Friday, 12 July 2019

Day 20: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: very long trip by train

I will not be at home this weekend. I will be in Western of France to attend the "Fête du Fer". It can be translated by "iron festival". It will show forging steel. I can't wait to go there!
4 h by train are common in my life. I can easily be sat down for hours on my laptop (while there is an operational power socket).

This morning, I watched "Bambi" in the train. I don't remember having watched it while I was a child. I didn't like it: it is long and dull. Only animals running in the forest, zero action. I stopped it at the half.

I have got this question very often. It looks silly but it is interesting: "what is the fun of the chastity if you lose libido?".
1st of all, I am single, and I enjoy being single. You can love my pictures without being willing to be my boyfriend. Loving someone's work doesn't mean you are sexually attracted by her (understand "willing to have intercourses"). I love using my toys to get orgasms, and I know I will keep enjoying it after my challenge. But I will enjoy them much more.
Imagine: you live near the beach all the time. Sooner or later, you will be tired of it. Conversely, if you only go to the sea once a year, it will look fantastic when you will go there, and you will have much more fun. A similar effect will happen to me. I already lived it after my previous challenges.
As I am trained to live chaste, handling my sexual frustration is natural. I don't remember when my last turning-on was. This feels so weird to live.

I am not suffering in my armor. I think my body is fully accomodated to it. The Heart Belt is definitely the best belt I have ever worn. I am so proud. French WendyWarrior quality!

Only 10 days and I will get rid of it!


Currently feeling: happy.
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I know the belt lock is often visible. I don't care about it anymore.

Thursday, 11 July 2019

Day 19: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: stupid SNCF

It had been 19 days I have been locked in this chastity belt. I started my training 17 days ago (time flies!), and the SNCF* showed again its bad reputation. My casual train was removed, the next one was delayed of 1 h! I missed half of the day. But this is not so bad, we are still in the boring topic.
At least, controllers didn't say anything about my clothes. I wore my favotire red shirt. And I folded it, so my waist is shown. And you know what is on my waist...

Daily life goes on. I feel one with my armor. I completely lost the desire to put on a catsuit (even if I watch pictures of girls wearing such outfits). Chastity can affect the sexual behaviour. This is so impressive to live!
I know this feeling very well. I know I will dash to my box of catsuits after having got unlocked (without forgetting the orgasm of course).

I still get a lot of messages of support. Here and on other websites. I feel great, thank you!
I am also enquired tips to start in female chastity. There are very few real female chastity references. So, here is a sum-up of my tips:
  1. Leather chastity belts are not adapted to be worn in daily life. Avoid such belts.
  2. Start gently. Spending 30 continuous days without any training is silly fantasy.
  3. Adjust your belt properly. Too loose or too tight can injure you. A cheap Chinese belt is great to begin.
  4. Skin needs care. Buy vegetal oil and cream, and spread it between your skin and the belt 4 times a day (more if needed).
  5. Learn to pee in the shower. Rinsing directly is easier.
  6. Buy a tiny bowl (a Nutella cap is great) and a syringe. They are handy to clean after urination if you are not at home.
  7. Have a spare key, just in case. You should always travel with an emergency key with you, in case something bad happens. When you will be trained, the emergency key will be optional.
  8. If you see wounds, bruises or blisters, stop wearing the chastity belt immediately. Let your damages heal before resuming wearing it.
Once you are trained, you can spend continuous days in your new chastity belt. Being frustrated is a part of its fun.Moreover, chastity is not wrong at all! this is a way to enjoy sexuality, a way of life. Remember: orgasms are more powerful after a long period of frustration.


*SNCF : "Société Nationale des Chemins de Fer". It is the French rail system.


Important note: tomorrow, I will travel further by train. My written report may come much later than usual.



Currently feeling:bored.
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Don't I look angry?

Wednesday, 10 July 2019

Day 18: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: boring courses

This day of training was very boring. We are using an interesting software, but we are given way too much time to do tasks. I spend  a lot of time to do nothing.

I wore a nice red dress today. It is the 1st time I go there with a dress. Usually I wear shorts. If you are nice guys, I will wear it again and show you pictures here ^^

Time is flying, and the fan confirmed his meet with me the 22nd July. He will watch my unlocking in real time. We are both so thrilled!

