RETIRED!

Let's make it short.

I moved on. The fetish life is not for me anymore. I evolved, I am not appealed anymore by wearing tons of steel.

I am sure my name will be remembered for years. I have done such great things. And I know my blog is still read by newbies, who want to get into chastity. I am glad of it ^^

Now it is time to drop all my steel gear for good, and to spread my wings. My deepest young-girl-dream is now my daily life: I became a wonderful mermaid.

My current way of life. It is fin-tastic!

Little assessment about aborted Locktober

Some of my fans contacted me about this stopped attempt of Locktober. They understand me, I really appreciate their messages. Thanks guys!

I didn't think about Locktober at all for few days.Today is a very special day, and I thought a lot about my life in chastity. It brought me protection, hard but very interesting challenges. I documented this awesome blog which is a reference in the chastity world. I might be the only girl in the world to have done 3 times 30 days with 3 different belts without any break.

Now I feel less appealed by chastity. I don't have anything to learn about it anymore. I explored too much of chastity, it is not fun anymore to go on this way. Hence being challenged by Locktober was pointless.

 

I talked a lot about my swimming sessions. Being a mermaid gives me so much fun, and I feel I have a lot to learn underwater. I face some challenges when I am a mermaid. Somehow, my fin and my belts have similarities: they give me challenges I love overcoming, they change my mental map, I have an other body when I wear them.

 

Exactly 4 years ago, I bidded ChastityB****.com my farewell (my true fans know which website I refer to). I think this is the right day to bid chastity challenges my farewell.

Don't be sad. I will keep wearing my armors for shoots and to travel safe. Just, it is not something I will wear in daily life anymore.

 

I will keep this blog as a mine of information for whoever wants to get into chastity. I could haver never realised I played such a role in this world. There is no doubt my name will be remembered for some extra years, both thanks to my creative and because of my destructive powers.

Thanks to all of you, and keep following me on other platforms!

Plainning to do Locktober

Hello my dear fans! It is time to use this old blog again with a new yearly challenge.

I left polls on Twitter, and you wanted me to do Locktober in the same belt. For 31 days, I will have to wear th My-Steel chastity belt-bra-collar.

This year, I will have to soften rules: [NOTE: these rules are not valid anymore]

1.  My My-Steel belt is worn out. If needed, I can unlock and repair it. An other chastity belt can be worn if repairing is too long.
   
2. I swim a lot with my mermaid tail, and wearing a chastity armor is not safe at all for this. I will have to leave my armor at home when I go to swimming pool. This will be the opportunity to keep clean.
3. If I have shoots or shows to perform, the armor can be taken off.
   
4. If I feel I don't get enough support or if the My-Steel belt gives me too many problems (including marks on my waist), I can forget it and change for an other belt. In worst cases, Locktober can be stopped before the end of the month (remember no one pays me to do this, I can break this deal at any time).

The heart of the deal will not change:

1. I have to spend all my nights under lock and key.
2. I have to buy grocery under lock and key (whereas I usually wear a catsuit).
3. The challenge will be from 31st of September morning to 1st of November morning.

The aim of this challenge is not to prove I can stand in for 1 month, I already showed it 3 times in harder conditions.
The aim is to document how frequent breaks affect a belted life. I assume that will make the challenge easy for me.

Access Denied belt assessment

As I got asked a lot about this belt, time has come to write its documentation.

I remind this is only my point of view, you can disagree with me.

It was sold to me by a fan. It is well adjusted, we can assume it is as if I bought it on the official website.

COMFORT / LONG TIME WEARING

The most important point for daily life. My shapes are not great for hipstyle belts. And I definitely hate the rear cable system: if too tight, it digs into the butt. if too loose, it makes the belt unsafe. In my case, the rear cable is too loose.
My hips can take this belt for a night. I am not sure I can do for several days.

WEARABILITY

I did not go to toilet with this belt yet. I don't want to. However, my rear hole is not properly placed. I think I will mess up everything if I try number 2. Besides, as mentioned earlier, the comfort is not so great.

HIDING

Locks are a bit bulky, resulting in a hard hiding. But the belt is thin, so I can take it.

STYLE

This belt has a great look! I chose it to shoot pictures, and I am happy.

HYGIENE

It is very easy to clean. No problems.

