FAQ about the Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! you were plenty to ask me questions about this bulky belt.

I will not detail here how I feel in the belt (it is already detailed a lot in other articles). I will comment the belt itself.

Remind: this belt is a prototype: there are no other Hell's Bemt in the world.

Weight, thickness

4.1 kg (9 lb). This is the heaviest belt I have ever handled.
The steel thickness is from 5 mm (0.2 '') (plates) to 8 mm (0.3 '') (arches).

Made to measure?

Yes. Thick belts have to be tried for settings. I gave the metal worker my measurements, and he made the belt. The belt fitted me perfectly when I tried it (it is loose now due to my weight losses), but still fitting great).
Plates are not flat. They are curved according to my shapes.

Hygiene, safety

The shield is widely slotted with a steel rod above. Peeing is easy to do and easy to clean: water and this is it. It can be done with or without the rod.
To go to number 2, I have to unscrew the rod, so there is enough space to let it go through. The rod can be done and undone by myself with a tool.
Even without the rod, my belt is safe: I could get some arousal, but no orgasms (my clitoris is covered by the front plate).

Locks

This is a weakness of this prototype: the locks are not protected. There are just 2 padlocks which hold arches. I didn't want to get integrated locks since I love having padlocks. Boltcutters can cut them easily, but this is not the worst problem for me.


I am very happy with this belt, and so happy to have spent 30 days in!

 My wounds are healing (5 days after unlocking).

 Front.

Rear.

Left arch open.

Side, showing curves of the plates.

4 days after my month in chastity

I didn't wear any chastity belt or bra or steel collar today.

I went to the swimming pool. It was so great to swim without the belt!
There was just 1 problem: many annoying specimens of types B and C (respectively Babies and Children). More women should wear chastity belts to avoid producing these specimens.
One of this specimens looked at me when I was showering. He was half my height (litterally: his head was as high as my hips). He said "she is tall!". It already happened when I was in a store: some young boys watched me as if I was a giant. This is one of the (few) advantages to be so tall.

This evening, I watched "Shrek". When the chandelier fell on the dragon's neck, the desire came back, I wanted to lock back my collar. However, I didn't give in, and I didn't touch my collar.

I am often asked pictures of my belt (from out and in). I must do this quickly.

I had a busy day. I am tired now.

My wounds are healing. The skin is still sensitive (it reddens easily when I scratch).

Rednesses are due to the swim (they faded before I went to bed), but the wounds are looking good.

3 days after my month in chastity

Today, I visited my parents. My wounds are healing.

Nothing great to tell. I feel very well without steel. I don't miss my armor at all, I don't feel unsafe.

 Do you like me in a dress, with a thin collar?

2 days after my month in chastity

I did not wear any piece of steel on my body for more than 10 min. I wore my leotards instead.

My wounds are healing. The drynesses on my chest are healing too, I just keep some blisters for now.
All damages are harmless.

Don't ask me why: the dark ring around my waist (caused by my My-Steel and old belt) is still here!

I enjoy again rope self-suspensions. I just need some training and I will do my shows soon again!
I also enjoy some yoga poses. So many forgotten pleasures I retrieved.

Sorry to publish short articles. I don't have so much to say for now.

Currently feeling: it was really worth to have suffered for 30 days.

My wounds are healing.

(there are some rednesses due to my HRM strap) 

After my month in heavy chastity

I slept so well! it was a pleasure to enjoy a night without steel =^.^=

I loved wearing my dress and having some other orgasms. I don't remember how many I got, but I enjoyed them a lot!

I don't miss my armor. I prefer spending some days without steel.

My wounds are healing. I suspect there are some steel chips between some layers of my skin. The Hell's Belt is stainless steel with a thin layer of stained steel, the latter seems to have been slightly damaged.

I am enjoying my nude body. I tried the IMC, it suits me well =^.^=

I glued my My-Steel belt and bra with hot glue. It seems good, but it should be tried for longer.


Currently feeling: enjoying my freedom =^.^= 

No pictures shared today (but I shot some). Wounds did not evolve:
- coccyx: wounds and brown marks,
- chest: rednesses and little blisters,
- neck: blacknesses due to the collar.

[2 hours after freedom!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

Right after having got my keys, I was not able to speak (nor write) properly.I called a French friend to share my won with him: my sentences were hashed. I could not speak normally French.

Now, I feel good. I was overwhelmed by my feelings, this made a "emotional congestion", little came out. I felt very weird. I am now recovered.

This experience was excellent! I can't explain how I feel now with words from any language, it has to be lived.

The question everyone can ask: damages. Pictures are a bit harsh, but nothing is painful.
Collar: blacknesses above my shoulders (hard to see on pictures).
Bra: the skin is very dry.
Belt: yellow parts are dirt and came off after a shower, but there is a serious rash.
Damages on my body are worse than I expected.

After 2 h, I was able to walk and stand properly. I had difficulties to hold my balance properly at the begining. I was about to fall several times (especially in stairs).