The weather is normal. I don't sweat so much in my armor now. It is much more comfortable and I can put less oil.

With weekly breaks, the Heart Belt can be worn all the time. I recommend to do breaks for hygienic reasons. My pubic hair annoys me so much!

Currently feeling: bored
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Full view on my metallic heart.

Tuesday, 9 July 2019

Day 17: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

Documenting this challenge on my blog is much more thrilling than just doing it for myself. Without holding this blog, I could have broken up at any time without any consequence. I have a big pressure to make it to the end. I know I am read, you will be so happy if I make it. For now, I don't know any women spent 30 days in belt-bra-collar 3 times, with 3 different belts.
As I discussed with a fan yesterday (by the way, thanks Jones), motivation helps a lot. I managed to do horribly hard challenges because I really wanted to pass them. And I am most determined to pass this one too.

My waist is becoming thinner. My muscles are strengthening. My weight is steady. I should adjust my belt after getting unlocked. Nevertheless, the shield remains tight on my body (the double-shield has advantages). No pleasure for me.

My genitalia is fallen asleep once again. I don't feel any more horniness. My labia stoopped swelling, I am not turned on anymore. My nipples were got rid of my mental mapping too. It doesn't feel bad.

In the train, I watched "Pocahontas" again. I love this movie, and it has many similarities with "Atlantis: The Lost Empire". I loved this movie too when I was young.

This is official: my workmates know I wear a chastity belt and bra. It becomes a topic to laugh about: keys. Especially since they know I want to stay single.
My keys stayed in the chest all the time, in my housemate's bedroom. Even if I find a boyfriend, I am not sure he will date with me.

The wounds on my neck are improving. I feel less pain. This is great!



Currently feeling: very positive!
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My neck is looking better.

Monday, 8 July 2019

Day 16: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

I didn't talk much about positive impacts of my chastity armor. 1st, it protects me against bad guys. This quite often happen, being sexy has some drawbacks. Dirty talks are part of my daily life. I am used to putting them back to what they belong to. Guys learn I have a strong steel temper. Hence the most interesting effect of my armor: it grew my self-confidence.
I love how I look in the mirror. The metal is a part of my body.

One of my biggest fans would love to watch my great unlocking in real time. If he is available, he will come to my place, and he will spend this 22nd of July with me.

The challenge is getting harder. Now I am closer to the end than to the beginning. The impatience grows. My pubic hair grows. My desire to put on catsuits grows on. Only my libido remains weak.

I don't know what kind of wounds is on my neck. They don't look too bad. I apply oil and cream to calm them down (same treatment for the waist). It feels better.

No one notices my wounds on the neck, but my workmates know I wear a chastity belt. Once again, we went having lunch in the park. I lied down, not caring if my belt was visible or not. My teacher asked me if my belt was not too painful. I assume he knows...

I count every second remaining. The desire to get rid of this armor is now getting to me.


Currently feeling: my patience will be rewarded.
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Relaxing in the park. A glimpse on my metal heart.

Sunday, 7 July 2019

Half-way! Day 15: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge

The party was a success. My steel outfits made impression, as usual. I don't know anyone else who wanders in fetish parties/events while wearing steel almost all the time.
I tied up a woman in ropes. It was her 1st time and she loved it.
Usually, in such parties, I change several times (in my IMC or other belts). And I perform a self-suspension in leotard. Because of this challenge, there was no self-suspension and I kept the same armor all the time. I didn't even bring my keys to the party!

I have some negative news: the challenge is getting to me. The collar bruised my neck. I think I will destroy the envelop the 22nd July, and unlock everything to get a deserved rest. This challenge is becoming harder.

During the party, I talked a lot about my chastity challenge. I explained it changes how I feel. My libido becomes weak. I have to learn how to enjoy casual clothes. No more going outdoors cosplayed. For now, I feel still fine.
By the way: there was an other belted girl at the party!

I would like to thank some of you:
- davercuffs: you call me every evening and you take news from my life; you visited me this weekend
- Ivan: you show me a great support
- Daniela: you show me a great support too
- gasmaskkpipe: you sent me a very encouraging message
- George, for your message here,
- and YOU, for reading me!


