. The point is to make me horny.

I will take the machine off this evening (unless I can't take it anymore). And tomorrow, I will unlock all this stuff!

 This machine arouses me! I am horny!

4th night: it is hard to sleep

The weather cooled down. Unfortunately, I got other troubles which got on my nerves (as my laptop whose charger refused to charge my battery, I had to repair it).

As far as the belt is concerned: I will try being optimistic, but the silicon near my ass is a huge problem: it comes off all the time! having some thin steel on my rear started causing irritations. Applying vegetal oil (baby oil is fine) helps skin.

An issue I didn't talk about: on my chastity bra, there are 2 cups with a silicon lining. And there is a gap near the armpits, the siliconis not a full ring. This gap gives me a lot of pain by moments.


Please keep in mind I am used to wearing prenium pieces of steel, made to measure for me. Downgrading to a Chinese stuff is like downgrading from a mansion to a tiny flat: you are used to living in great conditions, it is hard to be brought back rougher conditions.
(and if I repeat myself in the articles, I am not crazy: I am just tired and I don't take the time to read everything)

Have a good night =^.^=

Documenting my oldest stuff: on the 4th day, Chastity Goddess adds wide cuffs

To make the experience spicier, I added my wide cuffs. The experience is much harder than expected: the stuff is not really heavy, but the comfort is average. I often have to replace the silicon since it comes off, and it is very unpleasant to have bare steel on the butt. It can result in irritations or wounds, so be careful with Chinese belts. I advise you to use oil to avoid these damages.

Every time I pee through this belt, I go to shower (or I pee in the shower). The belt is easy to clean while worn: water, soap on shield, and towel.

My belt is tight, but the safety is actually average. The steel is thin, it is easy to bend the belt and find a spot to access my genitalia (and I am flexible). Rubbing is too hard, resulting in impossibility to orgasm. On the contrary, My-Steel belts are much safer due to their double-shield system.

The heat plays an important role: sweat makes the silicon sticky and less comfortable (remember my 300 h with thigh cuffs last Summer). My nights are hard due to the hot weather, and this stuff doesn't help me. The pressure on my sternum is really hard to stand.


Tomorrow, the last piece of gear will be added. Friday morning, I will unlock everything. For me, it is worth downgrading to the old pieces of steel I got years ago. I hope you enjoy my torment!

My face is tired, I didn't set up my camera properly. The challenge is tougher than I expected.

3rd day: just a picture

Relaxing in my bed (I am tired) and eating chocolate.

Documenting my oldest stuff: on the 3rd day, Chastity Goddess adds a collar

After 24 h in the Chinese bra, I will give more details about it.

Pros of the Chinese bra compared to the My-Steel bra

• The Chinese bra is 1 kg lighter than the My-Steel one. This difference is important for beginners or people who carry the bra in a suitcase.
• No hangling chains in my back: they look pretty, but they can be really annoying.
• No padlocks in my back: they damaged many of my shirts.
• Adjustability: shall I explain why it is great to have an adjustable bra?
• Less shiny cups: My-Steel cups are real mirrors which are annoying for shoots (it is not so good to see lights and photographers).

Cons of the Chinese bra compared to the My-Steel bra

• Cups are not very well shaped. My-Steel cups are hemispheric with a flat ring on my skin. The Chinese bra has some tips near my sternum which is painful.
• Steel is thinner and easier to break (I broke several Chinese chastity bras in the past!!).
• Silicon can come off.

Nevertheless, I recommend the My-Steel chastity bra. The Chinese is good to begin, but My-Steel is much more suitable for long-term wearing.

I will add a thick collar on my neck for few days. It doesn't look so big, but it is quite heavy for a beginner. But I wear it just for the style, I already wore heavier for longer!

Documenting my oldest stuff: on the 2nd day, Chastity Goddess adds the chastity bra

24 h were spent with my Chinese chastity belt. I alread got interesting questions.

How can I prevent the silicon strip from slipping?