I have never felt anything like this in my whole life. This is the most powerful pride and happiness I have ever had.

Currently feeling: my chest is empty.

I wore my leotard and fairy wings. I can't describe how it felt.

[FREEDOM!!!!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

I just got unlocked. I got mixed feelings. It is too hard to describe, but I am very happy.

I can hardly speak now. The emotional shock is huge.

I will need some time to clean my mind up before writing a good article. 

[The last morning!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

This is it. I spent the last night of my challenge. And it was a very good night!

I still don't know how I survived until now. 7.4 kg (16.3 lb) locked on me for such a long time. I don't recommend anyone to try such a hard experience. It is so wonderful, and I am very lucky I was able to try it.

Now, there are some shoots which are waiting to be done. My stuff will be unlocked this evening.

I am impatient. Strangely, I can hold my impatience well? I think my experience in 2017 learned me not to get too excited.

Here is the planning for today:
- morning: programming,
- 14h-16h: playing cards with friends,
- 17h-19h: school support,
- 20h: FREEDOM!
(remind: all times are given in French time, GMT+1)

Currently feeling: FINALLY, I will retrieve my nude body!

Do you like my pajama? (I know, I should shorten my fringe)

[Almost finished] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 29

Tomorrow, I will get my precious keys. I have less than 32 hours before finishing.

I had some breakdowns. The challenge was incredibly hard. Was it worth to have breakdowns?

Yes, definitely. It has been a very nice adventure. I am happy it will end tomorrow.
There were ups and downs in this huge ordeal. Ups make me prouder, downs make me stronger.
I didn't try it for the money. I was not paid to do this challenge (I just sell some videos of it). I tried it for my personal satisfaction. Now I know how it is to be locked in such a heavy stuff.

What will happen after my freedom?

I will relax and take care of my body. This blog will be kept updted weekly to share how I feel after the challenge. The challenge will end soon, but the consequences of this challenge (marks, rashes, strength increased, ...) are beyond these 30 days.
My model life will go on: I planned a trip to UK in early March, I have some parties/events planned, ... and of course, I will resume workout, suspensions, and wearing my Iron Maiden Corset!

Would have it been easier with breaks?

Honestly, I don't think so. I am used to having an average level of comfort. Cleaning breaks would have been important if I was stricter about my comfort and hygiene (which was the case last year).

How is my libido?

My clitoris is waken up. I sometimes feel horny. If there are fans who are talking me about arousing things, I will be frustrated.

Did I recover from my awful night?

I did a huge nap (2 h) yesterday afternoon.I slept very well this night. I was able to go outdoors (I had to look for a piece for my car).


Currently feeling: as Friedrich Nietzsche says: "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

The Treasure Chest will unlock my chest tomorrow.

[Awful night] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 28

I am happy not to have tried 7 days in full stuff again. The challenge would have been too hard, I would have died if I tried it.

Mentally, I am worn out. Just receiving some words of encouragements make me shed some tears.

I count every hour remaining before opening the Treasure Chest. This night was sleepless.
I love DIY, I love crafting things out of classic paper, bristol paper, some paint (and wood with help of family or friends). I have worked on a fairy wand through the night.
I am usually very patient to do a correct work. But this night, I wanted to rush: after having painted the wand, I didn't wait long enough before the next step. Moreover, I lost focus: cutting straight became very hard.

I didn't feel my stuff so much when I was working on this wand. My body is used to wearing this heavy piece of steel. If we exclude the huge mental aspect of getting free soon, the challenge is going very well.

I fell asleep at 4h and I woke up at about 8h. I just got 4 hours of sleep, but I feel quite good.

Currently feeling: I don't know which magic keeps me alive, but I don't want to disappoint you.

 Preparing the magic of chastityfairies...

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 27

This month in chastity is almost finished.

My biggest pride: I have not been unlocked for any reason. I had no cleaning breaks, no nude shoots, no orgasms, ... the challenge has been done in the conditions I was expecting.
I had to turn down some people who wanted me for shoots or parties. his was the price to pay to be able to try such an ordeal.

I will have to get out the 23rd February at 20h-F (as the timer shows on homepage). Due to shoots I planned and needs to take care of my body, I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. But let's admit I had more time: would I have done 1 extra day? or maybe 5? probably not. The challenge is too hard.

The challenge is not over yet. I still have 3 nights to spend in this stuff. Nights are horrible, not since the stuff is uncomfortable, but since I am impatient. I feel horny, I really need the reward.

There are not so many comments on this blog. I get many comments on other social networks. I am encouraged by many fans.

The envelop containing my keys has been stored in a wooden chest. It is the Treasure Chest I will open Friday.
That is so amazing: I am a woman wearing more than 7 kg of steel, held by 3 ridiculously small keys (smaller than my thumb!).


