[The last morning!] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 30

This is it. I spent the last night of my challenge. And it was a very good night!

I still don't know how I survived until now. 7.4 kg (16.3 lb) locked on me for such a long time. I don't recommend anyone to try such a hard experience. It is so wonderful, and I am very lucky I was able to try it.

Now, there are some shoots which are waiting to be done. My stuff will be unlocked this evening.

I am impatient. Strangely, I can hold my impatience well? I think my experience in 2017 learned me not to get too excited.

Here is the planning for today:
- morning: programming,
- 14h-16h: playing cards with friends,
- 17h-19h: school support,
- 20h: FREEDOM!
(remind: all times are given in French time, GMT+1)

Currently feeling: FINALLY, I will retrieve my nude body!

Do you like my pajama? (I know, I should shorten my fringe)

[Almost finished] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 29

Tomorrow, I will get my precious keys. I have less than 32 hours before finishing.

I had some breakdowns. The challenge was incredibly hard. Was it worth to have breakdowns?

Yes, definitely. It has been a very nice adventure. I am happy it will end tomorrow.
There were ups and downs in this huge ordeal. Ups make me prouder, downs make me stronger.
I didn't try it for the money. I was not paid to do this challenge (I just sell some videos of it). I tried it for my personal satisfaction. Now I know how it is to be locked in such a heavy stuff.

What will happen after my freedom?

I will relax and take care of my body. This blog will be kept updted weekly to share how I feel after the challenge. The challenge will end soon, but the consequences of this challenge (marks, rashes, strength increased, ...) are beyond these 30 days.
My model life will go on: I planned a trip to UK in early March, I have some parties/events planned, ... and of course, I will resume workout, suspensions, and wearing my Iron Maiden Corset!

Would have it been easier with breaks?

Honestly, I don't think so. I am used to having an average level of comfort. Cleaning breaks would have been important if I was stricter about my comfort and hygiene (which was the case last year).

How is my libido?

My clitoris is waken up. I sometimes feel horny. If there are fans who are talking me about arousing things, I will be frustrated.

Did I recover from my awful night?

I did a huge nap (2 h) yesterday afternoon.I slept very well this night. I was able to go outdoors (I had to look for a piece for my car).


Currently feeling: as Friedrich Nietzsche says: "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."

The Treasure Chest will unlock my chest tomorrow.

[Awful night] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 28

I am happy not to have tried 7 days in full stuff again. The challenge would have been too hard, I would have died if I tried it.

Mentally, I am worn out. Just receiving some words of encouragements make me shed some tears.

I count every hour remaining before opening the Treasure Chest. This night was sleepless.
I love DIY, I love crafting things out of classic paper, bristol paper, some paint (and wood with help of family or friends). I have worked on a fairy wand through the night.
I am usually very patient to do a correct work. But this night, I wanted to rush: after having painted the wand, I didn't wait long enough before the next step. Moreover, I lost focus: cutting straight became very hard.

I didn't feel my stuff so much when I was working on this wand. My body is used to wearing this heavy piece of steel. If we exclude the huge mental aspect of getting free soon, the challenge is going very well.

I fell asleep at 4h and I woke up at about 8h. I just got 4 hours of sleep, but I feel quite good.

Currently feeling: I don't know which magic keeps me alive, but I don't want to disappoint you.

 Preparing the magic of chastityfairies...

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 27

This month in chastity is almost finished.

My biggest pride: I have not been unlocked for any reason. I had no cleaning breaks, no nude shoots, no orgasms, ... the challenge has been done in the conditions I was expecting.
I had to turn down some people who wanted me for shoots or parties. his was the price to pay to be able to try such an ordeal.

I will have to get out the 23rd February at 20h-F (as the timer shows on homepage). Due to shoots I planned and needs to take care of my body, I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. But let's admit I had more time: would I have done 1 extra day? or maybe 5? probably not. The challenge is too hard.

The challenge is not over yet. I still have 3 nights to spend in this stuff. Nights are horrible, not since the stuff is uncomfortable, but since I am impatient. I feel horny, I really need the reward.