It is a big issue of Chinese equipment. Silicon is not glued and sometimes comes off. Fortunately, it is easy to put it back on.
Sometimes I use electrical tape or nylon wire to hold silicon. If silicon comes off near my anus, I can get some irritations because of the bare steel. This is very unpleasant, but it can be coped with.

Labia pinching

I added silicon gutters on the 2ndary shield. Thanks to them, my labia are not pinched (which is quite painful).

Where did I buy them?

I can give you a link by email or private message. logger's rules don't allow me to advertise stores.

How about airports?

I already wrote a detailed article about airport security checks. Actually, I have always crossed them with my My-Steel belt (my last flight was before I got the Hell's Belt).
https://wendywarrior-battlefield.blogspot.com/2017/03/off-topic-security-checks-in-airports.html



I felt a bit strange with just the belt on. I am used to wearing belt and bra together. I consider wearing just a chastity belt is as wearing a monokini, this is not fine for me. But this time is over, since I added the bra today!
For the needs of the experience, I added the Chinese bra and not the bulky My-Steel bra.

My breasts are now safe.

Documenting my oldest stuff: at the beginning, there is a chastity belt

I made a poll on Twitter, and the majority of voting fans wanted me to document my Chinese chastity belt. They are very common, and not so much documented...
I will wear it for 5 continuous days (I can't do longer because of my other shoots). Normally, I will be able to stand them.

The point of this experience is to document Chinese stuff, and to compare it with my heavy armor.

Stay tuned! a new experience began!

Comparing latex corset and Iron Maiden Corset

After about 75 min in my corset, I had to take it off. It is much harder to wear than it seems.

I was driving to go to an interview, I spent 1 h to drive corseted. After this time, I felt pain in my waist.
My waist had taken a lot of stress because of BoundCon (IMC, rope suspensions, and Hell's Belt). I even got little wounds, they fully healed this morning. Unfortunately, my waist was still a bit too sore to take more pain.

This training lead me to interesting conclusion. I will share them with you as a comparison with my Iron Maiden Corset (IMC).

Tightness: corset tighter than IMC

My My-Steel belt has a waistsize of 61 cm. The IMC is made according to similar measurements. The latex corset is just 57 cm. Such a tight waist gives a lot of pressure there, and it gives pain to my mucles.

Stiffness: IMC stiffer than corset

My IMC prevents me from bending my back. The latex corset has a similar effect, but it allows me more flexibility.

Ease to put on: IMC easier than corset

I open its padlocks, I put it on, I lock it, done. The IMC is very easy to put on (unless I had a fat dinner, true story! LOL).
The corset has to be clipped on the front, then I have to pull its laces in my back. This is hard to reach its tightest setting, since I have to operate on laces which are in my back. Once it is very tight, I have to knot laces since the corset loosens naturally.

Ease to forget I am wearing them: draw

I don't forget when I wear the IMC. Its steel bars dig into my skin, I feel it all the time.
The corset has a spread pressure on my trunk. It can't be forgot either. Besides, as I mentioned before, it is actually tight!

Ease to store: corset tinier than IMC

Do I need to explain why the IMC is so hard to store? it is bulky and it can't be dismantled. The latex corset is easy to store in a bag.

Marks left: corset gives less marks than IMC

It seems obvious: apart from shallow rednesses, corsets don't mark skin so much.
Bars from the IMC mark me a lot (check previous articles, I show its marks).


Do I think I can do 24 h with the corset? yes I do. I just need to train more, and to let my waist relax.

Just after the corset was put on. Admire how narrow my waist became!

 A nice dress, and no one can see I am corseted!

 No one? well, if I lift the dress, you can see (isn't he a cute kitten?)

 "Mama took her corset off"

Training: being corseted for long

I keep being asked to do it, so I start documenting my training.
Corseted for as long as I can!

As a training, here is the plan: I will put my corset on and lace it, but not on its tightest setting. When needed, I will loosen it or take it off.
I don't have any goal. I just want to be able to be corseted for hours (if I can take so long).

Challenges will come later. I will have some more trips and shoots to do, then I will have some days to try short challenges.