Today, I was invited to attend a meeting. It was to get information about a French famous plant who makes tires. I went there, but I lost my way! thanks to the map I had in my car, I retrieved my way, and I was on time.

Currently feeling: so impatient!

 At the meeting I attended. No one noticed my heavy steel stuff.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 26

The last Monday of my challenge!
Every evening in the shower, I say in myself "I have done the last Saturday/Sunday/..." of my challenge.

Will I try such a challenge again? honestly, I don't know what to think about this. I said "NO" at the beginning (it is really hard and I need so much time), but it may be interesting to live it again when I will get the Hell's Bra. Maybe for 2019, who knows.

There are ups and downs. In the final phase of this challenge, there are mainly ups. I keep saying "almost finished", it makes me powerful, and I really want to defeat this challenge. I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I am very impatient to grab my leotards ad bikinis, to watch my nude body, and (most important): orgasm. Strangely, I don't miss my Iron Maiden Corset so much. It is hung on a beam in my bedroom, I love watching it, but I rarely think about getting back into it. Some days without steel will make me happy.

Anyway, the challenge is not yet finished. 4 days to go. My nights are not so good, as you can see on my picture today.

Currently feeling: impatient.

Brushing my hair.

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 25

I received some interesting questions.

Will I have withdrawal feelings after getting out?

I can't say. Last year, I had some withdrawals to go outdoors (feeling unsafe).
After having suffered so much, I think I will enjoy some days unbelted. But I can't be 100% sure before living it.

Is my My-Steel belt repaired?

As I mentioned in a previous article, I tried hot glue on the silicon. It seems good, but I didn't wear the belt yet. I can't be sure it is strong enough.

What will I do with the Hell's Belt after my unlocking?

This belt belongs to me. I will keep it, and bring it when I travel abroad. It will become my daily belt.
Of course, it will be used for shoots.

How do I cope with pubic hair?

I use pulsed light to slow down its growth. During this challenge, I had no cleaning breaks: I didn't shave my pubis at all. The hair is long, but I don't mind having a bush instead of a nice, shaved pubis. Besides, I just watch my plates, not my skin.

Can I have sexual pleasure with the belt?

This question is still very common. The point of a chastity belt is to get no pleasure, just frustration.
Actually, a loose chastity belt can give sexual pleasure, but this is not how my belts are.

Do I have a medieval-related fetish?

We can say so. I like middle-age, this period fscinates me. Nevertheless, no one is sure chastity belts existed in middle-age.


Back to my challenge. The reward is closer and closer. The challenge seems easy (although it is still hard because of what I can't do, marks and little uncomfort).
I am spending my last Sunday of this challenge.Just thinking about freedom makes me thrilled. Friday evening, the sword will go through the envelop.


Currently feeling: almost finished, the reward will be most deserved =^.^=

My butt has some rashes near the plate. I often put some cream and oil, and these lesions are harmless.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 24

As I told you, nights are always the hardest moments.
Before, I had problems with the rear plate: it is as if I lie down on concrete, i preferred sleeping on my sides.
Now, if I sleep on my side, the belt can move (thanks stupid weight losses...), but I am used to this steel rear plate. So I sleep lied down on my back.

The challenges evolves, and it is becoming very easy now. Well, I still miss my leotards, my Iron Maiden Corset and some sexual pleasure (my clitoris decided to make me horny now, maybe turned on by the idea of getting free soo), but the mental aspect doesn't get to me anymore.

I don't think anyone could have expected me to do so long in this stuff. dark-hellraiser (the very skilled man who crafted this belt) and I didn't believe it was possible, but I am about to make it. 80% of this challenge has been done successfully.

I put WD40 in the hinges. They don't look rusty, but I prefer being careful. If they are stuck and I can't take the belt off next Friday, I will look very stupid.

Currently feeling: the power runs through my veins. After having spent so hard moments, the 6 last days look like piece of cake.

 A fan paid me a visit today. I had to show him who rules in my home.

[LAST WEEK] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 23

Last year, I added my full stuff for 7 days. This is a challenge I have enough done, so I will not do this again. Besides, I give school support, so it will not be safe to try this again.

I sleep well, I live well, the challenge doesn't get to me anymore. The situation is really good.
Nevertheless, I still miss my self-suspensions, my leotards, my nude body. So many forgotten pleasures I will retrieve in 7 days.
Actually, I can still suspend myself to my ring. The problem is: I can't pose as I want (it is too complicated to explain). I just can sit in the air (which is funny, but not what I love doing in shows).

I will write a short report. I will have a busy afternoon (school support), this is just casual daily life.

Currently feeling: my courage will be rewarded next Friday.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 22

Saying in myself there are just 8 days left makes me happy and confident.

I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. I need to take care of my body to be ready for new shoots.
Remind: 23rd February at 20h-F, I will be freed. A Skype group will be created to share this moment in real time. Besides, I can do some Skype calls for my friends/fans, if they want to have news from me.