There are not so many comments on this blog. I get many comments on other social networks. I am encouraged by many fans.

The envelop containing my keys has been stored in a wooden chest. It is the Treasure Chest I will open Friday.
That is so amazing: I am a woman wearing more than 7 kg of steel, held by 3 ridiculously small keys (smaller than my thumb!).


Today, I was invited to attend a meeting. It was to get information about a French famous plant who makes tires. I went there, but I lost my way! thanks to the map I had in my car, I retrieved my way, and I was on time.

Currently feeling: so impatient!

 At the meeting I attended. No one noticed my heavy steel stuff.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 26

The last Monday of my challenge!
Every evening in the shower, I say in myself "I have done the last Saturday/Sunday/..." of my challenge.

Will I try such a challenge again? honestly, I don't know what to think about this. I said "NO" at the beginning (it is really hard and I need so much time), but it may be interesting to live it again when I will get the Hell's Bra. Maybe for 2019, who knows.

There are ups and downs. In the final phase of this challenge, there are mainly ups. I keep saying "almost finished", it makes me powerful, and I really want to defeat this challenge. I see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I am very impatient to grab my leotards ad bikinis, to watch my nude body, and (most important): orgasm. Strangely, I don't miss my Iron Maiden Corset so much. It is hung on a beam in my bedroom, I love watching it, but I rarely think about getting back into it. Some days without steel will make me happy.

Anyway, the challenge is not yet finished. 4 days to go. My nights are not so good, as you can see on my picture today.

Currently feeling: impatient.

Brushing my hair.

[FAQ] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 25

I received some interesting questions.

Will I have withdrawal feelings after getting out?

I can't say. Last year, I had some withdrawals to go outdoors (feeling unsafe).
After having suffered so much, I think I will enjoy some days unbelted. But I can't be 100% sure before living it.

Is my My-Steel belt repaired?

As I mentioned in a previous article, I tried hot glue on the silicon. It seems good, but I didn't wear the belt yet. I can't be sure it is strong enough.

What will I do with the Hell's Belt after my unlocking?

This belt belongs to me. I will keep it, and bring it when I travel abroad. It will become my daily belt.
Of course, it will be used for shoots.

How do I cope with pubic hair?

I use pulsed light to slow down its growth. During this challenge, I had no cleaning breaks: I didn't shave my pubis at all. The hair is long, but I don't mind having a bush instead of a nice, shaved pubis. Besides, I just watch my plates, not my skin.

Can I have sexual pleasure with the belt?

This question is still very common. The point of a chastity belt is to get no pleasure, just frustration.
Actually, a loose chastity belt can give sexual pleasure, but this is not how my belts are.

Do I have a medieval-related fetish?

We can say so. I like middle-age, this period fscinates me. Nevertheless, no one is sure chastity belts existed in middle-age.


Back to my challenge. The reward is closer and closer. The challenge seems easy (although it is still hard because of what I can't do, marks and little uncomfort).
I am spending my last Sunday of this challenge.Just thinking about freedom makes me thrilled. Friday evening, the sword will go through the envelop.


Currently feeling: almost finished, the reward will be most deserved =^.^=

My butt has some rashes near the plate. I often put some cream and oil, and these lesions are harmless.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 24

As I told you, nights are always the hardest moments.
Before, I had problems with the rear plate: it is as if I lie down on concrete, i preferred sleeping on my sides.
Now, if I sleep on my side, the belt can move (thanks stupid weight losses...), but I am used to this steel rear plate. So I sleep lied down on my back.

The challenges evolves, and it is becoming very easy now. Well, I still miss my leotards, my Iron Maiden Corset and some sexual pleasure (my clitoris decided to make me horny now, maybe turned on by the idea of getting free soo), but the mental aspect doesn't get to me anymore.

I don't think anyone could have expected me to do so long in this stuff. dark-hellraiser (the very skilled man who crafted this belt) and I didn't believe it was possible, but I am about to make it. 80% of this challenge has been done successfully.