It is normal to train some days or weeks before undergoing hard challenges. I had taken 3 years of chastity training before attending my 1st month in chastity (February 2017), and this experience was one of the toughest I have ever had. I don't want to say "I will try 30 days in the corset" then say "I give up, this is too tough".

To be honest, I am missing hard challenges. I need to relax after my mad days at BoundCon, and Summer is always a busy period of the year. As a consequence, I don't have time to try challenges longer than 24 h.

In a further article, I will explain how I feel corseted. So stay tuned!


Please note: when I use the word "corset", it refers to the latex corset. My steel corset is referred as "IMC" or "Iron Maiden Corset".

No picture for now, I am in a rush for an appointment.

3 months after my HEAVY challenge

There are events of your life you cannot forget.

I still ask to myself why I have tried such a hard challenge. It made me very happy, I always say: with some willingness, everything is possible.

The emotional shock of my key-day is still in my mind. I feel powerful: I wear the Hell's Belt as anyone wears panties. I always say this challenge strengthened me a lot.

I wanted to write an article to tell you: the pride of having made it is still in my mind. This challenge had been as hard as beautiful for you and me.

I reached a point in my model life: being belted all the time is not possible anymore. I have catsuits, my wonderful Iron Maiden Corset, a new latex corset (given by a fan, tack), and so many outfits I love wearing, and incompatible with the Hell's Belt. I wear my armor from time to time.
As I feel stronger, I don't need to be protected anymore. I often go outdoors without my armor.

I had to take a serious break and not attempt any challenge for now. A double-plugged challenge is still planned, but I prefer recovering from my HEAVY challenge before doing anything else before. Meanwhile, I am curious to hear what you have in mind for me.

Do you like me wearing a latex corset?

Trying 2 plugs for the Hell's Belt

Time to bring back some activity here!

My Hell's Belt has got a new color. I just took off the rust it had. Do you like its steel color?

The major change is: my belt can be double-plugged. I bet you want to see me doing challenges with, right?
Plugs are not so wide. They look good to be worn for extended periods of time.
The longest plug is very sadistic: its tip hits the end of my vagina, which frustrated me a lot. It will be interesting to try it for days... if I manage to survive.

My new catsuit: Samus Aran Zero Suit

I love zentais/catsuits. I hope you love them too =^.^=
If you like this new cosplay, please let me know. Maybe some challenges can be done while wearing it...

30 days after my freedom

30 days after this awful challenge, my life evolved.

I am busy with planning shoots. Since they are nude and bikini, I have to avoid wearing my chastity stuff too much (otherwise I will get marks). I still have the dark waist.

I wear sometimes my My-Steel belt. I repaired it quite properly, and it can be worn for few hours.
My Hell's Belt is still my main belt. When I need to go outdoors safe, I wear it.

Just a short article to say: I am not dead. LOL

9 days after my freedom

My wound is fully healed. There is just some stain remaining on my butt, but it is good to perform shoots.

This challenge is over for good. I don't plan to do more reports. I am enjoying right now a long, wild travel.

I tried my My-Steel belt and bra: the hot glue is average. It doesnt hold very well on small surfaces, but it can be very good combined with neoprene glue andon big surfaces. I didn't shower with yet though.

I am very happy to have lived and shared this experience with you =^.^=

From a shoot done yesterday, happy to wear classy dresses =^.^=

FAQ about the Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! you were plenty to ask me questions about this bulky belt.

I will not detail here how I feel in the belt (it is already detailed a lot in other articles). I will comment the belt itself.

Remind: this belt is a prototype: there are no other Hell's Bemt in the world.

Weight, thickness

4.1 kg (9 lb). This is the heaviest belt I have ever handled.
The steel thickness is from 5 mm (0.2 '') (plates) to 8 mm (0.3 '') (arches).

Made to measure?

Yes. Thick belts have to be tried for settings. I gave the metal worker my measurements, and he made the belt. The belt fitted me perfectly when I tried it (it is loose now due to my weight losses), but still fitting great).
Plates are not flat. They are curved according to my shapes.

