Little assessment about aborted Locktober

Some of my fans contacted me about this stopped attempt of Locktober. They understand me, I really appreciate their messages. Thanks guys!

I didn't think about Locktober at all for few days.Today is a very special day, and I thought a lot about my life in chastity. It brought me protection, hard but very interesting challenges. I documented this awesome blog which is a reference in the chastity world. I might be the only girl in the world to have done 3 times 30 days with 3 different belts without any break.

Now I feel less appealed by chastity. I don't have anything to learn about it anymore. I explored too much of chastity, it is not fun anymore to go on this way. Hence being challenged by Locktober was pointless.

 

I talked a lot about my swimming sessions. Being a mermaid gives me so much fun, and I feel I have a lot to learn underwater. I face some challenges when I am a mermaid. Somehow, my fin and my belts have similarities: they give me challenges I love overcoming, they change my mental map, I have an other body when I wear them.

 

Exactly 4 years ago, I bidded ChastityB****.com my farewell (my true fans know which website I refer to). I think this is the right day to bid chastity challenges my farewell.

Don't be sad. I will keep wearing my armors for shoots and to travel safe. Just, it is not something I will wear in daily life anymore.

 

I will keep this blog as a mine of information for whoever wants to get into chastity. I could haver never realised I played such a role in this world. There is no doubt my name will be remembered for some extra years, both thanks to my creative and because of my destructive powers.

Thanks to all of you, and keep following me on other platforms!

Locktober day 17: my armor is back on shelves

I reached a decision. Locktober doesn't bring me anything. I don't have any pleasure nor challenge to continue Locktober in these conditions. As a consequence, I decided to drop it.

Nevertheless, I don't consider this challenge as a failure. According to me, it is pointless to be unlocked all the time for cleaning breaks or for other reasons as swims or shoots. Getting out of the belt breaks the rhythm.

If I wanted to do a real Locktober which is worth to be lived, I should have dropped my daily swims. This is definitely not a suitable option.

I hope this article will not disappoint you. After all, I have done so many harder challenges, this one was not for me. Sorry.

Locktober day 16: unbelted

This day was just too busy.

Morning: waken up at 6h40 to have a swim.

Then: gone to my family, and I don't wear the armor. I prefer avoiding they ask silly questions.

I went back home at 19h30, and I didn't have time to change. So I spent a lot of time unlocked. I will lock up for the evening.

The key is in the lock.

Locktober day 15: half way

I have a very strange feeling about Locktober. I have mixed feeelings. The challenge is so unimpressive for me, it feels like nothing started and it will never end. Hard to describe.

Today was a regular day. I went buying grocery (in a catsuit, remember I am allowed thanks to new rules). Then I had a swim (relaxed one, just 50 lengths). And finally, I went to meditation courses. They were bloody boring, I didn't learn anything.

This is not my best day. Tomorrow will be better.

How I was dressed outdoors.

Locktober day 14: 2 weeks done!

 Already 2 weeks elapsed! and for now, sexual frustration is null. I feel my libido doesn't exist anymore.

I swam a lot (130 lengths, 6.5 km). Then I locked my armor and I went to the post office. Walking on legs is a little strange after such a swim, but it went well. The armor didn't hinder my walk at all.

I don't know what else to say. This challenges bores me. Unlocking the armor for my swims and for hygiene makes the challenge too easy.

Yesterday, I forgot to shoot the picture. Today, I share 2 of them.

Locktober day 13: busy busy day

Alarm clock rang very early the morning. I woke up and I prepared to go to a service, in order to find a job (it is very hard to explain in English). I was with 7 other unemployed persons. I was noticed as a very original girl (with my LED name tag on the shirt and my way to talk). However, none of them questioned the collar nor the chains on my chest.

Once again, I proved you can belong to a vanilla group while wearing a superthick collar and a chastity bra. Girls who don't dare wearing their collars in public are chicks.