The report: it is very positive. Only "A" and "B", and just 1 "C".
Don't forget I share my life day by day. I feel very well today. There were some days I was in a bad mood (because of this challenge, my daily life or whatever), as some days are very good. Hence a very positive report today.

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: it doesn't give me so much pain anymore.
• Marks: B: I don't know how marks are under the plate.
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: the comfort became better.
• Sexual frustration: A: my clitoris sometimes wakes up and frustrates me. I like =^.^= 
• Technical problems: A: no needs to detail. This belt will be destroyed after my death.
• Weight: A↑: I developed a lot of strength. The weight is not a problem anymore.

BRA:

• Pain: B↑: I have less pain, easy to bear. .
• Marks: C: they seem to be deep. Some skin cells are damaged.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: I am used to it and its issues.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report, except some pieces of tape which come off (but easy to replace).
• Noise: A: I don't hear their noise anymore.
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains still give me little pain.
• Marks: B: my neck shows some blacknesses.
  
• Comfort: A↑: as for the bra, I am used to wearing this collar and its issues now.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

This morning, I drove my car to buy things. I tried hot glue gun on my My-Steel chastity belt. I will have to try to be sure the glue is effective, but I can't for now. That's bad my body can just wear 1 chastity belt at the time.

Currently feeling: confident.

 Having a bath of cats =^.^=

3 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 21

The nights are going good.
The days are going good too.

My marks become very deep on the bra. My belt doesn't mark me (except a little) due to my loss of weight.
The collar leaves me blacknesses. I hope they will heal quickly.

I will create a Skype group to share the key-day in real time. This is a moment which will be priceless for everyone. I will get my keys the 23rd February, 20h-F (GMT+1), after 30 days and 4 h of continuous chastity (20h-F where chosen to allow our US friends to watch this moment).

The funny fact of the day: I went to an association to do some DIY. I drew sketches for a gardener (we will make it out of wood later). When I went back home, a father said to his children "let Catwoman pass".
When I am dressed in black clothes and wearing my black cat ears, I am often called "Catwoman". LOL

Just 9 days to go. I hope they will be as good as today.

Currently feeling: very well =^.^=

My ugly face with cute cat ears. Yes I look a bit tired, but I feel good =^.^=

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 20

10 days remaining.

I had no cleaning breaks. My Hell's Belt has a slotted shield with a steel rod. I can unscrew the rod to go to toilet, which makes it really good for hygiene (without allowing me orgasms).

I am happy of my achievement. In 10 days, I will retrieve my nude body. That seems stupid, but I forgot how I look like naked.
I worry about my real weight. I check daily my weight: this morning, I was 72.4 kg with armor (equaling 65.0 kg without armor).

A fan asked me how I cope with my pubic hair
I use pulsed light monthly to slow down its growth and I shave 2 times a week (I mustn't use wax with pulsed light). When i am doing a long challenge (like this one): I don't shave, my hair keeps growing under the belt.
I could have allowed weekly shaving breaks to be clean under my belt, but my point was to do 30 continuous days.

On the bright side:

• I slept very well, the belt didn't disturb me at all.
• The little rash under my right breast is gone. 
• I discovered a very effective way to lose weight [LOL].

I have made 2/3 of my challenge.

Currently feeling: keys will come soon, courage!

Dressed up to go shopping.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 19

The physic aspects of the challenge weaken: sexual frustration became null, I don't feel the weight of this stuffso much, and the pain is in average weaker than usual. There is just 1 exception: my marks are becoming really bad. I got a strange rash under my right nipple.

The mental aspects of the challenge strengthen: my key-day is in just 11 days, and my impatience grows and grows. I often have small breakdowns. Sometimes, I shed some tears. I am pushed beyond my limits.

I don't have so much to tell for today. I am just worn out, and I can't wait any longer to get these keys. But I have to tighten my belt [best pun ever], and keep finding some courage to live.

The 23rd February is not very far. Dear fans, give me strength.

Currently feeling: the challenge tries destroying me and I try destroying it. For now, it is a draw. Even if I am worn out, I still believe I can do it.

A little rash (too dry skin?) under my right cup. It is harmless.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 18

I woke up today at 5h40. I was waken up by itchy breasts. Although this happens rarely to me, it is very annoying: with my bra, I can't scratch my breasts with my fingers, so I use something else: a tin rod. Tin is a ductile metal, I can easily twist it to give it the right shape to scratch. It is very thin (few mm), so it can goes (fairly) easily under my cups.
At about7h, I fell asleep again. My night was bad.

My marks: I will not show here (too hard to see on pictures), but it seems my skin became red under the rear plate. Arches leave me very few marks, but I worry about my butt.

As someone asked me: pictures showing how my armor is hidden under my clothes. I gave school support this morning, I went there with this top and skirt (this is not a dress!).

The belt is very well hidden, the collar is jewelry.

(I usually hide the ring in the nape of my neck when I work with children)

When you see my side, the reliefs due to padlocks is easy to see. But who cares!

