3 months after my HEAVY challenge

There are events of your life you cannot forget.

I still ask to myself why I have tried such a hard challenge. It made me very happy, I always say: with some willingness, everything is possible.

The emotional shock of my key-day is still in my mind. I feel powerful: I wear the Hell's Belt as anyone wears panties. I always say this challenge strengthened me a lot.

I wanted to write an article to tell you: the pride of having made it is still in my mind. This challenge had been as hard as beautiful for you and me.

I reached a point in my model life: being belted all the time is not possible anymore. I have catsuits, my wonderful Iron Maiden Corset, a new latex corset (given by a fan, tack), and so many outfits I love wearing, and incompatible with the Hell's Belt. I wear my armor from time to time.
As I feel stronger, I don't need to be protected anymore. I often go outdoors without my armor.

I had to take a serious break and not attempt any challenge for now. A double-plugged challenge is still planned, but I prefer recovering from my HEAVY challenge before doing anything else before. Meanwhile, I am curious to hear what you have in mind for me.

Do you like me wearing a latex corset?

30 days after my freedom

30 days after this awful challenge, my life evolved.

I am busy with planning shoots. Since they are nude and bikini, I have to avoid wearing my chastity stuff too much (otherwise I will get marks). I still have the dark waist.

I wear sometimes my My-Steel belt. I repaired it quite properly, and it can be worn for few hours.
My Hell's Belt is still my main belt. When I need to go outdoors safe, I wear it.

Just a short article to say: I am not dead. LOL

9 days after my freedom

My wound is fully healed. There is just some stain remaining on my butt, but it is good to perform shoots.

This challenge is over for good. I don't plan to do more reports. I am enjoying right now a long, wild travel.

I tried my My-Steel belt and bra: the hot glue is average. It doesnt hold very well on small surfaces, but it can be very good combined with neoprene glue andon big surfaces. I didn't shower with yet though.

I am very happy to have lived and shared this experience with you =^.^=

From a shoot done yesterday, happy to wear classy dresses =^.^=

4 days after my month in chastity

I didn't wear any chastity belt or bra or steel collar today.

I went to the swimming pool. It was so great to swim without the belt!
There was just 1 problem: many annoying specimens of types B and C (respectively Babies and Children). More women should wear chastity belts to avoid producing these specimens.
One of this specimens looked at me when I was showering. He was half my height (litterally: his head was as high as my hips). He said "she is tall!". It already happened when I was in a store: some young boys watched me as if I was a giant. This is one of the (few) advantages to be so tall.

This evening, I watched "Shrek". When the chandelier fell on the dragon's neck, the desire came back, I wanted to lock back my collar. However, I didn't give in, and I didn't touch my collar.

I am often asked pictures of my belt (from out and in). I must do this quickly.

I had a busy day. I am tired now.

My wounds are healing. The skin is still sensitive (it reddens easily when I scratch).

Rednesses are due to the swim (they faded before I went to bed), but the wounds are looking good.

3 days after my month in chastity

Today, I visited my parents. My wounds are healing.

Nothing great to tell. I feel very well without steel. I don't miss my armor at all, I don't feel unsafe.

 Do you like me in a dress, with a thin collar?

2 days after my month in chastity

I did not wear any piece of steel on my body for more than 10 min. I wore my leotards instead.

My wounds are healing. The drynesses on my chest are healing too, I just keep some blisters for now.
All damages are harmless.

Don't ask me why: the dark ring around my waist (caused by my My-Steel and old belt) is still here!

I enjoy again rope self-suspensions. I just need some training and I will do my shows soon again!
I also enjoy some yoga poses. So many forgotten pleasures I retrieved.

Sorry to publish short articles. I don't have so much to say for now.

Currently feeling: it was really worth to have suffered for 30 days.

My wounds are healing.

(there are some rednesses due to my HRM strap) 

After my month in heavy chastity

I slept so well! it was a pleasure to enjoy a night without steel =^.^=

I loved wearing my dress and having some other orgasms. I don't remember how many I got, but I enjoyed them a lot!

I don't miss my armor. I prefer spending some days without steel.

My wounds are healing. I suspect there are some steel chips between some layers of my skin. The Hell's Belt is stainless steel with a thin layer of stained steel, the latter seems to have been slightly damaged.

I am enjoying my nude body. I tried the IMC, it suits me well =^.^=

I glued my My-Steel belt and bra with hot glue. It seems good, but it should be tried for longer.


Currently feeling: enjoying my freedom =^.^= 

No pictures shared today (but I shot some). Wounds did not evolve:
- coccyx: wounds and brown marks,
- chest: rednesses and little blisters,
- neck: blacknesses due to the collar.