After this service, I went back home, I unlocked the armor to put on my swimsuit I spent 2 hours in the water. Nothing special to report, that was a regular swim. Flipping my fins is great after a day at work!

Locktober day 12: recovered

I slept a lot this night (11 hours). I ate a lot (twice compared to regular days). That helped me to recover from my hard swims. Swimming 4 km used to be a great achievement, it is now part of my daily life.

Swimming as a mermaid has positive impacts of my body: I take greater care of it. I use a lot of oil on my hair and skin. I apply drops in my eyes to protect them. I shave my legs less often (meaning I get less cuts). On the dark side, I tend to forget locking my stuff after getting back home. Usually I have a hot shower to relax, then I collapse in my bed with calm, fantastic music.

I don't feel the difference between being belted or not.

As far as my blister is concerned: well, it is healed. I don't see it anymore.

I didn't shave my pubis. I didn't consider shaving it or letting its hair grow. I will choose the latter option to make the challenge a bit more interesting.

I need your ideas: I cannot add thigh cuffs or plugs with my Access Denied belt. So how could I make the challenge harder?

The pubis will remain unshaved for the whole challenge.

Locktober day 11: too relaxed day

This night, I didn't sleep very well. I don't know why. Maybe my little ear infection prevented me from sleeping properly.

This morning, I had a swim. There are several pools in the facilities, I tried the children's pool. It is shallow (from 40 cm to 120 cm), I had a nice time thinking about nothing and relaxing. I felt too serene: I had serious losses of vigilance, swimming was not safe. I just spent 2 hours in these facilities. At home, I slept a lot.

The challenge is going on quite well. Wearing the armor is not a problem anymore. It would be time to harden the challenge... but for now, I don't want.

 

I feel great, just "deactivated" because of being too calm.

 

 

A dress is enough to hide my armor.

Locktober day 10: softening rules

The support I get seems to be limited to some loves and few comments on social networks I am.

I have a video store to earn money. Since the beginning of this challenge, I earned less than 30 $ thanks to it. This is not even the half of my worst month. I know there is a huge crisis right now, but seriously, it is disgusting and demotivating to have got so little cash!

As a consequence, I consider Locktober doesn't deserve to be continued with the same rules. I will soften the challenge to match better my daily life and wellbeing.

The point will remain the same: wear my armor as long as I can at home, and not get any orgasm. But:

1. During my workout and breathing exercises, I can unlock the whole armor to be gain efficiency.
2. When I need to buy grocery, I can wear a catsuit without wearing my armor.

 

If no one has objections against those rules, they will start tomorrow. If anyone has objections, I don't care. Rememeber no one pays me to do this, and I am free to change rules whenever I want. #P4YP

 

 

Locktober day 9: I got the rhythm

Thanks for everyone who supports me!

I feel I am trained to hold the rhythm. Every time I go swimming, I replace my armor by a swimsuit. When I am back, I hang my swimsuit and lock the armor back on. Exactly as if my armor is a "home piece of cloth".

As a very experienced wearer, I don't feel annoyed by such pieces of metal. I do my home workout, chores, and nights normally, as I do without. I don't notice this metal locked on my body anymore. In a way, this is like my previous challenges: my belt-bra-collar are a part of my daily life, I don't pay attention to them anymore.

The biggest challenge for me is: not wearing catsuits. Believe me, I love catsuits so much, it feels awful to buy grocery with casual clothes. I feel less sexy.

The little blister is fading away. The superheavy collar was a nice trick, it is now useless.

22 days to go. To be honest, this challenge looks easy, too easy. Knowing some girls are locked all the time except for daily breaks sounds completely unimpressive. During my long challenges, I had to take care of my skin and hygiene in hard conditions. My skin got marks. I felt some happy and some awful moments.

After each swim, I take care of my skin and hair. The armor definitely doesn't affect me at all. Lacking of sexual stimulation is not a problem at all.