Currently feeling: worrying about how deep my marks are.

Comfort in my belts

Just an extra article to detail the comfort of my 3 belts.

Before this: I have spent 24 h in thigh cuffs. This was not very interesting to live: thigh cuffs didn't affect my daily life so much, I didn't move so much today. It should be tried for a longer amount of time, but I can't for now. Being free didn't give me any good feeling.
When I wanted to shoot the video of thigh cuffs undoing, I always forgot something: the camera, my cellphone, ... my housemate (who shot me) said "yes, the challenge is affecting you".

Currently feeling: relaxed, but worn out by the challenge.

Now, time to detail (a little) the comfort of my 3 belts.

Chinese belt

The waistbelt is adjustable, but it is not elliptic: I have more pressure above my hips in the back. The silicon coming off all the time is really annoying. But it is not too tight for me, so the comfort is good.

My-Steel belt

This belt is the best adapted to my body. The silicon is worn out, which makes the belt less comfortable. But I love the wide and double shield system: it is very pleasant for my pussy.

Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! the steel plates are very thick and uncomfortable when I lie down. Nevertheless, it is the belt I feel the best in: when I am sat down, the pressure is very well spread. There is no waistbelt, so no pressure on the waist.


In my FAQ, I said these belts are equivalent about comfort. Now you know why: every belt has its advantages and its drawbacks.

Thigh cuffs are off, I shaved my legs.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 17: trying thigh cuffs

Don't ask me why I have done this.

I decided to add my thigh cuffs for 24 hours. I locked them yesterday evening. This little extra challenge will end today at 21h (French time).


My mental powers are deeply attacked. I am very proud of the achievement I am doing, but I feel sometimes overwhelmed by this challenge. I can feel this pride, this strength, this power to finish it... while I am about to burst into tears.
I don't know exactly when it occurs nor how I can avoid it. This challenge has ups and downs.

In 13 days, I will get these keys. I am waiting for them as a child is waiting for Christmas. I count every hour of this time which will allow me the most powerful moments of my life: the freedom, after the hardest challenge of my life.

Someone asked me an interesting question:
What changed between this challenge and the challenge of last year? I can less easily wear the bra and collar...
My weight changed. I have less fat than last year, so less padding to feel less pain. It makes the bra and collar harder to wear.
The 2nd aspect is: the whole challenge. The Hell's Belt makes the challenges very hard, my strengths are worn out faster than last year, hence I feel more sensitive to pain.

Currently feeling: mixed, both strong and weary.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 16

I have something very funny to share.

Yesterday, I had to drive my housemate to her doctor. It is 1 h away from our home.
On the outward journey, we saw a town with a kinky name: Cuffy. I said in myself "I should have brought handcuffs and dropped my housemate cuffed to this sign". But I didn't bring handcuffs.
On the return journey, I felt disturbed. I often say the challenge is attacking my strength, and it was clear during this trip: I lost my way. Seriously, I took a wrong road (I don't know where), and I was lost. Fortunately, I had a map and a compass, and I managed to get back home (45 min later than I planned).

My night was good.
I fell asleep late (I worked on my laptop until 0h15-F). I didn't move so much during the night. Maybe having driven so much wore me out...


Want a report about my stuff?

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: I gave a better mark than before: I am feeling better with this belt.
• Marks: B: marks are still shallow. I just worry about what happens under the rear plate.
• Hygiene: A: as I said earlier, this belt is very good about hygiene.
• Comfort: C↑: my nights are better, hence the "C" instead of the past "D".
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my sex anymore. This is normal.
  Technical problems: A: desptie of my strength, I don't think I can destroy such a belt..
• Weight: A↑↑: it used to be a "C", it is now a "A". I developed a lot of strength in my legs. Its 4 kg are not an issue anymore (unless I go in water of course, but I am too young to die drowned).

BRA:

• Pain: D↓: I will be less optimistic. .This bra is becoming really hard to wear.
• Marks: D↓: I checked pictures I shot last year: my marks seem similar as the marks I should have on my day 23. I worry they could be serious.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: D↓: this bra is awful. The chains give a lot of pressure on my shoulders, cups deeply dig in my chest.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: still nothing wrong.
• Noise: A: I love their noise =^.^=
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: C↓: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains give me little pain.
• Marks: C↓: my neck is showing black marks (similar as the marks which were left by my old chastity belt years ago).
  
• Comfort: B: comfort can be worse.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

I still think the mental aspect plays a lot. I keep thinking I can smash this challenge into pieces, but I am reaching some limits. Everything seems harder in my daily life.

Currently feeling: 2 weeks remaining. They will not be easy, but giving up is not an option.

There is a French guy who named a town "Cuffy".

A good shower helps me to relax. I love keeping my towels on me after shower =^.^=

HALF WAY!! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 15

I am still locked. I reached an important point which made me feel very well: I have done the half!!
15 days in this very heavy stuff, and still alive! let's finish this challenge.