Hygiene, safety

The shield is widely slotted with a steel rod above. Peeing is easy to do and easy to clean: water and this is it. It can be done with or without the rod.
To go to number 2, I have to unscrew the rod, so there is enough space to let it go through. The rod can be done and undone by myself with a tool.
Even without the rod, my belt is safe: I could get some arousal, but no orgasms (my clitoris is covered by the front plate).

Locks

This is a weakness of this prototype: the locks are not protected. There are just 2 padlocks which hold arches. I didn't want to get integrated locks since I love having padlocks. Boltcutters can cut them easily, but this is not the worst problem for me.


I am very happy with this belt, and so happy to have spent 30 days in!

 My wounds are healing (5 days after unlocking).

 Front.

Rear.

Left arch open.

Side, showing curves of the plates.

4 days after my month in chastity

I didn't wear any chastity belt or bra or steel collar today.

I went to the swimming pool. It was so great to swim without the belt!
There was just 1 problem: many annoying specimens of types B and C (respectively Babies and Children). More women should wear chastity belts to avoid producing these specimens.
One of this specimens looked at me when I was showering. He was half my height (litterally: his head was as high as my hips). He said "she is tall!". It already happened when I was in a store: some young boys watched me as if I was a giant. This is one of the (few) advantages to be so tall.

This evening, I watched "Shrek". When the chandelier fell on the dragon's neck, the desire came back, I wanted to lock back my collar. However, I didn't give in, and I didn't touch my collar.

I am often asked pictures of my belt (from out and in). I must do this quickly.

I had a busy day. I am tired now.

My wounds are healing. The skin is still sensitive (it reddens easily when I scratch).

Rednesses are due to the swim (they faded before I went to bed), but the wounds are looking good.

3 days after my month in chastity

Today, I visited my parents. My wounds are healing.

Nothing great to tell. I feel very well without steel. I don't miss my armor at all, I don't feel unsafe.

 Do you like me in a dress, with a thin collar?

2 days after my month in chastity

I did not wear any piece of steel on my body for more than 10 min. I wore my leotards instead.

My wounds are healing. The drynesses on my chest are healing too, I just keep some blisters for now.
All damages are harmless.

Don't ask me why: the dark ring around my waist (caused by my My-Steel and old belt) is still here!

I enjoy again rope self-suspensions. I just need some training and I will do my shows soon again!
I also enjoy some yoga poses. So many forgotten pleasures I retrieved.

Sorry to publish short articles. I don't have so much to say for now.

Currently feeling: it was really worth to have suffered for 30 days.

My wounds are healing.

(there are some rednesses due to my HRM strap) 

After my month in heavy chastity

I slept so well! it was a pleasure to enjoy a night without steel =^.^=

I loved wearing my dress and having some other orgasms. I don't remember how many I got, but I enjoyed them a lot!

I don't miss my armor. I prefer spending some days without steel.

My wounds are healing. I suspect there are some steel chips between some layers of my skin. The Hell's Belt is stainless steel with a thin layer of stained steel, the latter seems to have been slightly damaged.

I am enjoying my nude body. I tried the IMC, it suits me well =^.^=

I glued my My-Steel belt and bra with hot glue. It seems good, but it should be tried for longer.


Currently feeling: enjoying my freedom =^.^= 

No pictures shared today (but I shot some). Wounds did not evolve:
- coccyx: wounds and brown marks,
- chest: rednesses and little blisters,
- neck: blacknesses due to the collar.

[2 hours after freedom!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

Right after having got my keys, I was not able to speak (nor write) properly.I called a French friend to share my won with him: my sentences were hashed. I could not speak normally French.

Now, I feel good. I was overwhelmed by my feelings, this made a "emotional congestion", little came out. I felt very weird. I am now recovered.

This experience was excellent! I can't explain how I feel now with words from any language, it has to be lived.

The question everyone can ask: damages. Pictures are a bit harsh, but nothing is painful.
Collar: blacknesses above my shoulders (hard to see on pictures).
Bra: the skin is very dry.
Belt: yellow parts are dirt and came off after a shower, but there is a serious rash.
Damages on my body are worse than I expected.

