Monday, 29 January 2018

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 5

This challenge is very hard. I will say this 1 000 000 times, but I don't know who else can try such a challenge.

Now I say: the challenge starts getting to me. I have little backaches. My chest is hurting (this bra is very tight). My nights are partially restless. But I keep being happy.
Already 5 days done! that is so much for me! this challenge will change me a lot: I toughen, I develop my mental strength, I am not afraid to show this belt, ...

Some of my fears are gone:
  • ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Unability to wear my leotards, zentais and other tight clothes I love.
    ☠ I don't apprend it anymore. I know I will enjoy even more my lovely clothes when I will get the keys.
  • ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Weight: this armor is HEAVY! 7.4 kg (16.3 lb), namely 11% of my own weight. Doing workout (or just walking outdoors with this armor) becomes a task for warriors.
    ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ I reduce to 4 skulls. The weight of my stuff makesworkout hard to do with. I have to use a lot of strength, and it makes me worn out faster.
  • ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ There is no way to find documentation about heavy chastity belts, I don't know where I will go.☠ I don't care if I find or not documentation about heavy belts. Experiencing them is much funnier. However, I admit it would have been great if I found just few words.
  • ☠ ☠ ☠ The comfort is not so bad, but I don't know if I can stand such a thick belt for days. Lying down on my back is hard, my coccyx has little pain (as if it is lied down on concrete).
    ☠ ☠ ☠ I keep 3 skulls. Nothing changed.
  • ☠ ☠ Unability to have sexual pleasure (it wasn't a problem last year, but I apprehend it a little).My sexual needs are weak. I don't feel the desire to have pleasure.

This report is positive. The challenge is going well.
Currently feeling: as powerful as stars.

No one guess my secrets under my clothes.

Please notice: the countdown added on the top of the page counts the exact time since my locking. When I say it is my day X in titles, it is rounded.

1 comment:

  1. You can do it! You're 1/6th the way there.