[2 hours after freedom!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

Right after having got my keys, I was not able to speak (nor write) properly.I called a French friend to share my won with him: my sentences were hashed. I could not speak normally French.

Now, I feel good. I was overwhelmed by my feelings, this made a "emotional congestion", little came out. I felt very weird. I am now recovered.

This experience was excellent! I can't explain how I feel now with words from any language, it has to be lived.

The question everyone can ask: damages. Pictures are a bit harsh, but nothing is painful.
Collar: blacknesses above my shoulders (hard to see on pictures).
Bra: the skin is very dry.
Belt: yellow parts are dirt and came off after a shower, but there is a serious rash.
Damages on my body are worse than I expected.

After 2 h, I was able to walk and stand properly. I had difficulties to hold my balance properly at the begining. I was about to fall several times (especially in stairs).

I have never felt anything like this in my whole life. This is the most powerful pride and happiness I have ever had.

Currently feeling: my chest is empty.

I wore my leotard and fairy wings. I can't describe how it felt.

[FREEDOM!!!!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

I just got unlocked. I got mixed feelings. It is too hard to describe, but I am very happy.

I can hardly speak now. The emotional shock is huge.

I will need some time to clean my mind up before writing a good article. 

[The last morning!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

This is it. I spent the last night of my challenge. And it was a very good night!

I still don't know how I survived until now. 7.4 kg (16.3 lb) locked on me for such a long time. I don't recommend anyone to try such a hard experience. It is so wonderful, and I am very lucky I was able to try it.

Now, there are some shoots which are waiting to be done. My stuff will be unlocked this evening.

I am impatient. Strangely, I can hold my impatience well? I think my experience in 2017 learned me not to get too excited.

Here is the planning for today:
- morning: programming,
- 14h-16h: playing cards with friends,
- 17h-19h: school support,
- 20h: FREEDOM!
(remind: all times are given in French time, GMT+1)

Currently feeling: FINALLY, I will retrieve my nude body!

Do you like my pajama? (I know, I should shorten my fringe)

[Almost finished] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 29

Tomorrow, I will get my precious keys. I have less than 32 hours before finishing.

I had some breakdowns. The challenge was incredibly hard. Was it worth to have breakdowns?

Yes, definitely. It has been a very nice adventure. I am happy it will end tomorrow.
There were ups and downs in this huge ordeal. Ups make me prouder, downs make me stronger.
I didn't try it for the money. I was not paid to do this challenge (I just sell some videos of it). I tried it for my personal satisfaction. Now I know how it is to be locked in such a heavy stuff.

What will happen after my freedom?

I will relax and take care of my body. This blog will be kept updted weekly to share how I feel after the challenge. The challenge will end soon, but the consequences of this challenge (marks, rashes, strength increased, ...) are beyond these 30 days.
My model life will go on: I planned a trip to UK in early March, I have some parties/events planned, ... and of course, I will resume workout, suspensions, and wearing my Iron Maiden Corset!

Would have it been easier with breaks?

Honestly, I don't think so. I am used to having an average level of comfort. Cleaning breaks would have been important if I was stricter about my comfort and hygiene (which was the case last year).

How is my libido?

My clitoris is waken up. I sometimes feel horny. If there are fans who are talking me about arousing things, I will be frustrated.

Did I recover from my awful night?

I did a huge nap (2 h) yesterday afternoon.I slept very well this night. I was able to go outdoors (I had to look for a piece for my car).


Currently feeling: as Friedrich Nietzsche says: "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

The Treasure Chest will unlock my chest tomorrow.

[Awful night] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 28

I am happy not to have tried 7 days in full stuff again. The challenge would have been too hard, I would have died if I tried it.

Mentally, I am worn out. Just receiving some words of encouragements make me shed some tears.

I count every hour remaining before opening the Treasure Chest. This night was sleepless.
I love DIY, I love crafting things out of classic paper, bristol paper, some paint (and wood with help of family or friends). I have worked on a fairy wand through the night.
I am usually very patient to do a correct work. But this night, I wanted to rush: after having painted the wand, I didn't wait long enough before the next step. Moreover, I lost focus: cutting straight became very hard.

I didn't feel my stuff so much when I was working on this wand. My body is used to wearing this heavy piece of steel. If we exclude the huge mental aspect of getting free soon, the challenge is going very well.

I fell asleep at 4h and I woke up at about 8h. I just got 4 hours of sleep, but I feel quite good.

Currently feeling: I don't know which magic keeps me alive, but I don't want to disappoint you.

 Preparing the magic of chastityfairies...

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 27

This month in chastity is almost finished.