SAFETY

THE weakness of this model. I managed to touch myself while locked in, since the cable makes the belt loose. I can bend in a way a gap is created. This is due to my flexibility.

LOCKS

The other main weakness. I cannot lock the belt without keys. Quite disappointing.
Worst problem: I managed to undo the 2ndary lock without the key. It is actually a screw, you need a tiny tool to operate the inner screw. I assume I can easily take some measurements and 3D-print the adapted tool. For a prenium belt, this is very rough.

PORTABILITY

THE strength of this belt.
In a suitcase, all my belts take a lot of room, but I can it stuff in. I call them "empty-bulky". The Access Denied can be folded, very useful to carry it in a backpack.

ADJUSTABILITY

Either my belt has a defect, or the adjustment systel doesn't work. There are 3 positions to lock the belt, but only the medial one works. And the 2 other ones are only 5 mm aside.

WATER

The belt is stainless steel and locks look strong against rust.

CONCLUSION

I boght this belt for shoots. For my daily life, I will keep my beloved Heart Belt.

The Access Denied doesn't have any ring. It doesn't annoy me so much not to have rings.
According to me, this belt has many cons. I don't like the hipstyle nor the rear cable, this is personal. Objecctively, locks are very weak and it cannot be adjusted. I would have expected much better from a prenium chastity belt. I don't recommend this brand for real wearers. I only recommend it for models who only wear it for few hours.

	Chinese	My-Steel	Hell's Belt	Heart Belt	Access Denied
Comfort	✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰
Wearability	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰
Hiding	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰
Style	✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰
Hygiene	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰
Safety	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰
Locks	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰
Portability	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰
Adjustability	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰
Water	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰	✰✰✰✰✰
AVERAGE	3,9	4,1	3,2	4,3	2,8

Cleaning breaks

Reccently, I made a poll on my Twitter account. 65 % of people consider breaks should be allowed for hygiene or shoots. Honestly, I am surprised this figure is not higher.

All my 30-day challenge were done without any break. I sometimes got annoyed by this rule, as I had to turn down some shoots, and it was hard to make new videos (apart from the challenge itself of course).
Nevertheless, I consider such a challenge becomes uninteresting if breaks are allowed (except the weekly break detailed below).

Weekly breaks are important though: shave, heal skin, clean carefully. Less than 7 days between 2 breaks is too much. Getting breaks to go to toilet everytime avoids hygienic problems. I don't think this is correct: a basin of soapy water is enough to clean.
Having got no breaks made my pussy completely asleep. No water pressure during cleaning breaks, no shaving, it got taken out of my "mental map".

Shooting breaks are stiffer to deal with. Most famous models should be able to get unlocked for their work. However, as a model, I jsut planned enough time without shoots (easier in Winter or while I had my training), and the problem was fixed.

It is currently Locktober. I wish I could be locked for most of the time, but because of further events, I am not able (unless I take the belt off for few continuous days: pointless).

Underwear or not underwear?

I often read people saying: "girls should not wear underwear with a chastity belt".
Some women consider their belts are underwear, I understand that.
Some "doms" say the same thing, I don't understand how they could say this at all.

Personally, I consider my armor as a part of my body. For hygienic and safety reasons, I recommend you to have underwear.
Hygienic: after going to toilet, some urine can remain in the belt. Having underwear and a hygienic pad avoids bad smells.
Safety: a belt and bra at made out of metal. They can destroy your clothes (it happened on my beloved red shirt, destroyed by padlocks in my back). A fabric bra under your clothes protects them.

Stainless Steel Heels

You may know I work metal now. I already made a new chastity belt. I work with a friend, and we made the mightiest project I have ever made.

Let me introduce you the Steel Heels. No need to tell more, pictures show everything.

 Close-up on my feet

Dressed up with metal, from head to toe

Condom Catsuit: assessment

Hi everyone,

Although this blog is mainly about chastity, I would like to share some latex experiences...

I got a Condom Catsuit, and you seem to love it!