I tried using a sponge between my coccyx and the belt to feel more comfortable: it was a failure.
1st: the gap between my belt and my butt is very narrow: putting my fingers there is impossible.
2nd: the thickness of the sponge made the pressure stronger.

So I will keep bare steel on my butt. I will just use oil.

I still use cream and oil between my bra and my breasts. It works quite well, but I can't avoid marks.

Both my body and my mind are under very high pressure. Both physical and mental aspects of the challenge are getting to me, but it is very important to remain positive.

I enjoy writing daily reports. I chatted with some of you about this: I hate when models pretend being locked for days and give nothing about their feelings. This blog was opened to share how I feel, day by day. I am very happy when you read it and share your own experiences =^.^=

My nights are good. I am able to cope with average nights.
My weight is stable (73.1 kg with armor, equal 65.7 kg without steel).
I resumed some workout.
Well, I feel stronger than ever. 

Some pictures of my marks:

Lying down on my bed to show you how my belt damaged me 

Little rednesses due to my belt (in the shadow of the arch, hard to see in real life)

 My neck will leave me a little souvenir: blacknesses (hard to see on camera, easy to see in real life)

If I shift the skin under my bra, you see how much the skin is damaged. I worry a little about how long these marks will take to disappear.

Currently feeling: the challenge is getting to me, but I will show it what "warrior" means!

2 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 14: comparing my belts

After having spent 2 weeks in this heavy Hell's Belt (and the bra and the collar), I have enough experience to compare my 3 belts.

I got a 3rd belt, very different from the belts which are usually sold!
I remind you my 3 belts:
- Ch: Chinese belt, got in February 2014
- MS: My-Steel belt (German), got in February 2016
- HB: Hell's Belt (Belgian), got in January 2018

Adjustability: Ch > MS > HB

Chinese belts are made of screwed steel bands (which can't be unscrewed when the belt is locked): they can be adjusted on 10s of cm. My-Steel can be adjusted in the locking systems: I just have 3 cm of adjustability for the waist, and 1.5 cm on the crotch. My Hell's Belt is not adjustable at all.

Locks: Ch = MS > HB

These 3 belts are lovely, since they use padlocks. I hate integrated locks.
I say Hell's Belt's locks are worse, since they can move a lot: not only they could be easily destroyed, but they affect me a lot: if the lock goes on the wrong angle, it can give pain on my thigh.
I give My-Steel and Chinese the draw: both have drawbacks: My-Steel uses very specific locks, but they are much more protected than on the Chinese belts.

Strength: HB >> MS > Ch

Do I need to explain why the Hell's Belt is so strong?it is made out of very thick steel, and only steel.
Although the silicon of my My-Steel belt is worn out, the steel is much stronger on My-Steel than on Chinese.

Weight: HB >> MS > Ch

My My-Steel belt is a bit heavier than the Chinese one. But they are both less than 1 kg (2 lb) each. They are too light to be felt. This is not the case of the Hell's Belt, which is 4 kg. A monster!

Comfort: draw

I say comfort is a draw, since every belt has its problems about comfort. I will have to detail this article in the future.

Price: HB >> MS >> Ch

Well, this is one of the most important problems: how much these belts cost. A My-Steel belt costs about 700 EUR (the real price depends on the options you choose), whereas you can find Chinese belts for less than 200 EUR.
How much my Hell's Belt cost? I can't say. But if someone really wants to buy the one I am wearing, I would not sell it under 2 000 EUR.

Summary: HB > MS > Ch

It is a very subjective comparison. I love all my belts, but I clearly prefer the Hell's Belt. It became my daily belt.
I don't wear my Chinese belt anymore, except for double-plugged desires. My My-Steel belt was my usual belt. It is almost worn out (due to intensive wearing), but I definitely recommend this brand!

I don't detail about plugs. I could, but plugs would deserve an other article.


Currently feeling:  my breasts are having a very hard time in this armor. I feel hardened.
I have marks around my breasts (easy to see when I shift the skin). The belt gives me little marks (or it marks me under, but I have no way to check).

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 13

Almost the half done! I feel as if I have been in this stuff for years. 13 days look so long when you are prevented from living normally.

Due to my weight losses, my belt is less tight. It can be struggled a little, but not enpough to allow me sexual pleasure.

Here is a global assessment of my armor. Remind: A is the bestmeans "no problems", E means "I can't stand it anymore" (F means: "serious warning").

BELT:

• Pain: C: this rigid belt! it is just awful to sleep: it gives me a lot of pain on my rear (as always), but I can cope with.
• Marks: B: marks are still shallow.
• Hygiene: A: this belt is much better about hygiene than the My-Steel one: no silicon to catch smells, and the slotted shield allows a better cleaning.
• Comfort: D: it can be a serious issue when I sleep, awful but I put an optimistic "D".
• Sexual frustration: A: it's too easy for me to overcome sexual frustration.
  Technical problems: A: I don't understand how this belt could break. Maybe the locks could rust, but the steel is so thick.
• Weight: C: I am rarely stood up for a long time. However, when I need to skate or walk, the weight pushes on my body. At least it strengthens my legs.

