Wednesday, 21 February 2018

[Awful night] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 28


I am happy not to have tried 7 days in full stuff again. The challenge would have been too hard, I would have died if I tried it.

Mentally, I am worn out. Just receiving some words of encouragements make me shed some tears.

I count every hour remaining before opening the Treasure Chest. This night was sleepless.
I love DIY, I love crafting things out of classic paper, bristol paper, some paint (and wood with help of family or friends). I have worked on a fairy wand through the night.
I am usually very patient to do a correct work. But this night, I wanted to rush: after having painted the wand, I didn't wait long enough before the next step. Moreover, I lost focus: cutting straight became very hard.

I didn't feel my stuff so much when I was working on this wand. My body is used to wearing this heavy piece of steel. If we exclude the huge mental aspect of getting free soon, the challenge is going very well.

I fell asleep at 4h and I woke up at about 8h. I just got 4 hours of sleep, but I feel quite good.

Currently feeling: I don't know which magic keeps me alive, but I don't want to disappoint you.

 Preparing the magic of chastityfairies...

4 comments:

  1. Hello dear Wendy!!
    I am so sorry I did not have the time to read and write. I have been on holiday to Germany for the last ten days, and won't be home before mid next week.
    You are so super brave!! And so strong! Let me fall on my knees now! And let me comfort you for the last two days, at least in my mind. No, I don't know what it is like to be locked up for such a long time in several kilos of heavy steel. But I do sense that you have given the best of you and that you have come to an end, close to phyical and mental breakdown.

    Was it worth it?? Only you will know. And only you will understand, what freedom means. I hope it will last a long time. And of course I hope you will accept your freedom.

    Okay. Personally I hope to see you back in your normal chastity gear, as I still hope to see you and get to know you in person, maybe some time this summer in Denmark.

    All the best for you and big big hugs

    from Daniela <3

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    1. Hi Daniela =^.^=

      It is very hard to imagine the physic and mental issues about such a challenge. I can talk as much as I can, the only way to understand 100% of it is to live it.

      I am stilllocked, but the Treasure Chest will be opened in just 2 days. My breakdowns are funded, and the challenge is worth all what I have lived.

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  2. I am wishing all the strength for these last couple of hours, of an incredible challenge, done by you for yourself, and we the internet public have been witness to it all, without any idea how it really is to endure

    enjoy your freedom, when it comes
    and rest well there after, hoping there is not too much damage to the body, the soul is now very much stronger

    regards
    Ralf

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  3. Nice wand! You've seemed to have done so well this time around. In the words of Friedrich Nietzsche "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

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