I start spreading lubricant on my feet then on my legs. Then, the latex slips to cover my body from toe to hip.
I put some lube on the condoms, and I push them in my body. This is so exciting!
The latex keeps slipping on my skin. My arms are now covered.The last step (but not the easiest): closing the suit. I put my head in the hood, I place properly the nose holes, and I pull zip runners. This is hard, zip runners often slip off of my latexed fingers.
Once the 2 zip runners are touching each other, my favorite moment: I take a tiny padlock, and I put it through them. Without the key, no way to take it off. That turns me on so much!
There are toys and lube on my bed. I use them to have sexual pleasure, pushing in and pulling out a dildo in my pussy. Faster, faster, until my cyprin explodes. Wow, that feels good!
The air supply is quite low. That makes the situation much more exciting (without being dangerous).
I should mention a little drawback: once the catsuit is put on, I had a lot of difficulty to smotth folds late makes if not tight enough. But the feeling is terrific!

The Heart Belt got improved

As I created this chastity belt, I am able to modify it easily.

The perforated main shield is alright, but silly when I need to pee.
My My-Steel belt has a slot: it makes this function much less messy. And it allows plugs!

My Heart Belt can have a plug in.
It uses my big plug from My-Steel. In the case I want to get a new plug, I can buy one on My-Steel store.

The rest of the belt didn't change. I think I have a very good belt for my daily life.
Its rings are very useful. Maybe I should show you how I lock thigh cuffs...

I wonder if I should do 30 days in. I am not sure if I have the time, nor if it is worth doing such a huge Deal a 3rd time. Maybe shorter but harder challenges...

Isn't it a nice device?

I remind you I can make similar versions of this belt. If you are a woman (or if you have a female sub), I can make you this belt.

My shout against BL.com

I have many rancours towards Gina. To avoid giving her advertisement, I shrank the link to "BL.com".

1st of all, I sent her a leopard zentai in April 2016. She only showed me the video in November 2016.
When I receive gifts from fans, I make a video while I unbox his gift, and I send him the video. Gina lost some points in my esteem.

I know it is very hard to show everyone's gift I received, I got so many items. But this is not the end.

I ordered Gina to delete all my comments from her website. She has never done so.

Last but not least, when she said she will leave her website, she wrote my name in the poll. I didn't consider this good at all. She didn't warn me!! she put me into this website without my consent. I was least happy when I discovered that.
Roxanne and Sophie (the 2 other girls) are Dutch (so is Gina), whereas I am French. Besides, the website depends on a Dutch guy. Why should I have been put in?

I am still ordering Sophie (the new webmaster) to delete my comments. I hope she will do soon.


As far as the future of this blog is concerned... I am not sure. New rules of Google+ accounts may shut this blog down in late March.

Challenges? sorry, I am too busy. When I will have enough time, I want to try a short challegne with my Heart Belt. But for now, this is not possible.


EDIT (9th February 2018): Gina had been ignoring me for ages. All what I shouted against her is still on my heart. And although Sophie eventually deleted all my comments, she doesn't seem honest either.

My new chastity belt: the Heart Belt

Maybe you saw it on Twitter or FetLife: I got a new chastity belt.
It is made out of 2-mm thick stainless steel. The belt weighs 1.3 kg (about 3 lb). It is very pleasant to wear.

I was able to shoot some pictures while it was crafted.

 I got measured 2 months ago.

 Pieces were drawn on a stainless steel plate.

Then they were cut. The waistbelt was bent.

 

 The shield were bent, and the locking plate was welded.

 And here is the final belt!

The 1st time I tried this finished belt! I was so excited!

If you want to get such a belt (female version only), please contact me.

Assessment of the electric day

Today, I spent a lot of time with the shocking machine on my pelvic area. I had to use my car, and I don't want to have an accident, so I drove powered off.
I expected to be turned on for a long time, and it was the case just at the beginning. My body got used to electric waves and fought against them. Electricity is still fun to use, just it loses interest after few hours. Experience to do again!

I measured the voltage of the battery: I think I partially emptied it. It should be 9 V, I measured 8.38 V (did you know I studied engineering?).

Time has come to sleep (without electric stimulation). Tomorrow will be the key-day, and a global assessment of the Chinese armor!

I am tired, time for a good night of sleep.

FAQ about the Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! you were plenty to ask me questions about this bulky belt.

I will not detail here how I feel in the belt (it is already detailed a lot in other articles). I will comment the belt itself.

Remind: this belt is a prototype: there are no other Hell's Bemt in the world.