Currently feeling: I evolved.
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My neck is damaged.

Saturday, 6 July 2019

Day 14: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: hosting friends

This morning, on Twitter, I received a message from a local friend. He wanted to visit me. I accepted and we met at my place. We chatted together about metal work and latex. He gave me tips to take care of my latex Condom Catsuit.
I was buttplugged all the time while he was there.

I went outdoors with my buttplug. I needed something at the drugstore. A short walk butplugged didn't affect me, even if I felt the plug.

I am currently with an other friend. He calls me every evening. He supports me in all my projects. He is such a nice guy!

Today was very hot. I feel my skin is getting damaged. I have to be careful for the further days, if I want to survive the 16 remaining days!

And this evening, I will attend a party with him and my housemate. I will detail you tomorrow.


Currently feeling: friendly
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Taking care of my latex Condom Catsuit.

Friday, 5 July 2019

Day 13: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: very positive day

Having shouted at the SNCF was successful. I eventually got the card I needed to go on my courses! It proves how powerful the MWWP is!

Funny anecdote: in September 2016, I attended  the wedding of my male cousin. When his just-married wife tssed the flowers, I caught them. According to the tradition, whoever catches flowers will get married with 1 year. I got my 1st chastity belt in February 2014. LOL

In the train, I am watching (in French) classic Disney movies I haven't watched for decades. Wednesday was spent with Aladdin and the Genie. I love them ^^
Yesterday was "Alice in Wonderland", I didn't like it so much. It doesn't make any sense! can you explain me why Alice's tights are always white, even if she crawls into dirt? Moreover, the final scene is so poor.
Today, I spent my trip with Pocahontas. I love it! John Smith said "gold is yellow and comes from ground". Pocahontas showed him some corn, LOL. One of the final scenes (preparing the war) is so epic!

My course was very interesting. We learned to use Microsoft Excel. I already know this software. I helped my workmates who had more difficulties.

I don't miss sexual stimulation.
I don't miss wearing my catsuits.
I don't miss walking nude in my home.
It feels amazing, how a chastity belt can change a behaviour!

Currently feeling: that was a great day!
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Do you like my LED tag label?

Thursday, 4 July 2019

Day 12: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: harsh day

I feel the challenge is becoming harder. I often think about the final rewards.
This morning, I ate very little. Wearing a chastity belt is a good way to lose weight, but I needn't to do so.

Courses were more interesting today. I wore my star headbow. It was liked.
I have skills to work metal. I always remember I made the belt I am wearing. It feels very good. I almost forget I am protected in the train! but I feel this stupid clit swells sometimes...
Talking about the train: the SNCF (French train system) is a huge piece of shit! I am harrassing, shouting at them every day to get a stupid card!

I remind rings are very useful. I always hand my swiss knife on the left ring. If I don't have pockets, I hang my home keys on the right ring. They are very handy!

I read on FetLife alcohol would toughen the skin. I don't want to try it. Vegetal oil is very useful: it feeds the skin. Alcohol would destroy it.

Currently feeling: very angry towards this shitty SNCF!
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In the train, the star in my head.

Wednesday, 3 July 2019

Day 11: The Full Steel Chastity Challenge: outdoors with friends

Yesterday, I tried getting an orgasm. I put a big buttplug in my rear, I read exciting stories. I felt turned on, but no way to rub what I need to orgasm. I only felt horny.
I feel my clitoris swells from time to time now. Horniness is weak but I feel it. This is excellent.

I am suspecting some of my workmates are kinky. During a course, there was written "submitting date". It is actually the date someone mentions an idea. Do I need to tell you how it was understood by the group? LOL

I felt a bit asleep today. The course was quite boring, and I didn't manage to eat enough. Nevertheless, the challenge goes well.
During the midday break, we all went to a park. We sat on the grass and we chatted together (while having a meal). I was lied down on my belly. I didn't care if my belt was partially visible. No one cared.
I fell asleep on the ground. I felt so relaxed in this garden.

Funny fact: my workmates call me "Xena".

Currently feeling: courses are  boring.
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Some of my workmates had a nice view!.