From a small video shot today. I feel dull, no way to get pleasure.

Locktober day 8: a transcending swim

Today, I had THE swim of my life.

I swum a series of 40 lengths (2 km) without stopping in 45 min. My stamina really increased.

During this session, I swum altogether 120 lengths. I have never reached this number before. This is so crazy!

And finally: I managed to swim a full length in apnea, and for the 1st time as a real mermaid, without wearing my swimglasses.

My level increased. I am very proud, and this impacts my chastity challenge: wearing a heavy armor is so easy for me. The collar doesn't hinder me anymore (apart from the tiny blister). I feel so strong!

 

 I explain here my double-collar trick. I usually wear the hyperheavy collar only (1.55 kg). As it pushes a lot on my ribcage, I can add the superheavy collar (670 g) under it. The superheavy collar gives pressure on an other place of my trunk, reducing the risk of blisters.

The superheavy collar doesn't seem bad, it is honestly a quite heavy device. The 1st week I had it around my neck, the weight got to me. It was hard to keep it. I undersand why its previous wearer had to take it off from time to time.

Although both collars give more pressure on my trunk, they apply their weight on fleshier parts of the trunk. I have less problems to wear both of them.

Locktober day 7: horniness

Yesterday evening, I wanted to watch some videos on a famous X website to get turned on. And it worked very well, I felt so horny! I was so tempted to grab my key and get an orgasm, but I didn't. I am proud not to have given in. I hope to get a powerful orgasm in 25 days!

I experienced a very original way to lower the pressure caused by the collar. I add my superheavy collar under the hyperheavy collar. I will show pictures tomorow.

I realised my tiny wounds evolved. On the left side, it disappeared. On the right side, it worsened to a blister. Strangely, it is not painful. I have to be careful anyway.

Some fans asked me pictures of clothes hiding my armor. Here they are.

Me wearing shirt and shorts. I am still not used to wearing them for shopping, I prefer catsuits so much more!

The collar is intentionally shown with its huge ring.

The blister caused by the collar.

Locktober day 6: I bring bad news

This day was not a normal day in my life.

This morning, I had an appointment for a job. I will have other appointments during the month. They can be done while being belted. However, they affect my swimming sessions.

As far as Locktober is concerned, I have bad news: Saturday, I can have a catwalk. This means no chastity belt-bra-collar for this day. The 17th of October, my brother will visit my parents. No chastity either for this day.

The challenge itself is going pretty well. Still very boring, and I don't feel very supported. Just ONE guy wished me "good luck" on this blog! If you are truly fan of my content, please support me (you don't need an account there, you have definitely no excuses not to give me a nice comment).

Currently feeling: why do I bother myself documenting my Locktober? no one support me.

Locktober day 5: talking about libido and body issues

I felt like if the challenge started yesterday. It is so boring, and unlocking the armor for each of my swims breaks the rhythm. It is very different from my previous challenges. However, physically, it is much easier. Too easy for the expert I am.

I didn't talk much about issues I face.

Libido: since the beginning of the challenge, it became null. I don't feel turned on, I don't feel frustrated. This is fine.

Belt: this kind of belt is not the best for my body. Because of my flexibility, it can feel very loose, and it can chafe on my thighs. Apart from that, it is comfortable to wear.

Bra: the lack of lining (intentional) is not a problem. I cope easily with this bra.

Collar: its weight gives a lot of pressure on my ribcage. I sometimes feel pain, being lied down is a nice way to lower pain. A serious weight loss doesn't help, I have strange wounds where the collar pushes on my bones. But I am trained to wear it for longer and in harder conditions. It is going well.

Clothes: I don't have any problem to hide my armor under clothes. However, as mentioned before, I don't wear catsuits anymore. I miss catsuits so much!!! 

I will not stop Locktober because of 2 tiny wounds. I am a warrior!

Locktober day 4: 1st Sunday under lock and key

The party yesterday went well. I kept the belt all the time. I just unlocked the bra to show up my Xena Corset. That was short.