My biggest pride: I have not been unlocked for any reason. I had no cleaning breaks, no nude shoots, no orgasms, ... the challenge has been done in the conditions I was expecting.
I had to turn down some people who wanted me for shoots or parties. his was the price to pay to be able to try such an ordeal.

I will have to get out the 23rd February at 20h-F (as the timer shows on homepage). Due to shoots I planned and needs to take care of my body, I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. But let's admit I had more time: would I have done 1 extra day? or maybe 5? probably not. The challenge is too hard.

The challenge is not over yet. I still have 3 nights to spend in this stuff. Nights are horrible, not since the stuff is uncomfortable, but since I am impatient. I feel horny, I really need the reward.

There are not so many comments on this blog. I get many comments on other social networks. I am encouraged by many fans.

The envelop containing my keys has been stored in a wooden chest. It is the Treasure Chest I will open Friday.
That is so amazing: I am a woman wearing more than 7 kg of steel, held by 3 ridiculously small keys (smaller than my thumb!).


Today, I was invited to attend a meeting. It was to get information about a French famous plant who makes tires. I went there, but I lost my way! thanks to the map I had in my car, I retrieved my way, and I was on time.

Currently feeling: so impatient!

 At the meeting I attended. No one noticed my heavy steel stuff.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 26

The last Monday of my challenge!
Every evening in the shower, I say in myself "I have done the last Saturday/Sunday/..." of my challenge.

Will I try such a challenge again? honestly, I don't know what to think about this. I said "NO" at the beginning (it is really hard and I need so much time), but it may be interesting to live it again when I will get the Hell's Bra. Maybe for 2019, who knows.

There are ups and downs. In the final phase of this challenge, there are mainly ups. I keep saying "almost finished", it makes me powerful, and I really want to defeat this challenge. I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I am very impatient to grab my leotards ad bikinis, to watch my nude body, and (most important): orgasm. Strangely, I don't miss my Iron Maiden Corset so much. It is hung on a beam in my bedroom, I love watching it, but I rarely think about getting back into it. Some days without steel will make me happy.

Anyway, the challenge is not yet finished. 4 days to go. My nights are not so good, as you can see on my picture today.

Currently feeling: impatient.

Brushing my hair.

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 25

I received some interesting questions.

Will I have withdrawal feelings after getting out?

I can't say. Last year, I had some withdrawals to go outdoors (feeling unsafe).
After having suffered so much, I think I will enjoy some days unbelted. But I can't be 100% sure before living it.

Is my My-Steel belt repaired?

As I mentioned in a previous article, I tried hot glue on the silicon. It seems good, but I didn't wear the belt yet. I can't be sure it is strong enough.

What will I do with the Hell's Belt after my unlocking?

This belt belongs to me. I will keep it, and bring it when I travel abroad. It will become my daily belt.
Of course, it will be used for shoots.

How do I cope with pubic hair?

I use pulsed light to slow down its growth. During this challenge, I had no cleaning breaks: I didn't shave my pubis at all. The hair is long, but I don't mind having a bush instead of a nice, shaved pubis. Besides, I just watch my plates, not my skin.

Can I have sexual pleasure with the belt?

This question is still very common. The point of a chastity belt is to get no pleasure, just frustration.
Actually, a loose chastity belt can give sexual pleasure, but this is not how my belts are.

Do I have a medieval-related fetish?

We can say so. I like middle-age, this period fscinates me. Nevertheless, no one is sure chastity belts existed in middle-age.


Back to my challenge. The reward is closer and closer. The challenge seems easy (although it is still hard because of what I can't do, marks and little uncomfort).
I am spending my last Sunday of this challenge.Just thinking about freedom makes me thrilled. Friday evening, the sword will go through the envelop.


Currently feeling: almost finished, the reward will be most deserved =^.^=

My butt has some rashes near the plate. I often put some cream and oil, and these lesions are harmless.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 24

As I told you, nights are always the hardest moments.
Before, I had problems with the rear plate: it is as if I lie down on concrete, i preferred sleeping on my sides.
Now, if I sleep on my side, the belt can move (thanks stupid weight losses...), but I am used to this steel rear plate. So I sleep lied down on my back.

The challenges evolves, and it is becoming very easy now. Well, I still miss my leotards, my Iron Maiden Corset and some sexual pleasure (my clitoris decided to make me horny now, maybe turned on by the idea of getting free soo), but the mental aspect doesn't get to me anymore.

I don't think anyone could have expected me to do so long in this stuff. dark-hellraiser (the very skilled man who crafted this belt) and I didn't believe it was possible, but I am about to make it. 80% of this challenge has been done successfully.