After 2 h, I was able to walk and stand properly. I had difficulties to hold my balance properly at the begining. I was about to fall several times (especially in stairs).

I have never felt anything like this in my whole life. This is the most powerful pride and happiness I have ever had.

Currently feeling: my chest is empty.

I wore my leotard and fairy wings. I can't describe how it felt.

[FREEDOM!!!!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

I just got unlocked. I got mixed feelings. It is too hard to describe, but I am very happy.

I can hardly speak now. The emotional shock is huge.

I will need some time to clean my mind up before writing a good article. 

[The last morning!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

This is it. I spent the last night of my challenge. And it was a very good night!

I still don't know how I survived until now. 7.4 kg (16.3 lb) locked on me for such a long time. I don't recommend anyone to try such a hard experience. It is so wonderful, and I am very lucky I was able to try it.

Now, there are some shoots which are waiting to be done. My stuff will be unlocked this evening.

I am impatient. Strangely, I can hold my impatience well? I think my experience in 2017 learned me not to get too excited.

Here is the planning for today:
- morning: programming,
- 14h-16h: playing cards with friends,
- 17h-19h: school support,
- 20h: FREEDOM!
(remind: all times are given in French time, GMT+1)

Currently feeling: FINALLY, I will retrieve my nude body!

Do you like my pajama? (I know, I should shorten my fringe)

[Almost finished] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 29

Tomorrow, I will get my precious keys. I have less than 32 hours before finishing.

I had some breakdowns. The challenge was incredibly hard. Was it worth to have breakdowns?

Yes, definitely. It has been a very nice adventure. I am happy it will end tomorrow.
There were ups and downs in this huge ordeal. Ups make me prouder, downs make me stronger.
I didn't try it for the money. I was not paid to do this challenge (I just sell some videos of it). I tried it for my personal satisfaction. Now I know how it is to be locked in such a heavy stuff.

What will happen after my freedom?

I will relax and take care of my body. This blog will be kept updted weekly to share how I feel after the challenge. The challenge will end soon, but the consequences of this challenge (marks, rashes, strength increased, ...) are beyond these 30 days.
My model life will go on: I planned a trip to UK in early March, I have some parties/events planned, ... and of course, I will resume workout, suspensions, and wearing my Iron Maiden Corset!

Would have it been easier with breaks?

Honestly, I don't think so. I am used to having an average level of comfort. Cleaning breaks would have been important if I was stricter about my comfort and hygiene (which was the case last year).

How is my libido?

My clitoris is waken up. I sometimes feel horny. If there are fans who are talking me about arousing things, I will be frustrated.

Did I recover from my awful night?

I did a huge nap (2 h) yesterday afternoon.I slept very well this night. I was able to go outdoors (I had to look for a piece for my car).


Currently feeling: as Friedrich Nietzsche says: "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

The Treasure Chest will unlock my chest tomorrow.

[Awful night] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 28

I am happy not to have tried 7 days in full stuff again. The challenge would have been too hard, I would have died if I tried it.

Mentally, I am worn out. Just receiving some words of encouragements make me shed some tears.

I count every hour remaining before opening the Treasure Chest. This night was sleepless.
I love DIY, I love crafting things out of classic paper, bristol paper, some paint (and wood with help of family or friends). I have worked on a fairy wand through the night.
I am usually very patient to do a correct work. But this night, I wanted to rush: after having painted the wand, I didn't wait long enough before the next step. Moreover, I lost focus: cutting straight became very hard.

I didn't feel my stuff so much when I was working on this wand. My body is used to wearing this heavy piece of steel. If we exclude the huge mental aspect of getting free soon, the challenge is going very well.

I fell asleep at 4h and I woke up at about 8h. I just got 4 hours of sleep, but I feel quite good.

Currently feeling: I don't know which magic keeps me alive, but I don't want to disappoint you.

 Preparing the magic of chastityfairies...

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 27

This month in chastity is almost finished.