Weight, thickness

4.1 kg (9 lb). This is the heaviest belt I have ever handled.
The steel thickness is from 5 mm (0.2 '') (plates) to 8 mm (0.3 '') (arches).

Made to measure?

Yes. Thick belts have to be tried for settings. I gave the metal worker my measurements, and he made the belt. The belt fitted me perfectly when I tried it (it is loose now due to my weight losses), but still fitting great).
Plates are not flat. They are curved according to my shapes.

Hygiene, safety

The shield is widely slotted with a steel rod above. Peeing is easy to do and easy to clean: water and this is it. It can be done with or without the rod.
To go to number 2, I have to unscrew the rod, so there is enough space to let it go through. The rod can be done and undone by myself with a tool.
Even without the rod, my belt is safe: I could get some arousal, but no orgasms (my clitoris is covered by the front plate).

Locks

This is a weakness of this prototype: the locks are not protected. There are just 2 padlocks which hold arches. I didn't want to get integrated locks since I love having padlocks. Boltcutters can cut them easily, but this is not the worst problem for me.


I am very happy with this belt, and so happy to have spent 30 days in!

 My wounds are healing (5 days after unlocking).

 Front.

Rear.

Left arch open.

Side, showing curves of the plates.

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 25

I received some interesting questions.

Will I have withdrawal feelings after getting out?

I can't say. Last year, I had some withdrawals to go outdoors (feeling unsafe).
After having suffered so much, I think I will enjoy some days unbelted. But I can't be 100% sure before living it.

Is my My-Steel belt repaired?

As I mentioned in a previous article, I tried hot glue on the silicon. It seems good, but I didn't wear the belt yet. I can't be sure it is strong enough.

What will I do with the Hell's Belt after my unlocking?

This belt belongs to me. I will keep it, and bring it when I travel abroad. It will become my daily belt.
Of course, it will be used for shoots.

How do I cope with pubic hair?

I use pulsed light to slow down its growth. During this challenge, I had no cleaning breaks: I didn't shave my pubis at all. The hair is long, but I don't mind having a bush instead of a nice, shaved pubis. Besides, I just watch my plates, not my skin.

Can I have sexual pleasure with the belt?

This question is still very common. The point of a chastity belt is to get no pleasure, just frustration.
Actually, a loose chastity belt can give sexual pleasure, but this is not how my belts are.

Do I have a medieval-related fetish?

We can say so. I like middle-age, this period fscinates me. Nevertheless, no one is sure chastity belts existed in middle-age.


Back to my challenge. The reward is closer and closer. The challenge seems easy (although it is still hard because of what I can't do, marks and little uncomfort).
I am spending my last Sunday of this challenge.Just thinking about freedom makes me thrilled. Friday evening, the sword will go through the envelop.


Currently feeling: almost finished, the reward will be most deserved =^.^=

My butt has some rashes near the plate. I often put some cream and oil, and these lesions are harmless.

Comfort in my belts

Just an extra article to detail the comfort of my 3 belts.

Before this: I have spent 24 h in thigh cuffs. This was not very interesting to live: thigh cuffs didn't affect my daily life so much, I didn't move so much today. It should be tried for a longer amount of time, but I can't for now. Being free didn't give me any good feeling.
When I wanted to shoot the video of thigh cuffs undoing, I always forgot something: the camera, my cellphone, ... my housemate (who shot me) said "yes, the challenge is affecting you".

Currently feeling: relaxed, but worn out by the challenge.

Now, time to detail (a little) the comfort of my 3 belts.

Chinese belt

The waistbelt is adjustable, but it is not elliptic: I have more pressure above my hips in the back. The silicon coming off all the time is really annoying. But it is not too tight for me, so the comfort is good.

My-Steel belt

This belt is the best adapted to my body. The silicon is worn out, which makes the belt less comfortable. But I love the wide and double shield system: it is very pleasant for my pussy.

Hell's Belt

This heavy belt! the steel plates are very thick and uncomfortable when I lie down. Nevertheless, it is the belt I feel the best in: when I am sat down, the pressure is very well spread. There is no waistbelt, so no pressure on the waist.


In my FAQ, I said these belts are equivalent about comfort. Now you know why: every belt has its advantages and its drawbacks.