I put WD40 in the hinges. They don't look rusty, but I prefer being careful. If they are stuck and I can't take the belt off next Friday, I will look very stupid.

Currently feeling: the power runs through my veins. After having spent so hard moments, the 6 last days look like piece of cake.

 A fan paid me a visit today. I had to show him who rules in my home.

[LAST WEEK] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 23

Last year, I added my full stuff for 7 days. This is a challenge I have enough done, so I will not do this again. Besides, I give school support, so it will not be safe to try this again.

I sleep well, I live well, the challenge doesn't get to me anymore. The situation is really good.
Nevertheless, I still miss my self-suspensions, my leotards, my nude body. So many forgotten pleasures I will retrieve in 7 days.
Actually, I can still suspend myself to my ring. The problem is: I can't pose as I want (it is too complicated to explain). I just can sit in the air (which is funny, but not what I love doing in shows).

I will write a short report. I will have a busy afternoon (school support), this is just casual daily life.

Currently feeling: my courage will be rewarded next Friday.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 22

Saying in myself there are just 8 days left makes me happy and confident.

I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. I need to take care of my body to be ready for new shoots.
Remind: 23rd February at 20h-F, I will be freed. A Skype group will be created to share this moment in real time. Besides, I can do some Skype calls for my friends/fans, if they want to have news from me.

The report: it is very positive. Only "A" and "B", and just 1 "C".
Don't forget I share my life day by day. I feel very well today. There were some days I was in a bad mood (because of this challenge, my daily life or whatever), as some days are very good. Hence a very positive report today.

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: it doesn't give me so much pain anymore.
• Marks: B: I don't know how marks are under the plate.
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: the comfort became better.
• Sexual frustration: A: my clitoris sometimes wakes up and frustrates me. I like =^.^= 
• Technical problems: A: no needs to detail. This belt will be destroyed after my death.
• Weight: A↑: I developed a lot of strength. The weight is not a problem anymore.

BRA:

• Pain: B↑: I have less pain, easy to bear. .
• Marks: C: they seem to be deep. Some skin cells are damaged.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: I am used to it and its issues.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report, except some pieces of tape which come off (but easy to replace).
• Noise: A: I don't hear their noise anymore.
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains still give me little pain.
• Marks: B: my neck shows some blacknesses.
  
• Comfort: A↑: as for the bra, I am used to wearing this collar and its issues now.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

This morning, I drove my car to buy things. I tried hot glue gun on my My-Steel chastity belt. I will have to try to be sure the glue is effective, but I can't for now. That's bad my body can just wear 1 chastity belt at the time.

Currently feeling: confident.

 Having a bath of cats =^.^=

3 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 21

The nights are going good.
The days are going good too.

My marks become very deep on the bra. My belt doesn't mark me (except a little) due to my loss of weight.
The collar leaves me blacknesses. I hope they will heal quickly.

I will create a Skype group to share the key-day in real time. This is a moment which will be priceless for everyone. I will get my keys the 23rd February, 20h-F (GMT+1), after 30 days and 4 h of continuous chastity (20h-F where chosen to allow our US friends to watch this moment).

The funny fact of the day: I went to an association to do some DIY. I drew sketches for a gardener (we will make it out of wood later). When I went back home, a father said to his children "let Catwoman pass".
When I am dressed in black clothes and wearing my black cat ears, I am often called "Catwoman". LOL

Just 9 days to go. I hope they will be as good as today.

Currently feeling: very well =^.^=

My ugly face with cute cat ears. Yes I look a bit tired, but I feel good =^.^=

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 20

10 days remaining.

I had no cleaning breaks. My Hell's Belt has a slotted shield with a steel rod. I can unscrew the rod to go to toilet, which makes it really good for hygiene (without allowing me orgasms).

I am happy of my achievement. In 10 days, I will retrieve my nude body. That seems stupid, but I forgot how I look like naked.
I worry about my real weight. I check daily my weight: this morning, I was 72.4 kg with armor (equaling 65.0 kg without armor).

A fan asked me how I cope with my pubic hair
I use pulsed light monthly to slow down its growth and I shave 2 times a week (I mustn't use wax with pulsed light). When i am doing a long challenge (like this one): I don't shave, my hair keeps growing under the belt.
I could have allowed weekly shaving breaks to be clean under my belt, but my point was to do 30 continuous days.

On the bright side:

• I slept very well, the belt didn't disturb me at all.
• The little rash under my right breast is gone. 
• I discovered a very effective way to lose weight [LOL].

I have made 2/3 of my challenge.

Currently feeling: keys will come soon, courage!

Dressed up to go shopping.