1 month in chastity, day 11

Some fans say I should stop now, and I deserve a rest. This is contrary to my rules, so let's continue! 19 days to go!


A question asked yesterday:

How do I dry after the shower?
Belt: I keep a towel between my legs to let the water come away. I can also use the dryer.
Bra: no way to wipe under the cups, so I let my breasts dry naturally. Luckily, my skin dries easily.

Assessment about my marks:

Belt: the skin is red under the belt. Marks are quite deep, but still harmless. I don't think they will evolve more. No bluenesses. Pain: not so much.
Bra: still the same deep, red marks. No bluenesses. The edges of the cups are painful, since they are quite thin and I'm skinny on this part of the trunk. The damages on my skin didn't evolve.
Collar: the sides of my neck are reddened, and the points under the chains (where the collar pushes) darken. Nothing serious for now, no big pain.
Globally: marks are stable.

Now, what many of you worry: hygiene and smells.

Belt: clearly the worst. My basin avoid infections, but I smell quickly after a shower(few hours). I have to be more and more careful on this belt.
Bra: not so many problems. Just some smells since the cups are not very well cleaned inside (just seeping water), but no infections.


Baby powder VS oil?
I was told to use baby powder on my skin. I tried both (oil on my left / right of the picture, baby powder on my right / left of the picture).
Easiness to put: talcul is a powder and I can drop it, but oil stays on fingers.
Effectiveness: marks are quite similar (picture under).
Comfort: I prefer oil, I don't like the dry skin.

Baby powder VS oil: DRAW
I will continue using oil.

Thank you everyone for this great support =^.^=

TEN DAYS! 1 month in chastity, day 10

TEN DAYS!! I have spent 10 days without keys!! I am so happy =^.^=

Your questions:


Do I miss sex? honestly, sometimes, I feel horny, and I want to take the keys to have pleasure. But I don't have them, shame. So I cope with my arousals.

Isn't it dangerous? I can't say now how dangerous it is. But I need to supervise my body: above and under my left breast, a little cm² is slightly damaged.

What about hair removal? I use pulsed light to slow down the growth, but it is not so effective yet. It just takes time to be effective.

Showering is still very important. I will share the video Friday!


Tomorrow, I will post a detailed assessment about my marks. Stay tuned!

1 month in chastity, day 9

As usual: you asked me questions, so I will answer:


Do my marks hurt? they are painful by moments. Not the marks themselves but because of the pressure of the steel. Using oil is effective to avoid serious damages. I was also advised to use talcum, maybe I will try.

Are my marks permanent? half-permanent I would say. Rednesses should take few days to disappear. But if my skin darkens, it could stay dark for months. And I insist of them: they normally don't hurt!

How about my collar outdoors? I DO NOT hide it outdoors. Many people don't comment, and the others say it's a nice jewelry.


Important remind (just to reassure you): if I have a serious problem: I unlock the piece of steel in cause, and I warn you. This is not meant to be an easy experience for anyone, but it isn't meant either to destroy me.

Assessment for this day 9:

Belt: my pussy hair is growing and this is annoying. The waistbelt is still hypertight but not so painful. I just need oil.
Bra: the band on my back is very easy. The back locks don't annoy me at all. But the cups are horrible: tight steel on a skinny part of my body, my skin is dug.
Collar: now it's the easiest part. My body seems fully used to this hyperheavy collar.

Just reading your messages with my feline family =^.^=
Serious things have begun.

1 month in chastity, day 8

Some questions asked yesterday:

Do my marks hurt? now they hurt a little. My marks are becoming really deep. However, the collar didn't hurt anymore for now.

Am I apprehensive? now I start having apprehensions. I have reached a point where I have never been, and I am so proud of it. But hygiene is having to be strict, pussy hair is becoming long, and smelly if I don't clean enough with the basin.

Will I have cleaning breaks sometimes? some fans still ask me this question, but rules are clear: NO. No unlockings for 30 days (22 remaining), not even to check skin or to clean or to shave.


Mentally, I feel very well.
Physically, I have to shift the skin often to avoid being injured. Oil helps a lot.

 

Serious things begin now!

1 WEEK DONE! 1 month in chastity, day 7

I made it, I broke my own record!


Let's start by the questions I was asked yesterday.

Can you go outdoors with? isn't it hard to hide? the belt is very easy to hide. The bra is easy to hide (just the chains which can't be covered, but people always see them as a collar). The collar, it's an other problem. But I love it and I don't want to hide it.
Going outdoors is not a problem at all.

Who has the keys? my housemate and best friend (who shoots me). I have no keys until the end.

What about periods? I wear hygienic pads between the belt and the underwear (also to hold urine if I didn't clean properly). I shower several times a day (actually, every time after going to toilet if possible), and everything is fine.


A video was shot this morning. I will edit it and upload it. It will be shared Wednesday.


Now the experience starts being interesting. I am in unknown land, I have no ideas of how my body will accept the 23 days to go.

I clean with using a basin filled of soapy water, and soaking my pussy in.

1 month in chastity, day 6

I will start by answering some questions I am often asked.