Thigh cuffs are off, I shaved my legs.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 16

I have something very funny to share.

Yesterday, I had to drive my housemate to her doctor. It is 1 h away from our home.
On the outward journey, we saw a town with a kinky name: Cuffy. I said in myself "I should have brought handcuffs and dropped my housemate cuffed to this sign". But I didn't bring handcuffs.
On the return journey, I felt disturbed. I often say the challenge is attacking my strength, and it was clear during this trip: I lost my way. Seriously, I took a wrong road (I don't know where), and I was lost. Fortunately, I had a map and a compass, and I managed to get back home (45 min later than I planned).

My night was good.
I fell asleep late (I worked on my laptop until 0h15-F). I didn't move so much during the night. Maybe having driven so much wore me out...


Want a report about my stuff?

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: I gave a better mark than before: I am feeling better with this belt.
• Marks: B: marks are still shallow. I just worry about what happens under the rear plate.
• Hygiene: A: as I said earlier, this belt is very good about hygiene.
• Comfort: C↑: my nights are better, hence the "C" instead of the past "D".
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my sex anymore. This is normal.
  Technical problems: A: desptie of my strength, I don't think I can destroy such a belt..
• Weight: A↑↑: it used to be a "C", it is now a "A". I developed a lot of strength in my legs. Its 4 kg are not an issue anymore (unless I go in water of course, but I am too young to die drowned).

BRA:

• Pain: D↓: I will be less optimistic. .This bra is becoming really hard to wear.
• Marks: D↓: I checked pictures I shot last year: my marks seem similar as the marks I should have on my day 23. I worry they could be serious.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: D↓: this bra is awful. The chains give a lot of pressure on my shoulders, cups deeply dig in my chest.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: still nothing wrong.
• Noise: A: I love their noise =^.^=
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: C↓: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains give me little pain.
• Marks: C↓: my neck is showing black marks (similar as the marks which were left by my old chastity belt years ago).
  
• Comfort: B: comfort can be worse.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

I still think the mental aspect plays a lot. I keep thinking I can smash this challenge into pieces, but I am reaching some limits. Everything seems harder in my daily life.

Currently feeling: 2 weeks remaining. They will not be easy, but giving up is not an option.

There is a French guy who named a town "Cuffy".

A good shower helps me to relax. I love keeping my towels on me after shower =^.^=

HALF WAY!! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 15

I am still locked. I reached an important point which made me feel very well: I have done the half!!
15 days in this very heavy stuff, and still alive! let's finish this challenge.

I tried using a sponge between my coccyx and the belt to feel more comfortable: it was a failure.
1st: the gap between my belt and my butt is very narrow: putting my fingers there is impossible.
2nd: the thickness of the sponge made the pressure stronger.

So I will keep bare steel on my butt. I will just use oil.

I still use cream and oil between my bra and my breasts. It works quite well, but I can't avoid marks.

Both my body and my mind are under very high pressure. Both physical and mental aspects of the challenge are getting to me, but it is very important to remain positive.

I enjoy writing daily reports. I chatted with some of you about this: I hate when models pretend being locked for days and give nothing about their feelings. This blog was opened to share how I feel, day by day. I am very happy when you read it and share your own experiences =^.^=

My nights are good. I am able to cope with average nights.
My weight is stable (73.1 kg with armor, equal 65.7 kg without steel).
I resumed some workout.
Well, I feel stronger than ever. 

Some pictures of my marks:

Lying down on my bed to show you how my belt damaged me 

Little rednesses due to my belt (in the shadow of the arch, hard to see in real life)

 My neck will leave me a little souvenir: blacknesses (hard to see on camera, easy to see in real life)

If I shift the skin under my bra, you see how much the skin is damaged. I worry a little about how long these marks will take to disappear.

Currently feeling: the challenge is getting to me, but I will show it what "warrior" means!

2 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 14: comparing my belts

After having spent 2 weeks in this heavy Hell's Belt (and the bra and the collar), I have enough experience to compare my 3 belts.