I slept locked, this is usual. Because of the party, I fell asleep at 2h30. This is very late.

I woke up at 8h to go to swimming pool. You know the rule, I don't bring my armor to the pool. This day, I discovered a shorter but deeper pool. It is very interesting for diving and train on "stunts".

The challenge is getting boring. I don't feel any pleasure to be in my armor. In previous hard challenges, I had something to prove and document. I feel I know almost everything on female chastity.

My swim gives me this incredible shape. Shot at 19h52.

Locktober day 3: still going fine

 This morning, I didn't do so much. I chilled around and I relaxed.

At 13h, I picked up a friend at the railstation. He was surprised to see me in shorts. Usually I wear a catsuit, but because of this armor, I can't. 

Then, I took off my armor and I put on my swimsuit. Swimming is more than a sport, it is a way of life. When I become a mermaid, I forget all my problems: Covid-19, injuries, conflicts, ... everything is so beautiful in my mermaid world.

Back home, I locked my stuff again and I shot a picture. Then, I played a board game with the friend I picked up.

This evening, there is a party we are invited. I will keep my armor on, unless I have to do a short show with my Xena Corset (it is allowed by my rules).

The Access Denied belt isn't so bad to wear. It digs a little in my hips, I cope with.

Just after my swim. My hair is still wet.

Locktober day 2: a very good new beginning

Having changed my belt and bra was overdue. I feel well in this new armor, and my skin doesn't undergo serious damages. Everything is going fine for now.

I am surprised so many other girls will do Locktober, this is great. Unfortunately, almost none of them wears a chastity bra or a collar, this is less great. I must be the only true genuine chastity challenger of the world.

Actually, I am happy to try 31 days in the Access Denied belt. If I make it, I will be the only girl in the world to have documented FOUR challenges with FOUR different chastity belts from FOUR countries. This is going to be a true chastitysenior achievement!

Today was a casual day. I bought grocery this morning. I had to wear shorts and tights. My armor can easily be hidden under clothes (except the collar, but I love showing it). Then, I took my armor off and I put on my swimsuit. I have swum for more than 3 hours. I just love being a mermaid!

After my swim, I ate a lot of food. I put back my armor and started a relaxing music. I slept for 2 hours. Currently, I feel very well.

Locktober day 1: a very bad start

I didn't check I would be able to wear my My-Steel armor for the whole Locktober challenge. I should have done.

Today, I had several major issues.
The My-Steel belt is seriously damaged. It is fine to be worn for few hours, but not longer. None of my repairings is effective enough to make a My-Steel Locktober doable. I will replace this belt by the Access Denied one (it arrived 2nd in the poll I launched on Twitter).
The My-Steel bra has damages too, but it is not the main problem. Because of all my swims, my ribcage expanded, and the My-Steel bra is very tight. As for the belt, wearing it for few hours is easy. Longer is painful. I felt a bruise under my right breast. I will replace it by the Full Steel bra.

The collar is not a problem at all. It is not damaged and my neck didn't expand.

 

I have to change rules:

1. I will have to wear the Access Denied belt, Full Steel bra and hyperheavy collar all the time, except for cases mentioned below.
   
2. I swim a lot with my mermaid tail, and wearing a chastity armor is not safe at all for this. I will have to leave my armor at home when I go to swimming pool. This will be the opportunity to keep clean.
3. If I have shoots or shows to perform, the armor can be taken off.
   
4. If I feel I get way too little support, Locktober can be stopped before the end of the month (remember no one pays me to do this, I can break this deal at any time).

The heart of the deal will not change:

1. I have to spend all my nights under lock and key.
2. I have to buy grocery under lock and key (whereas I usually wear a catsuit, I have to forget catsuits).
3. The challenge will be from 31st of September morning to 1st of November morning.

 

How my poll wanted me to do the Locktober.

How I will have to do Locktober.