My biggest pride: I have not been unlocked for any reason. I had no cleaning breaks, no nude shoots, no orgasms, ... the challenge has been done in the conditions I was expecting.
I had to turn down some people who wanted me for shoots or parties. his was the price to pay to be able to try such an ordeal.

I will have to get out the 23rd February at 20h-F (as the timer shows on homepage). Due to shoots I planned and needs to take care of my body, I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. But let's admit I had more time: would I have done 1 extra day? or maybe 5? probably not. The challenge is too hard.

The challenge is not over yet. I still have 3 nights to spend in this stuff. Nights are horrible, not since the stuff is uncomfortable, but since I am impatient. I feel horny, I really need the reward.

There are not so many comments on this blog. I get many comments on other social networks. I am encouraged by many fans.

The envelop containing my keys has been stored in a wooden chest. It is the Treasure Chest I will open Friday.
That is so amazing: I am a woman wearing more than 7 kg of steel, held by 3 ridiculously small keys (smaller than my thumb!).


Today, I was invited to attend a meeting. It was to get information about a French famous plant who makes tires. I went there, but I lost my way! thanks to the map I had in my car, I retrieved my way, and I was on time.

Currently feeling: so impatient!

 At the meeting I attended. No one noticed my heavy steel stuff.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 26

The last Monday of my challenge!
Every evening in the shower, I say in myself "I have done the last Saturday/Sunday/..." of my challenge.

Will I try such a challenge again? honestly, I don't know what to think about this. I said "NO" at the beginning (it is really hard and I need so much time), but it may be interesting to live it again when I will get the Hell's Bra. Maybe for 2019, who knows.

There are ups and downs. In the final phase of this challenge, there are mainly ups. I keep saying "almost finished", it makes me powerful, and I really want to defeat this challenge. I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I am very impatient to grab my leotards ad bikinis, to watch my nude body, and (most important): orgasm. Strangely, I don't miss my Iron Maiden Corset so much. It is hung on a beam in my bedroom, I love watching it, but I rarely think about getting back into it. Some days without steel will make me happy.

Anyway, the challenge is not yet finished. 4 days to go. My nights are not so good, as you can see on my picture today.

Currently feeling: impatient.

Brushing my hair.

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 25

I received some interesting questions.

Will I have withdrawal feelings after getting out?

I can't say. Last year, I had some withdrawals to go outdoors (feeling unsafe).
After having suffered so much, I think I will enjoy some days unbelted. But I can't be 100% sure before living it.

Is my My-Steel belt repaired?

As I mentioned in a previous article, I tried hot glue on the silicon. It seems good, but I didn't wear the belt yet. I can't be sure it is strong enough.

What will I do with the Hell's Belt after my unlocking?

This belt belongs to me. I will keep it, and bring it when I travel abroad. It will become my daily belt.
Of course, it will be used for shoots.

How do I cope with pubic hair?

I use pulsed light to slow down its growth. During this challenge, I had no cleaning breaks: I didn't shave my pubis at all. The hair is long, but I don't mind having a bush instead of a nice, shaved pubis. Besides, I just watch my plates, not my skin.

Can I have sexual pleasure with the belt?

This question is still very common. The point of a chastity belt is to get no pleasure, just frustration.
Actually, a loose chastity belt can give sexual pleasure, but this is not how my belts are.

Do I have a medieval-related fetish?

We can say so. I like middle-age, this period fscinates me. Nevertheless, no one is sure chastity belts existed in middle-age.


Back to my challenge. The reward is closer and closer. The challenge seems easy (although it is still hard because of what I can't do, marks and little uncomfort).
I am spending my last Sunday of this challenge.Just thinking about freedom makes me thrilled. Friday evening, the sword will go through the envelop.


Currently feeling: almost finished, the reward will be most deserved =^.^=

My butt has some rashes near the plate. I often put some cream and oil, and these lesions are harmless.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 24

As I told you, nights are always the hardest moments.
Before, I had problems with the rear plate: it is as if I lie down on concrete, i preferred sleeping on my sides.
Now, if I sleep on my side, the belt can move (thanks stupid weight losses...), but I am used to this steel rear plate. So I sleep lied down on my back.