BRA:

• Pain: C: the pressure around the breasts is really strong.
• Marks: C: the skin around the breasts became red. Marks seem to be deep, but I know this is normal.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: C: the bra and its rear chains are bad when I lied down. Stood up, the bra is very tight (despite of weight losses).
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report, except some pieces of tape which come off (but easy to replace).
• Noise: A: I love their noise =^.^=
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains give me little pain.
• Marks: B: my neck shows some rednesses.
  
• Comfort: B: that could be worse. But this stupid ring annoys me so much now, when I move or when it catches my hair.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

Currently feeling: I am very happy to be able to write daily reports. It helps me to reduce the stress of this challenge.
I will NEVER try such a challenge in the future. So enjoy this huge, HEAVY challenge, since it may be the only one which is documented on the Internet.

Today, there is snow. I want to share with you a little picture shot from my window.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 12

I tried doing self-suspensions, but it is dangerous: my skin can be pinched between the ropes and the belt. I could suspend myself by the belt: it is quite comfortable, but I can't do my moves in the air. I will put my self-suspension work in standby until the end of my challenge.

I also tried hula hoop: for the same reasons, it is dangerous.

I feel an important part of my daily life is missing: less gymnastics, less suspensions, less tight clothes, ... and of course, less sexual pleasure. I sometimes feel horny, especially when I wear handcuffs. It gives me more time to enjoy time with my friends and to give school support.

My body is still marking. I didn't believe marks can be so light (compared to my My-Steel belt).
My weight is still low (about 73 kg with armor, meaning 65.5 kg without).
The lack of comfort is still hard to bear.


The funny fact of the day: I was retweeted by SteelNews.co. This account is not linked with kinks, photography or whatever at all, it just gives news about steel (industries, works, buildings, ...). Metal workers will be disturbed if they find a model's picture on their thread. LOL
https://twitter.com/steelnews_co/status/960448275747876864

Currently feeling: the challenge is getting to me.

 I am tired. Fortunately, my big white tiger is supporting me =^.^=

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 11

Yesterday was a very tough day. To recap:
• 2h30 - 8h15: sleep.
• 9h15 - 13h15: school support.
• 13h45 - 16h15: poker with friends.
• 16h15 - 16h30: shooting my video report.
• 16h30 - 18h30: a huge nap.
Why did I fall asleep so late? as I explained yesterday: cold and excitement.

Today will be a relaxed day. I have a fan at home, but I really need to tidy my bedroom (I became kind-of lazy after I started this challenge). And a little school support (just 20 min away by car).

I still get a lot of support from you. This gives me the power I need to go on.

I am experiencing new issues: marks. There are already deep marks because of my chastity bra. And now, I got some marks because of the belt: arches push on the skin and dig in it. Marks seem to be shallow, but I need to be careful.

Currently feeling: I was launched a bomb which attacked my stamina, but I am not dead yet.

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 10

10 days!! (precisely 9 days 16 h 35 min to be precise at the time I publish the article)
There are other interesting questions which came.

How can I pee and clean with the belt?

It is easy: the slot has a rod on it. When I pee, urine leaks around the rod. I just need to rinse then wipe, and I am clean.
Showers are usually enough for me. If I need to be really clean, I sit down in a basin full of soapy water.

How do I consider leather chastity belts?

I have never tried leather chastity belts. They don't appeal me at all, I don't even consider them as chastity belts. Such a belt must be able to be worn for days and allow hygiene. This is not the case for leather, hence my harsh point of view. Not to mention the ease to cheat and destroy.

What are the main issues I face to?

Comfort is clearly the worst. The plates are very big, the belt is really thick. My nights are hard. Sitting down is hard. Every move becomes hard due to the lack of comfort. The bra is really bad since very tight.
Actually, the weight is not a bad issue anymore: I developed strength.
Once again, the issues I have now are not the same issues as My-Steel at all (for the belt, the problems I will have for the bra are still true now).

How often do I have sex?

Don't ask me why this question often comes. Once for all: I don't want to have intercourses, and I have had none for now.
About solo activities: I like having orgasms from time to time (weekly) and using sextoys, this is enough for me.

Where are my keys?

My keys are in a sealed envelop, kept by my housemate. I will get them on my day 30, after 720 h of chastity.
Please guys: don't be stupid, stop asking me to give my keys to someone I don't know. Would you give keys of your car to a guy you don't know?

Any shoots planned?

There are no shoots during my challenge. I will just shoot few pictures to share here, and some videos to share on my video store. My official shoots will resume after my freedom.

What do I do apart from this challenge?