How are thigh bands to sleep? I feel them on my thighs, I can't spread or cross my legs in the bed, I may have some pain with the padlock, ... but to be honest, it's not so hard.

Will I sleep again in my full stuff? yes, but not every night.

Am I apprehensive since I will be in unfamiliar ground after the day 7? not at all. This is what I want to experiment, how my body reacts, how easy/hard hygiene is, ...

What about toilet visits? I don't know why, but this question is asked me A LOT, even IRL.
On the front: the belt is perforated to let the urine and other fluids come out. I am used to peeing in the shower, so I can rinse and wash immediately the shield.
On the back: I have an anal opening to defecate. I have to be in the right position to center the anus properly with the anal hole. If my position is not the correct one, the anal hole is too close to the front perforations, and defecation is hard (and anal intercourses impossible).

How heavy is my armor?
Quite a lot for my body! I'm tall, but light compared to my height: about 64-66 kg (steel excluded):
- the belt: 700 g (1.54 lb)
- the collar: 1.55 kg (3.42 lb)
- the bra: 1.75 kg (3.86 lb)
Total for the armor: 4.00 kg (8.82 lb)
The set of cuffs I added for this night: 1.60 kg (3.53 lb).
Total fully stuffed: 5.60 kg (12.35 lb).


Assessment about my marks:For now, marks are quite normal. Except on the bra, they are deeper than usual.
Mentally: I feel very well. Your support helps me a lot (by FetLife, Twitter, Skype, ...). And I got a message from someone (I call him my "modeling-father") which really strengthened my desire to go until the day 30 without the keys.


The picture of today: just doing my hair.

 

1 month in chastity, day 5

A night in heavier steel

I decided to sleep with my full stuff (plug excluded since I mustn't unlock this belt).
I am so happy to be still locked! even if I am still on familiar ground.

On the picture, I hug a leopard plush. I didn't move my skin, so no marks are visible. But don't worry: I still heal them with oil. 

PHYSICALLY

Belt: in addition with thigh bands, this belt becomes quite painful, since it was pulled by the chains of thigh bands. And some chafing around my anus. But nothing serious.
Bra: marks are deepening. This bra is still tight, and the cups are thin, giving a lot of pressure.
Collar: it became better. I don't feel it so much now.
Cuffs added to sleep: the wrist-elbow-ankle cuffs are not very restrictive. However, the thigh cuffs make walking hard. I can't cross my legs, and the chains on my sides are not the best to sleep on my sides. But I love them.
Globally: everything is fine, but I need to control the marks on my breasts.


MENTALLY

Globally: I feel very well. Having slept in this full stuff relaxed me (but don't ask me to wear it for days! this is very hard, I tried months before).


Support of my fans: better than excellent. I really feel encouraged by you, I still receive plenty comments and messages of support. Meow =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 4

Assessment about my marks

30 days in belt-bra-collar are hard for my body. It's time to talk you about my biggest concern: marks. I am unlucky since my skin marks very easily, but don't worry: these marks are not so serious... at least for now.
I have to move my skin quite often to avoid marking all the time at the same place. I shot you a picture when you can clearly see the red marks left by my belt and bra... but also the collar!

Since I was asked what the likeliest problems I will face to are, here is an oredered list of the 4 likeliest:
+++++ marks and skin damages
+++++ hygiene issues
++++ pain
+++ sexual frustration

Currently, I feel well. Yesterday, I was a bit sick, but I think I recovered.

Courage! 26 days to go!!

1 month in chastity: feelings (day 3)

Hi =^.^=

Thank you for reading this blog =^.^=

Since a lot of you ask me how I feel, I think I should detail much more.


PHYSICALLY

Belt: this piece of steel is very tight, but it is the easiest to wear for now. Hygiene is easy (I will show later how I do), I put enough oil, I just have some rednesses (visible when I shift the skin).
Bra: the effect is not so good, but I am used to it. My bra is tight and worn at skinny parts of my body. The cups encase fully my little breasts, and I have some pain around the cups because of the tightness. Marks are red, as usual.
Collar: this stupid heavy collar! combined to the chains of m bra, I have a lot pf pressure on my shoulder bones. I love this collar, but it is clearly the worst to wear. I have little dark marks, but they are harmless and usual.
Globally: my longest time in this stuff was 7 days (since I am used to having weekly breaks for hygiene and healing). Marks and pain are normal.


MENTALLY

Belt: the lack of sex is not a problem right now. I feel comfortable in my belt.
Bra: I LOVE seeing my body with this steel armor! I feel very well in my chastity bra, despite of the weight, pain and little marks.
Collar: this collar is a unique piece in the world. I love wearing it. I fully assume it. Wearing it outdoors is not a problem at all.
Globally: I have waited this challenge for years! I am so happy to try this! Well, I have little problems linked with food (I skip the details but my body can't assimilate food properly, kind of), but I don't want to stop this challenge.


Support of my fans: excellent. I read once again some fans want to stay locked at the same time as me, and I feel great thanks to you =^.^=

1 month in chastity, day 3

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