The challenges evolves, and it is becoming very easy now. Well, I still miss my leotards, my Iron Maiden Corset and some sexual pleasure (my clitoris decided to make me horny now, maybe turned on by the idea of getting free soo), but the mental aspect doesn't get to me anymore.

I don't think anyone could have expected me to do so long in this stuff. dark-hellraiser (the very skilled man who crafted this belt) and I didn't believe it was possible, but I am about to make it. 80% of this challenge has been done successfully.

I put WD40 in the hinges. They don't look rusty, but I prefer being careful. If they are stuck and I can't take the belt off next Friday, I will look very stupid.

Currently feeling: the power runs through my veins. After having spent so hard moments, the 6 last days look like piece of cake.

 A fan paid me a visit today. I had to show him who rules in my home.

[LAST WEEK] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 23

Last year, I added my full stuff for 7 days. This is a challenge I have enough done, so I will not do this again. Besides, I give school support, so it will not be safe to try this again.

I sleep well, I live well, the challenge doesn't get to me anymore. The situation is really good.
Nevertheless, I still miss my self-suspensions, my leotards, my nude body. So many forgotten pleasures I will retrieve in 7 days.
Actually, I can still suspend myself to my ring. The problem is: I can't pose as I want (it is too complicated to explain). I just can sit in the air (which is funny, but not what I love doing in shows).

I will write a short report. I will have a busy afternoon (school support), this is just casual daily life.

Currently feeling: my courage will be rewarded next Friday.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 22

Saying in myself there are just 8 days left makes me happy and confident.

I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. I need to take care of my body to be ready for new shoots.
Remind: 23rd February at 20h-F, I will be freed. A Skype group will be created to share this moment in real time. Besides, I can do some Skype calls for my friends/fans, if they want to have news from me.

The report: it is very positive. Only "A" and "B", and just 1 "C".
Don't forget I share my life day by day. I feel very well today. There were some days I was in a bad mood (because of this challenge, my daily life or whatever), as some days are very good. Hence a very positive report today.

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: it doesn't give me so much pain anymore.
• Marks: B: I don't know how marks are under the plate.
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: the comfort became better.
• Sexual frustration: A: my clitoris sometimes wakes up and frustrates me. I like =^.^= 
• Technical problems: A: no needs to detail. This belt will be destroyed after my death.
• Weight: A↑: I developed a lot of strength. The weight is not a problem anymore.

BRA:

• Pain: B↑: I have less pain, easy to bear. .
• Marks: C: they seem to be deep. Some skin cells are damaged.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: I am used to it and its issues.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report, except some pieces of tape which come off (but easy to replace).
• Noise: A: I don't hear their noise anymore.
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains still give me little pain.
• Marks: B: my neck shows some blacknesses.
  
• Comfort: A↑: as for the bra, I am used to wearing this collar and its issues now.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

This morning, I drove my car to buy things. I tried hot glue gun on my My-Steel chastity belt. I will have to try to be sure the glue is effective, but I can't for now. That's bad my body can just wear 1 chastity belt at the time.

Currently feeling: confident.

 Having a bath of cats =^.^=

3 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 21

The nights are going good.
The days are going good too.

My marks become very deep on the bra. My belt doesn't mark me (except a little) due to my loss of weight.
The collar leaves me blacknesses. I hope they will heal quickly.

I will create a Skype group to share the key-day in real time. This is a moment which will be priceless for everyone. I will get my keys the 23rd February, 20h-F (GMT+1), after 30 days and 4 h of continuous chastity (20h-F where chosen to allow our US friends to watch this moment).

The funny fact of the day: I went to an association to do some DIY. I drew sketches for a gardener (we will make it out of wood later). When I went back home, a father said to his children "let Catwoman pass".
When I am dressed in black clothes and wearing my black cat ears, I am often called "Catwoman". LOL

Just 9 days to go. I hope they will be as good as today.

Currently feeling: very well =^.^=

My ugly face with cute cat ears. Yes I look a bit tired, but I feel good =^.^=