I give school support (hence I can't add my Power Cuffs all the time), I plan my future shoots, I chat with fans, I program, ... I keep living while doing this challenge.

Where do I come from?

In my town (in France), people sometimes ask me if I am Dutch. Maybe this is my accent or my height, who knows, but I think I come from France. Some other people believe I come from an other planet: they may not be 100% wrong, who knows... maybe I am an alien... LOL

How long have I had between getting the belt and starting the challenge?

This is one of the most interesting questions.
10 days. I must have spent just 2 nights belted before starting this huge challenge.
When I got the belt, I wanted to give me few more days to get used to this huge belt. However, I got many demands for late February: I had to start the challenge sooner than I wanted.
Was it a good thing to have so little time to get used to it? no and yes. No since this belt is awfully hard to wear! I would need weeks or even months to get fully used to it. And yes since oit made the challenge much more interesting. With a short training time, I would have had much less to share here.
If I get the Hell's Bra, I will give myself more time to get used to it.

Am I afraid of body damages?

Many people are worried about the consequences of such a challenge on my body. Well, I have concerns too.
What bad could happen to my body:
- backaches due to the weight and the rigidity of the steel,
- deep marks above my hips and on my chest,
- rashes under the belt,
- injuries worsened if I have an accident (as a bad fall),
- ...
To be honest, I have no ideas of how my body will take this huge challenge. For now, I feel good. I have no marks above my hips (the arches of the belt are actually good to spread the pressure). However, my coccyx is taking a lot of pain. There is no way for me to check how this skin is (unless I get the keys or destroy the belt).
I remind why I decided to detail this experience: please correct me if I am wrong, but I must be the 1st girl in the world to have done such a long challenge in such an armor. Moreover, I do not recommend anyone to spend 30 continuous days locked. This is just too tough. I gave the same advice after having done my month in My-Steel.



Currently feeling: determined to win, to show some photographers what they lost.

Shot today at 2h-F (I had a very bad night due to the excitement of this day 10):

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 9 (+ the story of the Hell's Belt)

30 % of this huge challenge done. I don't know how I am still alive.

I am standing the weight much better compared to the previous days. However, my nights are becoming awful: the rear plate is very uncomfortable now when I sleep. Maybe I should record a video during a night...
Honestly, I didn't expect my nights to be so bad.


I wanted to share with you a story. I wrote it when I was in the train from Belgium to France, the day I left the metalworker, locked in this heavy belt.

Late 2017. My biggest supplier talked me about a new project. We agreed on a chastity belt, but he knows the WendyWarrior rules: I didn't expect a thin belt as Chinese ones.
He asked me some measurements to make the belt. We talked about its style, I was so excited. When he shared pictures of it, I said "WOW"!
Time flew. It is January 2018, my impatience to get this huge item grew and grew. I booked my trains to go to Belgium (where he lives), we kept talking about it, I was very apprehensive: will it be my size? won't it be too uncomfortable? ... many questions raised, I was frightened.

12th January. I watched TV until very late. I fell asleep at 1:00am.
13th January. I woke up at 5:00am. I was so excited, I didn't get much rest during the night. Besides, I booked a train very early (leaving at 6:47am). I prepared my backpacks and I wore the old belt to travel.
I arrived in Belgium. dark-hellrasier brought me to his place. When I stepped in, I saw the belt put on the floor, close to the door.
I WAS STUNNED! I took a lot of time to ask "can I grab it?". I hardly spoke. I handled and watched the belt for a very long time. Then, we locked it on me. It is actually heavy (more than a newborn), but not as uncomfortable as I expected!
I dismantled my old belt to carry it easily. I said in myself "it will become my daily belt".

I have dreamt of a HeavyLine belt for years. What he made for me is beyond my dreams.
My eyes dropped some tears. The heaviest belt I have ever seen is on my pelvic bones. At the time I write this text, I still can't believe I was given a unique belt in the world. I can't hide my happiness =^.^=


Currently feeling: 3 weeks to go, I trust in my powers.

 Wearing tight clothes show the reliefs of my chastity belt. But who cares?

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 8

Today, I have some funny facts to share with you.

I was fined for illegal parking 2 weeks ago. Today, I went to a public finance centre to show how angry I am (before fining me for illegal parking, do something against the ones who agressed me). So I went there with my little red WW shirt, showing the arches of my chastity belt. No one paid attention to the belt!
By the way: outdoors, a guy told me "you are beautiful". I met him again in the queue indoors: "are you Dutch?". Why the hell did he think I was Dutch? maybe this is my height or my speaking accent (half-French half-English), but this question often comes.

How is the challenge going? I didn't have any cleaning break for now, but this belt is very good for hygiene. My nights are becoming average, but my days are good. I still believe I can survive until the 30th day. I wore my Power Cuffs outdoors today.

Currently feeling: ready to fight against this 2nd week!


A little picture shot outdoors, with the town hall behind me, showing the French motto I disagree with: liberty, equality, fraternity.