1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 20

10 days remaining.

I had no cleaning breaks. My Hell's Belt has a slotted shield with a steel rod. I can unscrew the rod to go to toilet, which makes it really good for hygiene (without allowing me orgasms).

I am happy of my achievement. In 10 days, I will retrieve my nude body. That seems stupid, but I forgot how I look like naked.
I worry about my real weight. I check daily my weight: this morning, I was 72.4 kg with armor (equaling 65.0 kg without armor).

A fan asked me how I cope with my pubic hair
I use pulsed light monthly to slow down its growth and I shave 2 times a week (I mustn't use wax with pulsed light). When i am doing a long challenge (like this one): I don't shave, my hair keeps growing under the belt.
I could have allowed weekly shaving breaks to be clean under my belt, but my point was to do 30 continuous days.

On the bright side:

• I slept very well, the belt didn't disturb me at all.
• The little rash under my right breast is gone. 
• I discovered a very effective way to lose weight [LOL].

I have made 2/3 of my challenge.

Currently feeling: keys will come soon, courage!

Dressed up to go shopping.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 19

The physic aspects of the challenge weaken: sexual frustration became null, I don't feel the weight of this stuffso much, and the pain is in average weaker than usual. There is just 1 exception: my marks are becoming really bad. I got a strange rash under my right nipple.

The mental aspects of the challenge strengthen: my key-day is in just 11 days, and my impatience grows and grows. I often have small breakdowns. Sometimes, I shed some tears. I am pushed beyond my limits.

I don't have so much to tell for today. I am just worn out, and I can't wait any longer to get these keys. But I have to tighten my belt [best pun ever], and keep finding some courage to live.

The 23rd February is not very far. Dear fans, give me strength.

Currently feeling: the challenge tries destroying me and I try destroying it. For now, it is a draw. Even if I am worn out, I still believe I can do it.

A little rash (too dry skin?) under my right cup. It is harmless.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 18

I woke up today at 5h40. I was waken up by itchy breasts. Although this happens rarely to me, it is very annoying: with my bra, I can't scratch my breasts with my fingers, so I use something else: a tin rod. Tin is a ductile metal, I can easily twist it to give it the right shape to scratch. It is very thin (few mm), so it can goes (fairly) easily under my cups.
At about7h, I fell asleep again. My night was bad.

My marks: I will not show here (too hard to see on pictures), but it seems my skin became red under the rear plate. Arches leave me very few marks, but I worry about my butt.

As someone asked me: pictures showing how my armor is hidden under my clothes. I gave school support this morning, I went there with this top and skirt (this is not a dress!).

The belt is very well hidden, the collar is jewelry.

(I usually hide the ring in the nape of my neck when I work with children)

When you see my side, the reliefs due to padlocks is easy to see. But who cares!

Currently feeling: worrying about how deep my marks are.

Comfort in my belts

Just an extra article to detail the comfort of my 3 belts.

Before this: I have spent 24 h in thigh cuffs. This was not very interesting to live: thigh cuffs didn't affect my daily life so much, I didn't move so much today. It should be tried for a longer amount of time, but I can't for now. Being free didn't give me any good feeling.
When I wanted to shoot the video of thigh cuffs undoing, I always forgot something: the camera, my cellphone, ... my housemate (who shot me) said "yes, the challenge is affecting you".

Currently feeling: relaxed, but worn out by the challenge.

Now, time to detail (a little) the comfort of my 3 belts.

Chinese belt

The waistbelt is adjustable, but it is not elliptic: I have more pressure above my hips in the back. The silicon coming off all the time is really annoying. But it is not too tight for me, so the comfort is good.

My-Steel belt

This belt is the best adapted to my body. The silicon is worn out, which makes the belt less comfortable. But I love the wide and double shield system: it is very pleasant for my pussy.

Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! the steel plates are very thick and uncomfortable when I lie down. Nevertheless, it is the belt I feel the best in: when I am sat down, the pressure is very well spread. There is no waistbelt, so no pressure on the waist.


In my FAQ, I said these belts are equivalent about comfort. Now you know why: every belt has its advantages and its drawbacks.

Thigh cuffs are off, I shaved my legs.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 17: trying thigh cuffs

Don't ask me why I have done this.

I decided to add my thigh cuffs for 24 hours. I locked them yesterday evening. This little extra challenge will end today at 21h (French time).


My mental powers are deeply attacked. I am very proud of the achievement I am doing, but I feel sometimes overwhelmed by this challenge. I can feel this pride, this strength, this power to finish it... while I am about to burst into tears.
I don't know exactly when it occurs nor how I can avoid it. This challenge has ups and downs.

In 13 days, I will get these keys. I am waiting for them as a child is waiting for Christmas. I count every hour of this time which will allow me the most powerful moments of my life: the freedom, after the hardest challenge of my life.