I got a 3rd belt, very different from the belts which are usually sold!
I remind you my 3 belts:
- Ch: Chinese belt, got in February 2014
- MS: My-Steel belt (German), got in February 2016
- HB: Hell's Belt (Belgian), got in January 2018

Adjustability: Ch > MS > HB

Chinese belts are made of screwed steel bands (which can't be unscrewed when the belt is locked): they can be adjusted on 10s of cm. My-Steel can be adjusted in the locking systems: I just have 3 cm of adjustability for the waist, and 1.5 cm on the crotch. My Hell's Belt is not adjustable at all.

Locks: Ch = MS > HB

These 3 belts are lovely, since they use padlocks. I hate integrated locks.
I say Hell's Belt's locks are worse, since they can move a lot: not only they could be easily destroyed, but they affect me a lot: if the lock goes on the wrong angle, it can give pain on my thigh.
I give My-Steel and Chinese the draw: both have drawbacks: My-Steel uses very specific locks, but they are much more protected than on the Chinese belts.

Strength: HB >> MS > Ch

Do I need to explain why the Hell's Belt is so strong?it is made out of very thick steel, and only steel.
Although the silicon of my My-Steel belt is worn out, the steel is much stronger on My-Steel than on Chinese.

Weight: HB >> MS > Ch

My My-Steel belt is a bit heavier than the Chinese one. But they are both less than 1 kg (2 lb) each. They are too light to be felt. This is not the case of the Hell's Belt, which is 4 kg. A monster!

Comfort: draw

I say comfort is a draw, since every belt has its problems about comfort. I will have to detail this article in the future.

Price: HB >> MS >> Ch

Well, this is one of the most important problems: how much these belts cost. A My-Steel belt costs about 700 EUR (the real price depends on the options you choose), whereas you can find Chinese belts for less than 200 EUR.
How much my Hell's Belt cost? I can't say. But if someone really wants to buy the one I am wearing, I would not sell it under 2 000 EUR.

Summary: HB > MS > Ch

It is a very subjective comparison. I love all my belts, but I clearly prefer the Hell's Belt. It became my daily belt.
I don't wear my Chinese belt anymore, except for double-plugged desires. My My-Steel belt was my usual belt. It is almost worn out (due to intensive wearing), but I definitely recommend this brand!

I don't detail about plugs. I could, but plugs would deserve an other article.


Currently feeling:  my breasts are having a very hard time in this armor. I feel hardened.
I have marks around my breasts (easy to see when I shift the skin). The belt gives me little marks (or it marks me under, but I have no way to check).

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 10

10 days!! (precisely 9 days 16 h 35 min to be precise at the time I publish the article)
There are other interesting questions which came.

How can I pee and clean with the belt?

It is easy: the slot has a rod on it. When I pee, urine leaks around the rod. I just need to rinse then wipe, and I am clean.
Showers are usually enough for me. If I need to be really clean, I sit down in a basin full of soapy water.

How do I consider leather chastity belts?

I have never tried leather chastity belts. They don't appeal me at all, I don't even consider them as chastity belts. Such a belt must be able to be worn for days and allow hygiene. This is not the case for leather, hence my harsh point of view. Not to mention the ease to cheat and destroy.

What are the main issues I face to?

Comfort is clearly the worst. The plates are very big, the belt is really thick. My nights are hard. Sitting down is hard. Every move becomes hard due to the lack of comfort. The bra is really bad since very tight.
Actually, the weight is not a bad issue anymore: I developed strength.
Once again, the issues I have now are not the same issues as My-Steel at all (for the belt, the problems I will have for the bra are still true now).

How often do I have sex?

Don't ask me why this question often comes. Once for all: I don't want to have intercourses, and I have had none for now.
About solo activities: I like having orgasms from time to time (weekly) and using sextoys, this is enough for me.

Where are my keys?

My keys are in a sealed envelop, kept by my housemate. I will get them on my day 30, after 720 h of chastity.
Please guys: don't be stupid, stop asking me to give my keys to someone I don't know. Would you give keys of your car to a guy you don't know?

Any shoots planned?

There are no shoots during my challenge. I will just shoot few pictures to share here, and some videos to share on my video store. My official shoots will resume after my freedom.

What do I do apart from this challenge?

I give school support (hence I can't add my Power Cuffs all the time), I plan my future shoots, I chat with fans, I program, ... I keep living while doing this challenge.

Where do I come from?