I put WD40 in the hinges. They don't look rusty, but I prefer being careful. If they are stuck and I can't take the belt off next Friday, I will look very stupid.

Currently feeling: the power runs through my veins. After having spent so hard moments, the 6 last days look like piece of cake.

 A fan paid me a visit today. I had to show him who rules in my home.

[LAST WEEK] 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 23

Last year, I added my full stuff for 7 days. This is a challenge I have enough done, so I will not do this again. Besides, I give school support, so it will not be safe to try this again.

I sleep well, I live well, the challenge doesn't get to me anymore. The situation is really good.
Nevertheless, I still miss my self-suspensions, my leotards, my nude body. So many forgotten pleasures I will retrieve in 7 days.
Actually, I can still suspend myself to my ring. The problem is: I can't pose as I want (it is too complicated to explain). I just can sit in the air (which is funny, but not what I love doing in shows).

I will write a short report. I will have a busy afternoon (school support), this is just casual daily life.

Currently feeling: my courage will be rewarded next Friday.

1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 22

Saying in myself there are just 8 days left makes me happy and confident.

I will not be able to do longer than 30 days. I need to take care of my body to be ready for new shoots.
Remind: 23rd February at 20h-F, I will be freed. A Skype group will be created to share this moment in real time. Besides, I can do some Skype calls for my friends/fans, if they want to have news from me.

The report: it is very positive. Only "A" and "B", and just 1 "C".
Don't forget I share my life day by day. I feel very well today. There were some days I was in a bad mood (because of this challenge, my daily life or whatever), as some days are very good. Hence a very positive report today.

BELT:

• Pain: B↑: it doesn't give me so much pain anymore.
• Marks: B: I don't know how marks are under the plate.
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: the comfort became better.
• Sexual frustration: A: my clitoris sometimes wakes up and frustrates me. I like =^.^= 
• Technical problems: A: no needs to detail. This belt will be destroyed after my death.
• Weight: A↑: I developed a lot of strength. The weight is not a problem anymore.

BRA:

• Pain: B↑: I have less pain, easy to bear. .
• Marks: C: they seem to be deep. Some skin cells are damaged.
  
• Hygiene: A: no problems at all.
• Comfort: B↑: I am used to it and its issues.
• Sexual frustration: A: I don't feel my nipples anymore.
• Technical problems: A: nothing wrong to report, except some pieces of tape which come off (but easy to replace).
• Noise: A: I don't hear their noise anymore.
• Weight: A: I am used to the weight of my bra.

COLLAR:

• Pain: B: the pressure it gives on the shoulder chains still give me little pain.
• Marks: B: my neck shows some blacknesses.
  
• Comfort: A↑: as for the bra, I am used to wearing this collar and its issues now.
• Noise: A: no noise to report. I love hearing the ring when I run =^.^=

This morning, I drove my car to buy things. I tried hot glue gun on my My-Steel chastity belt. I will have to try to be sure the glue is effective, but I can't for now. That's bad my body can just wear 1 chastity belt at the time.

Currently feeling: confident.

 Having a bath of cats =^.^=

3 WEEKS DONE! 1 month in HEAVY chastity, day 21

The nights are going good.
The days are going good too.

My marks become very deep on the bra. My belt doesn't mark me (except a little) due to my loss of weight.
The collar leaves me blacknesses. I hope they will heal quickly.

I will create a Skype group to share the key-day in real time. This is a moment which will be priceless for everyone. I will get my keys the 23rd February, 20h-F (GMT+1), after 30 days and 4 h of continuous chastity (20h-F where chosen to allow our US friends to watch this moment).

The funny fact of the day: I went to an association to do some DIY. I drew sketches for a gardener (we will make it out of wood later). When I went back home, a father said to his children "let Catwoman pass".
When I am dressed in black clothes and wearing my black cat ears, I am often called "Catwoman". LOL

Just 9 days to go. I hope they will be as good as today.

Currently feeling: very well =^.^=

My ugly face with cute cat ears. Yes I look a bit tired, but I feel good =^.^=