Someone asked me an interesting question:
What changed between this challenge and the challenge of last year? I can less easily wear the bra and collar...
My weight changed. I have less fat than last year, so less padding to feel less pain. It makes the bra and collar harder to wear.
The 2nd aspect is: the whole challenge. The Hell's Belt makes the challenges very hard, my strengths are worn out faster than last year, hence I feel more sensitive to pain.

Currently feeling: mixed, both strong and weary.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 16

I have something very funny to share.

Yesterday, I had to drive my housemate to her doctor. It is 1 h away from our home.
On the outward journey, we saw a town with a kinky name: Cuffy. I said in myself "I should have brought handcuffs and dropped my housemate cuffed to this sign". But I didn't bring handcuffs.
On the return journey, I felt disturbed. I often say the challenge is attacking my strength, and it was clear during this trip: I lost my way. Seriously, I took a wrong road (I don't know where), and I was lost. Fortunately, I had a map and a compass, and I managed to get back home (45 min later than I planned).

My night was good.
I fell asleep late (I worked on my laptop until 0h15-F). I didn't move so much during the night. Maybe having driven so much wore me out...


Want a report about my stuff?

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: I gave a better mark than before: I am feeling better with this belt.
• Marks: B: marks are still shallow. I just worry about what happens under the rear plate.
• Hygiene: A: as I said earlier, this belt is very good about hygiene.
• Comfort: C↑: my nights are better, hence the "C" instead of the past "D".
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my sex anymore. This is normal.
  Technical problems: A: desptie of my strength, I don't think I can destroy such a belt..
• Weight: A↑↑: it used to be a "C", it is now a "A". I developed a lot of strength in my legs. Its 4 kg are not an issue anymore (unless I go in water of course, but I am too young to die drowned).

BRA:

• Pain: D↓: I will be less optimistic. .This bra is becoming really hard to wear.
• Marks: D↓: I checked pictures I shot last year: my marks seem similar as the marks I should have on my day 23. I worry they could be serious.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: D↓: this bra is awful. The chains give a lot of pressure on my shoulders, cups deeply dig in my chest.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: still nothing wrong.
• Noise: A: I love their noise =^.^=
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: C↓: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains give me little pain.
• Marks: C↓: my neck is showing black marks (similar as the marks which were left by my old chastity belt years ago).
  
• Comfort: B: comfort can be worse.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

I still think the mental aspect plays a lot. I keep thinking I can smash this challenge into pieces, but I am reaching some limits. Everything seems harder in my daily life.

Currently feeling: 2 weeks remaining. They will not be easy, but giving up is not an option.

There is a French guy who named a town "Cuffy".

A good shower helps me to relax. I love keeping my towels on me after shower =^.^=

HALF WAY!! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 15

I am still locked. I reached an important point which made me feel very well: I have done the half!!
15 days in this very heavy stuff, and still alive! let's finish this challenge.

I tried using a sponge between my coccyx and the belt to feel more comfortable: it was a failure.
1st: the gap between my belt and my butt is very narrow: putting my fingers there is impossible.
2nd: the thickness of the sponge made the pressure stronger.

So I will keep bare steel on my butt. I will just use oil.

I still use cream and oil between my bra and my breasts. It works quite well, but I can't avoid marks.

Both my body and my mind are under very high pressure. Both physical and mental aspects of the challenge are getting to me, but it is very important to remain positive.

I enjoy writing daily reports. I chatted with some of you about this: I hate when models pretend being locked for days and give nothing about their feelings. This blog was opened to share how I feel, day by day. I am very happy when you read it and share your own experiences =^.^=

My nights are good. I am able to cope with average nights.
My weight is stable (73.1 kg with armor, equal 65.7 kg without steel).
I resumed some workout.
Well, I feel stronger than ever. 

Some pictures of my marks:

Lying down on my bed to show you how my belt damaged me 

Little rednesses due to my belt (in the shadow of the arch, hard to see in real life)

 My neck will leave me a little souvenir: blacknesses (hard to see on camera, easy to see in real life)

If I shift the skin under my bra, you see how much the skin is damaged. I worry a little about how long these marks will take to disappear.

Currently feeling: the challenge is getting to me, but I will show it what "warrior" means!

2 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 14: comparing my belts

After having spent 2 weeks in this heavy Hell's Belt (and the bra and the collar), I have enough experience to compare my 3 belts.

I got a 3rd belt, very different from the belts which are usually sold!
I remind you my 3 belts:
- Ch: Chinese belt, got in February 2014
- MS: My-Steel belt (German), got in February 2016
- HB: Hell's Belt (Belgian), got in January 2018

Adjustability: Ch > MS > HB

Chinese belts are made of screwed steel bands (which can't be unscrewed when the belt is locked): they can be adjusted on 10s of cm. My-Steel can be adjusted in the locking systems: I just have 3 cm of adjustability for the waist, and 1.5 cm on the crotch. My Hell's Belt is not adjustable at all.