In my town (in France), people sometimes ask me if I am Dutch. Maybe this is my accent or my height, who knows, but I think I come from France. Some other people believe I come from an other planet: they may not be 100% wrong, who knows... maybe I am an alien... LOL

How long have I had between getting the belt and starting the challenge?

This is one of the most interesting questions.
10 days. I must have spent just 2 nights belted before starting this huge challenge.
When I got the belt, I wanted to give me few more days to get used to this huge belt. However, I got many demands for late February: I had to start the challenge sooner than I wanted.
Was it a good thing to have so little time to get used to it? no and yes. No since this belt is awfully hard to wear! I would need weeks or even months to get fully used to it. And yes since oit made the challenge much more interesting. With a short training time, I would have had much less to share here.
If I get the Hell's Bra, I will give myself more time to get used to it.

Am I afraid of body damages?

Many people are worried about the consequences of such a challenge on my body. Well, I have concerns too.
What bad could happen to my body:
- backaches due to the weight and the rigidity of the steel,
- deep marks above my hips and on my chest,
- rashes under the belt,
- injuries worsened if I have an accident (as a bad fall),
- ...
To be honest, I have no ideas of how my body will take this huge challenge. For now, I feel good. I have no marks above my hips (the arches of the belt are actually good to spread the pressure). However, my coccyx is taking a lot of pain. There is no way for me to check how this skin is (unless I get the keys or destroy the belt).
I remind why I decided to detail this experience: please correct me if I am wrong, but I must be the 1st girl in the world to have done such a long challenge in such an armor. Moreover, I do not recommend anyone to spend 30 continuous days locked. This is just too tough. I gave the same advice after having done my month in My-Steel.



Currently feeling: determined to win, to show some photographers what they lost.

Shot today at 2h-F (I had a very bad night due to the excitement of this day 10):

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 2

It is just my day 2, and this challenge is already looking very tough.

I added a stopwatch at the top of this blog, so you can see how long I have been belted for.

You asked me many questions about this chastity belt. Here are the answers.

Is this belt able to accommodate the visits to the WC ?

Yes. I can pee through the belt easily.
To go to the big one, it is less easy: I have to unscrew the steel rod, then it can go (unscrewing the rod doesn't allow me orgasm).

Is there some lining around the hips, or is it metal on skin ?

Just steel. It is stainless steel, which was treated to look medieval (rusty). The steel is very thick (5 mm to 8 mm, depending on where you measure, padding is useless.

How heavy is it? 

I don't exagerate if I say this is the most common question.
Its weight is 4.1 kg (about 9 lb), much heavier than the HeavyLine belt I wanted. I may be right if I say it is the heaviest belt I have ever seen.
The total weight I have locked on my body is 7.4 kg (16.3 lb), namely 11% of my own weight.

When did I receive it?

I went to Belgium to pick it up the 14th January. I just gave me 10 days to get used to it.

Will I get the matching bra?

This is the other most asked question.
The Hell's Bra is not planned yet. I need to get used to the belt for now, and my My-Steel bra is very good. But who knows, it could be a project for 2019.

Is it comfortable?

It is not so bad. The weight and the plates give it an average level of comfort, but I expected worse due to its weight. Sleeping with this belt is fairly easy.
The only good position is lied down on my sides:

• Sat down, the rod makes me a bit unsteady (sitting on a soft chair/cushion makes me steadier).
• Lied down on my belly is awful because of the chastity bra.
• Lied down on my back is uncomfortable for my coccyx (due to the rear plate).
• Stood up, the weight of my belt gives a lot of pressure on my hipbones.

Why do I like heavy restraints?

I can't really explain why. It is a fetish, as some people like sex, or tattoos, or piercings, or whatever.
There are some reasons explaining why I love chastity belts, chastity bras and collars (I don't detail here). I love even more when I feel their weight and/or tightness (although they can be a bit painful). A heavy chastity belt had been a dream for years.
Anecdote: when I wanted to buy the My-Steel chastity belt, I would have loved to get the HeavyLine (I bought a Total My-Steel belt for price reasons).
Maybe I love heavy duty since I am a warrior, with powerful muscles and the desire to be challenged...


Do you have more questions? please ask them!


Currently feeling: powerful.

Shared due to requests: other views from this belt, shot during the video of day 0:

Its front plate, with 2 padlocks.

Its shield, with the rod.

Its rear, once locked on my body.