Locks: Ch = MS > HB

These 3 belts are lovely, since they use padlocks. I hate integrated locks.
I say Hell's Belt's locks are worse, since they can move a lot: not only they could be easily destroyed, but they affect me a lot: if the lock goes on the wrong angle, it can give pain on my thigh.
I give My-Steel and Chinese the draw: both have drawbacks: My-Steel uses very specific locks, but they are much more protected than on the Chinese belts.

Strength: HB >> MS > Ch

Do I need to explain why the Hell's Belt is so strong?it is made out of very thick steel, and only steel.
Although the silicon of my My-Steel belt is worn out, the steel is much stronger on My-Steel than on Chinese.

Weight: HB >> MS > Ch

My My-Steel belt is a bit heavier than the Chinese one. But they are both less than 1 kg (2 lb) each. They are too light to be felt. This is not the case of the Hell's Belt, which is 4 kg. A monster!

Comfort: draw

I say comfort is a draw, since every belt has its problems about comfort. I will have to detail this article in the future.

Price: HB >> MS >> Ch

Well, this is one of the most important problems: how much these belts cost. A My-Steel belt costs about 700 EUR (the real price depends on the options you choose), whereas you can find Chinese belts for less than 200 EUR.
How much my Hell's Belt cost? I can't say. But if someone really wants to buy the one I am wearing, I would not sell it under 2 000 EUR.

Summary: HB > MS > Ch

It is a very subjective comparison. I love all my belts, but I clearly prefer the Hell's Belt. It became my daily belt.
I don't wear my Chinese belt anymore, except for double-plugged desires. My My-Steel belt was my usual belt. It is almost worn out (due to intensive wearing), but I definitely recommend this brand!

I don't detail about plugs. I could, but plugs would deserve an other article.


Currently feeling:  my breasts are having a very hard time in this armor. I feel hardened.
I have marks around my breasts (easy to see when I shift the skin). The belt gives me little marks (or it marks me under, but I have no way to check).

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 13

Almost the half done! I feel as if I have been in this stuff for years. 13 days look so long when you are prevented from living normally.

Due to my weight losses, my belt is less tight. It can be struggled a little, but not enpough to allow me sexual pleasure.

Here is a global assessment of my armor. Remind: A is the bestmeans "no problems", E means "I can't stand it anymore" (F means: "serious warning").

BELT:

• Pain: C: this rigid belt! it is just awful to sleep: it gives me a lot of pain on my rear (as always), but I can cope with.
• Marks: B: marks are still shallow.
• Hygiene: A: this belt is much better about hygiene than the My-Steel one: no silicon to catch smells, and the slotted shield allows a better cleaning.
• Comfort: D: it can be a serious issue when I sleep, awful but I put an optimistic "D".
• Sexual frustration: A: it's too easy for me to overcome sexual frustration.
  Technical problems: A: I don't understand how this belt could break. Maybe the locks could rust, but the steel is so thick.
• Weight: C: I am rarely stood up for a long time. However, when I need to skate or walk, the weight pushes on my body. At least it strengthens my legs.

BRA:

• Pain: C: the pressure around the breasts is really strong.
• Marks: C: the skin around the breasts became red. Marks seem to be deep, but I know this is normal.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: C: the bra and its rear chains are bad when I lied down. Stood up, the bra is very tight (despite of weight losses).
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report, except some pieces of tape which come off (but easy to replace).
• Noise: A: I love their noise =^.^=
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains give me little pain.
• Marks: B: my neck shows some rednesses.
  
• Comfort: B: that could be worse. But this stupid ring annoys me so much now, when I move or when it catches my hair.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

Currently feeling: I am very happy to be able to write daily reports. It helps me to reduce the stress of this challenge.
I will NEVER try such a challenge in the future. So enjoy this huge, HEAVY challenge, since it may be the only one which is documented on the Internet.

Today, there is snow. I want to share with you a little picture shot from my window.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 12

I tried doing self-suspensions, but it is dangerous: my skin can be pinched between the ropes and the belt. I could suspend myself by the belt: it is quite comfortable, but I can't do my moves in the air. I will put my self-suspension work in standby until the end of my challenge.

I also tried hula hoop: for the same reasons, it is dangerous.

I feel an important part of my daily life is missing: less gymnastics, less suspensions, less tight clothes, ... and of course, less sexual pleasure. I sometimes feel horny, especially when I wear handcuffs. It gives me more time to enjoy time with my friends and to give school support.

My body is still marking. I didn't believe marks can be so light (compared to my My-Steel belt).
My weight is still low (about 73 kg with armor, meaning 65.5 kg without).
The lack of comfort is still hard to bear.


The funny fact of the day: I was retweeted by SteelNews.co. This account is not linked with kinks, photography or whatever at all, it just gives news about steel (industries, works, buildings, ...). Metal workers will be disturbed if they find a model's picture on their thread. LOL
https://twitter.com/steelnews_co/status/960448275747876864

Currently feeling: the challenge is getting to me.

 I am tired. Fortunately, my big white tiger is supporting me =^.^=